i love meeting up like this.

Today i met up with my sweetheart x)
It wasnt plan at all,
it was just a spur of a moment thingy.
Mum was meeting someone in Bangsar
and i thought Jia Lin might just finish
her class or something.

What great timing,
i called and she was on the bus on her
way home. And BSC was just few mins
away from her area.
So yea, we decided to meet up :D

I kind of like it like this.
Spur of a moment, no plan no nothing,
just call and out we go~

I waited for her at Coffee Bean.
While waiting, i called my clingy boyf whom i thought
was suddenly not-so-clingy-anymore
after last night he said he doesnt
want to be so clingy to me.
So i called him and asked why didnt he call,
is he really going to be so-called man?

But only to find out,
he just woke up that why he didnt call me.
So much for not-so-clingy-anymore.
and he havent even brush his teeth !
YUCK BIIIII~ SMEEELLY.

Jia Lin reached and i told my boyf
that she is here and he said 'ohhh
i know you wanna say i'll call you back later right?'
Smart.

Ordered our drinks and 2 slices of cake.
Chicago Cheese cake and
Apple Crumble x)

I havent had the cheesecake for so long.
Usually i have it all the time.
But i only can eat half of it, i get full after that.

We talked and talked and talked and
she showed me a sms her ex bf sent to her.
SUPER IMMATURE.
I LOL-ed so hard after i saw it.
'i knew you are a bitch all along but i was just denying it' <-xD
'When you meet a guy and treats u bad then you'll
know what a great guy i've been' <- O_O
'I will take revenge on you' <- xDD

BWAHAHAHAHA!!
Gosh what the hell mannnn.
Great guy? reaaalllyyy?
He is the one who wanted to break up and the
one who find argument and now he blames it
all on her.
And wanna blurt all these immature crap out.

A REAL great guy would say
'I am so glad to have met you and be able to
call you mine even though it didnt work out well,
i wish you happiness, blah blah'
Those are what you call REAL MANNN !
And seriously even if a girl didnt regret break up with a guy
she will after she sees these words.

and whats with guys and taking
so-called-revenge on ex gf ?
Even after taking revenge and she still finds happiness
after that isnt it a waste of time? x)

But i taught my sweetheart 3 ways to take
revenge on him without even having
to bother him and yet it benefits her.

1. The revenge girls enjoy doing most,
beautifying herself and making herself more
beautiful than she was when she was with him.
Men will always be men wanting gf to be
gorgeous so ppl will be jealous.
So how would they feel after you turned super
gorgeous after they dumped you? ;D

2. Show him just how you enjoy being single
without him. And how wonderful life is without him.

3. Ex bfs always love to think there is no other guys
better than them so if you happen to get a new
guy, show them just how much more
wonderful ur current bf is better than him.

And besides, just these 3 ways is benefiting girls in
every way. Doesnt matter if he wanna go around
telling ppl how bad or what a whore you are , just
say 'ex bf' and ppl will understand :)

Try if you havent try because i did and
my ex doesnt even dare to come an inch near me.
Plus better for me because i've became
a so-called pretty girl and i've found
a so so so so so much better guy ~
*smeeellyy biii~~~~*

But i always tell friends the same thing,
men will always be men,
*My favourite line in my whole life !*
even if my man cheats on me one day i wont
be surprise. not even one bit.
*Bii i am just saying, but i dont mean you will :p*

Jia Lin probably got a little surprised to how
i've changed that she asked what books
i've been reading and if i could lend it to her.
x) if its gonna help her why not.
Plus i am gonna throw in a extra book to lend her.
a book that made me laughed real hard.

I forgot the title, tell you when i find it :p

Oh and when jia lin and i were talking about
the trip planning, irving called and he was
doing his MASK! I was like
!@#$% wth irving ?! A guy
doing a mask at 5 in the afternoonnn? Realllly?
Gosh its not gonna make me look at u any special irving.

And he said
'ish, girls with boyf.'
Nooo its not just girls with boyf.
It called FAITHFUL girls with boyf x)
Get that right you doucheeeeee !

1.26am.
Night~

4days of sushi in a row.

I have been eating Sushi for 4days !
!@#$% OMG!
Friday with the boyf.
Saturday with the douche and sweetheart.
Sunday with the brother and cousin.
These 3 days were Sushi king.
Monday with the mummy.
At KLCC Sakae Sushi.

Help me T~T

Yummy ~ T~T
But still 4days of sushi non stop.
Thats crazy. I might get sick of sushi
which is not good.
But thank god i am not a big fan of sashimi.
I dont wan maggots in my body yet.
Actually strike out the word 'yet',
i will never want those disgusting pest in my bodyyy x(

I should have just chosen Asam Laksa today.
Asam Laksa is my LOVEEEE ! ❤
But mummy ate it yesterday so i thought might
as well let her chose.
Whatever makes her happy x)

At while walking, a random black dude
looked at me and winked at me -_-
and smiled at me.
I wanted to laugh but instead i have to try so
hard to smile. And i did x)
There's no harm in smiling back to someone
who just think you are gorgeous in just a glimpse.

Anyways not much happened today.
Pictures of the day.

Natural sunlight.

This is love :)

Ohhhhh gawwdd.
Last night bad bad bad dream.
Have you guys heard of the movie 'saw'?
The really disgusting one.
With the dude that says 'Hello, i want to play a game.'
And then you get caught in his games and
you have to cut off ur body parts to survive,
but in the end u dies.
*Because you are either chained up or whatsoever*

Yup, i dreamt that i was IN it.
Dude, not a pleasant dream.
I saw bloods.
Body parts.
And shadows of him killing them.
The only thing i could do was run, run and run.

Then my grandma bust into my room
and i jumped up of my bed.
But thank youuuuu grandma for waking me up.

And just moments ago i saw a picture
and there was a long black hair lady behind
the window.

FUCK! how am i to sleep tonight?
And yes i am very afraid of these stuffs.
And i am mentioning this at 1.35am.
What the fuck.

No sleep tonight FTW.
And i have stuffs to do tomorrow which
means i need energyyy.
And no sleep where to find energy? :(
Yer. Sucks to be me.

11th July 2010.
Happy 10th monthsary to us baby.
Love you.

The pathetic douche and my sweetheart.

Well.
Yesterday met up with my 'long lost friends'.
Not really lost but nvm just a saying.

I reached a little earlier.
And jia lin reached 5mins later.
She asked where Irving is and i said in gym.
Its 12pm and he's in gym.
In pavilion.
Nice.

He called and i gave him 10mins to make his
way to TS.
He didnt even shower yet.
I said if you are late, starbucks in on you!

He was lost. sweaty. and bald? xD
But anyways he met up with us at Sushi King.
I think we sat there for an hour.
He did not changed at all.

We talked about almost everything.
And ofcourse he loves annoying me.
I dont know why.

We made our way to Pavilion because
TS starbucks was too crowded.
We needed a place with wifi so we could
online with phones to find out
info about our trip and ofcourse a place quiet and comfy.

Starbucks was full in pavilion as well.
But we found a really nice place.
The C.Club at 6th floor.
I was fine with it as long as it have other drinks
and not just alcohol and ofcourse Irving is paying xD

Its a very bright place.
I just liked the picture to look lomo.

Beautiful Chandelier.

We ordered our drinks not by seeing
whats in it but the names.
I ordered VIRGIN JET LEE because
i saw watermelon and the word vrigin.
Jia lin ordered SCREWDRIVER she just wanted
alcohol.
Irving ordered CASANOVA because he liked
the dude and the name.

Irving keeps condom in his wallet.
He said its so wrong to have sex without
condom because of all the stds or aids or whatsoever.
But ofcourse, its better safe than sorry =)
He said Durex sucks.

I took out my camera and randomly took picture
of this douchebag.

Pathetic douche.

My pretty sweetheart and i x)

More pictures is at FB too lazy to upload here.

Mr.Irving Chong keeps getting me annoyed!
When i get frustrated i always say GOD!
and irving said 'you can call me irving' with the :D smile.
And everytime i said something he says
'whaaaaat' sarcastically.

He said i come in this package of variety.
The only person who can show what
the other person expects.
And he loves my expression when i get annoyed.

Well yea because i have so many variety
in me thats why ppl love hanging out with me.
I make them laugh endlessly.
He said he could be a good comedian i didnt laugh,
I said without me nah uh. He laughs.
Gosh i am so AWESOME xD

Oh and one very annoying thing irving is
when i pronounce a word in a
not-so-english-accent he always
says 'say that again' and correct me.
Example the word 'THIS'.
He said i pronounce it like 'dis' and 'tat'
without the H sound.

Good grief ! I am Malaysian !
And honestly i think i speak quite well
for a malaysian ! You were once this way too Irving!
He said i am too classy to be speaking malaysian
english.
I am not classy ! i am normal !

The end of this post.
I am tired xD

my body probably just needed to reason to rest.

Woke in the morning and the next

thing i knew is that i'm sick.

I had a very bad cold causing me to

sneeze non stop and a very bad flu.

So i told my mum and she gave me

medicines.

3 BIG ones -_- and 1 small one.

I HATE taking medicine, who doesnt?

Bitter bitter, yuck x(

And she made me eat it on a empty stomach.

I feel more unwell, you know how some medicines

needs you to have a little food in your stomach

because our bodies absorb certain medicines

when there's food in there?

Or some bodies gets side effects when you take meds

on empty stomach such as puking, nausea or

even sicker than you were?

Well yea, i felt those.

And my grandma made porridge for me.

After eating it i seriously felt like puking.

But i keep trying to hold it in and not move so much.

Puking would only make me feel worst.

I called my boyf after i saw a misscall from him

on my phone. And he

kept asking me to rest. I didnt want.

But he said to go rest and he WILL call me later.

Okay fine, so i rest and rest.

My grandpa woke me up to close windows

because it was going to rain.

Sleeping nicely, until the wind outside was so so

strong that my toilet door was shaking.

*it came in from the toilet window*

And i kept waking up to that bang bang noise.

My dog was scared and kept waking me up

wanted me to hug her and sleeping

so so close to me making me almost falling off my bed.

A sms woke me up, my mum called

to see if i closed her room windows.

So i didnt really sleep much.

So instead , i woke up and watched a movie.

Even after the movie my boyf didnt call.

I called him and i said

'Bii you lied me !!'

He said if he didnt lie to me would i have gone

to bed and rest so i could recover faster

and because he worries.

He made a point there so i said

' I dont wanna talk to you anymore '

and all he could do was laugh.

And he said to keep resting.

So i went to bed again hoping i could

really sleep. But i did not.

I kept having to go toilet.

6pm i gave up. Took a shower

and do house chores.

My grandpa made bak ku teh for dinner.

Even though i had no appetite i still have to eat.

To show my appreciation for his hard work. :)

So i have been on my bed for 6hrs just rolling here

and there. :D

My body still feels weak and a little hot but

i think i should be fine tomorrow.

Well, i have to be, because i have to follow

my mum out tomorrow. :(

Its 11pm and he hasnt called.

Going offline. :)

chocolate muffins are loves.

I was suppose to update blog yesterday,
but i was so tired and my boyf
kicked me to bed last night.
*well not literally but on the phone*

Anyways, i wanted to share my
oh-so-mysterious eyes :D
Without Mascara and fake eye lashes.
And i emphasized on the eye shadow
and eyeliner.
You can compare it with my other try from
the previous post :)

I really adore this look :)
But used alot of my eyeliner.
Looks weird if i use black eyeshadow.
Or maybe i can give it a try :)
Oh and my bruise is healing up! :D
This make up is great for clubbing sessions.
Gives you a mysterious and yet sexy eyes.

But ofcourse if you use non-waterproof eyeliner,
if can be a mess once you sweat.
So do be extra careful with what you use.
I am not a make up professional so i cant really
recommend what to use but best is not pencil ones :)

I only wear blue lens for this make up,
it brings out the colour even more. :)
Grey or brown is fine as well.

Chocolate muffins are LOVES!
I am super addicted to them
I know its super fattening so i only have
them once in a blue moon :(
This was my dinner last night :)

Have to watch my weight :(
Not that i want to slim down or anything buttt,
maybe my boyf might not wants me when
i become a 100kg meaty girl.
He said he WONT, but we all know guys too well ;)

I know i said i DONT want to wear lens
anymore but i cant help it !!
When i woke up, took a shower and put my lens
on i was like
'eh, since when did i put my lens on?'

You see it became a routine to me >_<.
so its hard to blame me :p
And i thought to myself
'since its already on why not just leave it'.
But i will TRY to get rid of this routine.
Well, remember i said TRY no WILL :p

Took my dog to a pet saloon today! :D
My meaty meaty dog.
I hug her like mad.

My darling and i x)

Umm yea, her big butt took my seat.

My mum likes me wearing the new
floral one piece jumpsuit x)
So i am guessing i should get more?
But its hard to find nice one. :(
I found this by luck in TS walking alone. x)

Online order have to wait 2 weeks :(

Internet is being gay again!
Ishhhhh :(
Might as well end it here before it gets dc.

I cant help but fall deeper into you.
Even after almost 10mths,
i still get insane heartbeats and butterflies.
Whyyyyyyyy!

i sense awesome-ness.

WOOOHOO!
Irving the baldy came back!
and we are meeting up on Saturday and
the following sunday someone is coming back xD
But since i am the only one who knows about it
so i cant say whooooo :p

YESSS!!
High School reunion coming soon.
Although i am a little bit uncomfy with it due
to some reasons but eff it because i am only
going for some ppl.

Irving and i are gonna plan our beach trip
on Saturday.
And we made a bet to see who recognize who 1st.
Baldy! Just remember to keep extra for my STARBUCKS! ❤
I am DAMN SURE you cant recognize me! ahaha.
You'll see what those criticism caused me to change into. ;D
*I was stereotyped as the 'ugly one' in high school.*

I think it was yesterday that i re-shared
a video of few gays dancing,
my friend saw it as well and she called me
and said 'dude wtf did you just re-shared on fb? thats
fucking ridiculous man.'
Oh boy, was she angry. At 1st i dont see why but then
i do. Those couples of girl spoiled the real
meaning of dancing.
Infact, everyone does.

Dancing doesnt mean just cause you can dance
like a slut doesnt mean you know how to
dance. Dancing is when a beat of a song can
just make your leg beat to it and it takes
you to a different world of your own.
Its when everything comes crashing down on you
but as you just start dancing, everything seems alright.
The rhythm, the beat, the passion.

She said she missed me teaching her,
how i learned everything on me own,
and how everyone just wants me in their group.
But she just have to remind of one incident that
caused my dreams crashing.

Even till today my back hurts, even
medication doesnt heals it.
I've lost 70% of my potential.
The other 30% was gained from me forcing myself.
How i could dance 10mins without stopping and
not feeling tired but now only 5mins
with a sore back.

Even till today i do practice dancing.

If i could attend to dance school i would but
because of my mum saying no, i gave up.
But i only gave up on dancing as career,
but not passion.

I almost cried, wishing how that incident did not happen.
And how the most important thing in my life
was gone in just a min.
But she made me laugh but saying
'you could go and dance infront of them and show them
what REAL DANCING SLUT are and maybe
give them organism'
WTF? organism? really?
AHAHAHA! dude, thats so wrong.
i dont do lesbians sorry :(

From today onwards i will stop wearing lens
for some time. My eyes feels weird.
Although its hard to see myself without
lens now but i have to.
I dont wanna go blind yet.

I've been sooo obsessed with my everyday
5-mins make up i've
forgotten how it was to have dark
mysterious eyes.

I did it today :D
Here goes, 1st two without fake eyelashes.

Two with fake eye lashes.

See the different?

But i did the make up kinda bad today :(
I didnt emphasize on the eye shadow.
Maybe next time :)

I dont look really good without fake eyelashes
in pictures but in reality i look pretty
cool xD ahaha.
But afterall fake eyelashes are just the key to
bigger eyes.

Tomorrow onwards, see me without lens
and maybe without make up ;D
Or maybe with just mascara ;p
Might as well give my eyes some rest from make up.
*even though they are super light -_-*

When the winds howls and the skies turn gray,
when she's all alone and no one cares,
she turns up her stereos and starts moving
to the beat, like a human with wings,
ready to fly.

My smexy bruise and lovable boyf.

Finally i could meet my clingy boyf

today! :D
I really really cant help but smile
whenever my eyes set sight on him.
I tried to scare him with something but
obviously i FAILED.

Thanks to my low resistance of smiling.

We watched 'Back Up Plan'.
The movie was not bad.
The funniest part was a kid in the playground
eating sand and went to his dad with
a poo poo in his hands xD

The 2 character in the movie,
Zoey and Stan is kinda like my
boyf and i.

I would want to have kids and will be find
even if i have to take care of them myself.
I am stubborn at times, i happen to have
fast reaction with my words.
I will think my bii will leave me one day, and
think things the other way round.

My bii doesnt matter whether we have kids or not
he just wants me. He did anything
to be with me. Hardworking.
And no matter how hard things might be,
or how hard i am to deal with, he
makes sure i know and believe that he wont
leave me.

And even in the movie, they said
words that my bii said to me before.
'Some things do last forever.'
Stupid bii looked at me when that dude in the movie
said everything he says to me.
And his smile was telling me
'Thats exactly what i mean'.

But still, J.Lo is still as gorgeous as ever x]

After movie, we went to Krispy Kreme.
My boyf was having a craving for donuts.

He ate them all.

My arms around yours.

He was smelling my hair.
Notice the bruise on my arm?
Guess how i got it.

Enjoying his coffee.

My fiancee.
He does look like a kid after some one
mentioned it. But still, i love him.

Mr.Snake creation -_-
I drew a rabbit mouth on it but faileeeddd.
To cover it thats how this mouth came out.

I asked my boyf a very random question.
'If lets say, you are single and i never existed in ur
life. You are sitting here with a girl and she suddenly
wraps her arms around yours pressing her breasts
againts ur arms. What would you do?'

He answered.
'Ohhh, go hotel' and gave me a evil grin
and he said
Or pretend he never feels it.

But i know he wont do the 1st one.
Because he is the same as me
'how to make love without love' type.

I think i am one very random girl with
thousands of random questions . =_=v

My bii and i took a cab and meet up with my
mum in KLCC.
Bii sorry to trouble you =(
But my mum liked his new haircut hahaha.

Homeeeeeee.
Feeling a little hungry cause i never have
dinner, but i think i'll survive.
Actually i dont think i will.

I curled my hair with a straightener.
It kinda straight here, did it last night and slept
with it so yea -_-.

To those who were guessing what happened
to my arm that cause me a bruise,
simple.
Its not a hickey -_-.
But my brother pinched and twisted my flawless
arm and it turned into a bruise.
It was so eye catching! and obviously it hurts.
I barely even pinched him !!

I am going to go telling everyone that my brother
couldnt resist my sexy arms so he
gave me a hickey!!

See our msn names :p
Bii copied mine~ >:3

12.49am.
Nights. :D

I may be quite rough at time,
especially with my words.
I may be clumsy, spilling drinks or tripping
and falling over.
I may be dumb or noob all the time.
But yet you still call me the perfect gf.