epic times.

Yesterday, another hang out at pavilion.
I finally got to see high school friends in like after
2 or 3years! EPIC!
At first it was just Irving and I but somehow,
Clarissa managed to pull everyone to Pavilion. ;D

When i reached, Irving and i met up 1st cause
i dont have the other friends contact.
Met up at Starbucks.
He was maddddddd happy because
he got a scholarship to NY with quite a large
sum of money. And he said nothing could spoil
his day. I was like 'oh reaaallllyyy?'

And omg irving the bitch said i didnt know how
to unlock his BlackBerry, i was like
'oh yea, try me.'
After 10mins, i still dont know how.
I tried changing topic and he just realized
i keep going off topic after quite awhile.
What a douche xD

And surprisingly, we saw Clarissa and Laura outside
Starbucks. Went to the food court
and met up with Johan & Vinod.
Vinod is no duh late. very late.
And he bought his shoelaces from E-Bay. =_=
Who buys shoelaces from E-bay vinod !!

After our lunch we made our way to Sg.Wang
cause Clarissa wanted to go Karaoke.
Johan wanted a picture of them looking
very tourist. Here it is.

Peace sign. How classic.

Although we kept walking and stopping for
no reason, we finally reached.
We had fun the 1st few songs but everyone
became tired and the fun died down xD

Very johan and hanif-y.

Hanif wasnt in pain, it was his form of expressing
his sorrows.

Clarissa and Laura.

Vinod and i singing to Angels Cry.
Failed ahaha.

Lady Gaga song got them high.
Johan i super love your expression.

Around 6pm+ we walked back to Pavilion in the rain.
And decided to head over to red cottage.
Johan told me a joke and seriously it cracked me up.
Same old johan, never changes.

Sat in Hanif's car, when Jai Ho was on the radio,
they started dancing.
My expression was just this -> =_=.
I was getting sleepy.

When we reached not long, Hanif
had to send Johan to somewhere not near or far.
But at a super bad traffic time. Not a smooth ride.

After some time, my brother joined us.
Very rare.

Vinod and his KFC smile, my brother and his shisha.

Then Kristian joined us. Its like everyone knew
where we were.
Been awhile Kristian! you havent changed one bit!

Vinod kept pestering me to try Shisha but i said no,
Until the brother came and i had no choice.
Yeessh, my shisha virginity T~T.

And the boys argued with the girls over
the book 'Why man want sex and woman need love'.
It was in my bag so i took it out and things
became epic. Fun times.

Left around 10.30pm ish.
You epic ppl, havent had so much fun in awhile.
we should have another hang out soon.
With more people.

I miss you guys already.

(I know there isnt very much details,
I was just lazy :p)

finally meet up with the hoe.

After waiting and waiting i finally got
to meet my sister-with-a-dick
Vinod Chandran.
Ahh yes, he came back on UK but too 'busy'
to meet me. But i was busy as well :p

Once again. He was late.
But only few mins though.
We went TS Neway, been awhile since we had
an epic time.
He insisted that i drink so fine i ordered a bottle.

Heineken yeeeee.
I am not a fan of beer so yea -_-.

'Throw the HTC and I-phone on the floor and see
which ppl pick up 1st' said me.
He doesnt believe ppl would want the i-phone more.
Ur HTC can kiss my i-phone's butt ! :D

But Vinod bought me a gift from UK!
My bday gift actually.

La Senza so yea, it obvious what it is -_-.

Brown leopard lingerie set! Thanks hoe!
Another leopard collection for meeeee! <3
and yes he got my size right :)
but push up bra vinod? =_=
Thanks alot.

This session we didnt go really epic because
we chose emo songs 1st instead of hitz songs.
argh :( Next session vinod !!
But when whine up came out i went nuts.
Whine up is the song i dance to everydayyyy.

See only a quarter of the beer and my face
turned pink.
I said to vinod 'I know i am turning red soon'
He touched my cheeks and he was like
'hahahahahahahaha'. =_=

Thats the hoe who tried to force me to finish
the bottle but ofcourse he failed.

So instead, i decided to give him my bottle
and i drink a non-alcohol drink :D
I am not an alcoholic and i dun like getting red.

After out Karaoke ended, we went to delifrance
at sg.wang.
We have a sister talk sessions.
It funny, because right now i am so supportive
for his love life but i remebered when
my bf and i wasnt going so well,
he was one of those ppl who said to break up and
find a new guy.

And after i told him how well i am doing with my boyf,
he felt guilty about asking me to
break off without thinking of me.
But hey, he was just worried about me getting hurt.
But at the end of the day its all about doing
what you want.
It doesnt matter what ppl say.

After he heard how happy i was,
And how great my boyf is treating me,
Vinod was like
'Have i told you how much i hated your ex-bf?'
I knewwwwww vinod !!
Trust me, he wasnt tell only one whom hated my ex.
EVERY SINGLE ONE of my friends did.

Trust me, you do not want to be on my friends hate list.
They curse and curse till the day i end
friendship with a person they hate.
And they are super protective for me so yea :p

But hoe said i've got a guy who truly loves me
so i shouldnt let him go.
I should appreciate him. He have never seen
someone treated me that well.
He kept saying 'dont let him go, never ever'.
I get it !! >_<

Plus it obvious i am so so so in love with him
so why should i let him go?

At home.

The boyf called.
He asked what i was doing, i said nothing.
But i was camwhoring :p

My stupid short fringe when will you grow omg!
I wan my old fringe back !
Yes all sideways!
Looks more elegant and mature.

With a hair bun.

A friend said i have neat hair all the time.
I said i dont have choice.
I get bad mood when i have bad hair days :p

1.13am.
Toodles~

You are my Mr.Perfect.
Nixon i love you.

super unbearable torture!

My outfit today.
Too short to be a dress dammit! :(
But its adorable. :3

Today i had a fun fun time.
Yea, friday.
So obviously its my date day~ :D
Vinod called me last night only to find out
that the gang were having a hangout today
as well but i have to push them away.

Its rude to cancel a plan you have made
with someone few days ago for
a last min plan.
He asked what excuse should he make up for me.
I said none, just say i am on a date.
If they wanna bitch about me, i dont
give a F. Its not the 1st time.

But vinod, i'll be seeing you on Monday x)
We'll have a crazy karaoke sessions.
No good voice require, just a fun
sense of humor :D

Today was a little different.
My boyf and i went fish spa ! :D
He wanted to go and he finally had a chance.

It was our 1st time for this anyways.
No harm trying new stuffs. :)

The fun part was putting our feet in the
tank. It was so ticklish !
Put in 3secs then take out.
Super unbearable.
But ofcourse cannot waste time and money :D

But for me, tickling is the world
worst torture.
Damn hard to bear with it.

I waited for my boyf to put in 1st then only i put in.
So all the fish goes to him and only a few
goes to me muahahah :D

Bear with it biiiiiiii~

I tried so hard not to move my feet -_-
ARGHHHHH <--- was the word in my mind.

But after few mins it was fine.
Got used to it ahaha.
Thats when it became more relaxing.
My bii changed tank.
So i can have all the fish to myself :D

I went to one tank but surprisingly
they didnt want me feet. Too clean for them? ahahaha.
No la, even when my bii went they
didnt want his feet either.
They must be sick -_-

See they even sucks hands.
I kept touching them with my fingers ahaha.
My bii texted me saying
'Try to step on da sucker'
I was laughing -_-
But actually i did stepped on one lightly.
Accidentally ofcourse.
It wriggled its way out of my feet ahahah.

My boyf.

Meeee :D
Was listening to songs :p

After the spa, my feet did feel kinda
light. Like new, refreshed feet ahaha.
And i was thinking, what happen if you soak
ur whole body into a tank of these fish?
I asked my boyf to try next time xD

Back home, i tried on a shirt my boyf bought me ! :D
I think he's finally satisfied cause
he kept nagging to me let him buy something
for me.

Bii asked me to check for size, i said
its free size. He was like 'are you sure you
can wear it?'
I know i am fat but i am not THAT fat.
Plus most of my clothes are free size -_-

Super gorgeous.
Yup one piece again :D
They are easy to wear, comfortable but annoying
when you need to pee. =_=
And see it fits perfectly, actually a little loose.

My new HK i-phone cover.
Almost the same as original one x)

I feel my face has gotten a little more mature.
Do you? :(

Today stupid boyf kept playing with my
i-phone games and he calls me noob! >:(
And he kept showing me his high scores that
kicked my high score off its place ! ISHHH!
Goddamit!

And he played with this archer kinda game,
hit the apple off a dude's head.
HEAD SHOT! ahahaha.
The dude died.
Noob dou sei.

Yes, i had a super fun day today and
i am happy with you and i wont
leave you.
I answered your questions without you
having to ask me again.
I love you and thank you for today stupid ! :p

i actually feel like an official wife already.

Yesterday I felt excited for some reason.
I dont know why.
Or maybe because after so long of dating
i finally met his relatives and his mother's friends.
I jumped up at 10am, usually i would take
20mins to get up.

So i met up with his mother at her working
place and went back to her home so
she could get ready and pick up
her mother and sister.

I super duper loveeeeeeeee the house. :D
Spacious, comfy, simple.
The kind of house i like for simple designs.
And his dog likes me ahahaha.

My stupid boyf kept calling me non stop
because he was waiting at submit for us
to pick him up.
Human nature, people can wait for us but we
cant wait for them.
Admit it, you all are the same ;p
While we are on our way bii called again and
his mother said to him
if he calls some more she's gonna eat me.
How nice, and he stopped calling ahahaha.

So we reached Cilantro.
His younger brother was having a
4-course meal event.
That was where my heart stopped racing.
I realized i was being silly, i was nervous because
i was afraid what if i do or say something
wrong and they would not like it.

But i forgot, when i am nervous i do and say
stupid things. So i got myself back to how i was.
Normal , calm and confident.
I have to be on the right track and just be myself.

After the meal, mummy-in-law called me over and
she slowly introduced everyone to me.
Friends, colleague, family.
Everyone is friendly.
1st they say 'she's pretty'
and the next thing i hear is
'your future daughter-in-law?'
or
'When is the wedding?'

Luckily i did not blush.
But i smiled a smile of 'thank you'.
If my boyf was next to me i might but
thank god he wasnt.
I met his cousin sister and omgosh~
Her youngest kid was so adorable.
Smart for a 13mths. i couldnt stop looking at her
and wanting to pinch her cheeks so much.

And all his relatives children are so obedient.
They wont be like those super
spoiled kids that cries for no reason or whine and stuffs.
They just sit there, have their meal, and
never destroy any stuffs.

On our way home boyf's mummy
said her friend told me to
'taste a few more' before decided who to marry.
Ahahaha.

When i got home, i sat on my bed i said
to myself
'I totally have no chance of running anymore'
and i smiled.
Its not a bad thing because i have confidently
accepted him as my last man.
Even after i just stopped seeing him for 1min last night,
i started missing him all over again.

Even after 10mths, i've never been so in love.
Usually i fall out of love fast,
but trust me, this time, i am falling deeper.

And i slept so well last night that i woke up
at 11am this morning -_-.

Nothing much happened except
Vinod texted me to go out on Sunday.

My brother's and my i-phone.
Mine is the red one.

I am saving money for this cover.
RM168. I really love it but at the same
time i feel its not so worth it.
Sighs, i'll just save 1st and decide later.
But cute right? :p

My brother was crazy over his gummy bears !

Yup these.
When i opened the packet to have some
He said 'gummy bears ! nom nom nom !'
I was like 'LOLOLOL whhhhatt?'
and when he took one out he said
'rawrrr gummy bear!'
I could only give a =___= expression and nothing more.

Oh and my new clothes just came in ! :D

Yup like at 11pm+.
I got it just to match my bii's jacket
so we can turn it into a couple shirt.
I thought it could be a dress but turns out
it a little shorter than i expected. :(
Oh well. Better than nothing x)

Nights.

I want to hug you so badly.
Cant wait for Friday to come.

repeated yesterday with a little changes.

I dont know why but i felt like i've slept for

quite a long time this morning.
But when i woke up its the same time
that i usually wake up at.
Once again i went to KLCC =_=
And ate asam laksa again.
And went to supermarket and get
the same ice-cream again.
And went home.I feel like i repeated yesterday -_-

But except i went toRalph Lauren ❤
Sigh i love their polo t-shirt so much ❤
I'll get them one day.
But instead i got Ralph Lauren socks xD
ahahaha.
Yea i ran out of socks.
And the socks there are adorable that i had to
get them.
And since there's 50% off and mummy had
vouchers so i just had to get them.

Ralph Lauren ❤

The pink is so cute ❤ :p

Mummy went to Hermes to have
a look at perfume.
Hermes is super class brand.
Why? Because one small bag can cost you RM32k.
Or maybe a medium size for RM200k. :D

My cousin and i =_=
Got sprayed with perfume by my mummy.
Yuckkk i hate strong perfume.

Playing with i-phone camera.
My cousin damn skinny -_-
But under his clothes are not bones but
abs and muscles.
And yes i've seen them -_-.
Its nothing wrong, we are super close.
We talk about anything and everything.

Went home and did the laundry.
My brother and cousin helped.
My brother took a stick and keep poking me with it.

We have this stairs outside our home.
My brother walked down and i sat up there
waited for him.

Snapped with i-phone.

He called me down to look at something,
when i walk back up he keep poking my
ass ish -_-
I called my cousin to walk behind me to prevent
my bro to poke me, but no use.
He keep poke poke poke poke.

And my brother helped me jail break my i-phone.
Bwahahahaha.

See new theme :p
So much more downloading to do~
and i want to buy a new cover for my phone.
Something nice and protective x]

Toodles ❤

Those bad days turned to beautiful memories.

Went to KLCC with my mummy and

aunty this afternooonnnn.
Ate asam laksa yummmmm ~

But after awhile we went home.
Cause mummy had another appointment.

Took awesome pictures of me yesterday xD
No laaaa just my hair awesome.
Whyyy? Because the sunlight made it the colour
that i've always wanted but mummy said no
because its too light and 'lala'.

It was so difficult to open my eyes under the
sunlight omg @_@
I almost went blind. The moment i stepped
back into the room from the balcony all i
could see was black. -_-.

Anyways here are the pics.

You can see my eyes, they are barely
opening.

I love this x) Looks elegant ma~ :p

Everyone thinks i always take perfect pics.
Actually i dont. 3/5 pictures are usually
deleted and 2/5 are okay only. :(

See spoiled picture xD
I blinked.
The rest are on fb :)
Once again, Nikon D5000 camera.
When i went home i went to the kitchen balcony,
the 1st thing i did was laugh.
Why? because i saw this !

Hahaha ! Grandpa you are so smart !!
Inside was chicken. He made chicken
for dinner.

Wow, tonight dinner was a feast.
The whole table was filled with food.
My mum bought those japanese green pea
from isetan tonight and she made it for me. :D
I finished the 90% of it. Nice xD
Mummy thanks :)

After dinner i went out for a walk with
my i-phone handfree in my ears.
Suddenly memories came back.
Last year, the last 3mths the only thing i had
was pain, tears, hatred and stress.
Everyday i would jog down the same path to get
rid of those feelings but i end up either
getting hurt or hurt too deep to even jog as i cry.
(You may read it from my previous entries)

I replayed those songs that i played when i jogged.
I smiled and thought to myself
How did i pass those days?
Love life sucked, daily life sucked,
friendship sucked, everything turn upside down.

But mostly i jogged to forget that my boyf
and a whore had something going on.
Actually my boyf was a manwhore too.
Which i had no choice but to pretend that i dont
know anything to prevent drama happening.

Sighs, bad old days. I just smiled as i walked the
same path that i used to jog.
And i was pretty proud of myself for being so god
damn strong.

I bought this booooooooook that made
me laugh alot while reading it in the
book store.
Actually i read this book in a bookstore
few mths ago but decided to get it.
I feel like i've covered alot on self-psychology
so decided to turn to relationships.

Trust me, i didnt get it cause of the
word sex -_-.
Seriously, this is a must-read book.

Moments ago my boyf banned me from using
the sentence
'men will always be men'.
Because what i said is facts and he doesnt wants to
admit it so he banned me from using it !

So lucky i didnt delete this picture of him.
See stupid face ngek ngek~
I know he's gonna biiiiiiiiiiiii me when he sees this
but i dont care. Thats what you get for banning
me from using that sentence.

stupid dou sei~

I might die on friday but its fine.
Worth it xD

Got a new number and a new toy.

Went to KLCC earlier in the morning.
Well not that early but around 12pm+.
Went to Sakae Sushi again *ftw*.

From yesterday till today there was an unknown
number calling me and i never picked up
because i dont know who it is and
i am afraid it may be stalkers so instead
i gave my brother to answer it.

Turns out. its Vinod.
Ahahaha what a whore.
He was in Pavilion waiting for a friend.
And who knew i went to Pavilion as well.

I called him.
He said that his friend was late but who knew
she reached when i reached =_=.
And he wouldnt let me know where
they were. What an ass x)

Went to DiGi and got my old number terminated.
Right on the spot my number
was gone and the next thing i knew
was my phone says
'Unregistered Sim' Nice one.

I got a new number so for those who
dont have it yet do do do do do msg me in fb
or msn !
I dont wan you to be calling old number
when you have important things to notify me aights? :D

When i texted Vinod telling him
my new number he called me anddddddd i went
to look for them ;D

Sorrry no details or whatsoever but
it was great seeing him after a year :)
And i love his friend :D
I wont say who. Find out yourself ;D

Anyways, thank you thank you mummy
for making me able to scratch out
one item off my wishlist. :D
I loveeeeee youuuuuuuu.

And bii, nothing is more important to me
than you.

My brother helped me stick this protector on.
He had a spare.
A W E S O M E protector.
Look it became a mirror now. :D

But when i click the button~
Ta dahhh~
Thanks ah kor x)

Goodbye my LG ice cream :(
Sighs, i really loved that phone.
Its PINK and DROP-ABLE !
i-Phone one drop = gone.

But what hurts the most wasnt changing
my number or phone.
But the messages my bii sent to me that made
me cried, smiled, touched, everything
a girl wants to feel from reading a text msg from her
loved one. They were alll goneeeeeeee. T~T
My heart felt so pain mannnnn.

And because my bii only write those to me
Once In A Blue Moon. T~T
When we had our 1st misunderstanding that almost
led to a 1st argument he wrote me this
long message that made me cried and at that moment
i really wanted to hug him and say i am sorry T~T.

But i guess i cant do anything about it
but wait for that
Once In A Blue Moon chance to come one day.
Which is in god-knows-how-long because
MEN WILL ALWAYS BE MEN ! >:(