i pray to fate.

Whee ! Last Thursday had a presentation with my

group mates Abel *i didnt spell his name wrong*,

Johan, Shafiq & Raymurn. Shafiq chose this very random

topic to present about, TOKAY GECKO. Sounds cute right? xD

And even while doing research we found very interesting

random facts about it. you'll be shock at the price tho,

1000gram = 1 million haha.

So u must be wondering what is a Tokay.

TAHDAH! This is a Tokay.

Okay i'm not blogging about a tokay -.-

But we got the highest for presenting this cicak ! yay !

And johan re-edited the slides super awesomely perfect :D

Shafiq even made the tokay sound 'tokay tokay tokay', so cute!

Tomorrow is MONDAY ! T_T

Monday , monday got a big frown on monday :(

I got class from 12pm-5pm. yer :(

*cough cough*

currently very bad sore throat, bad to the point i lost my

appetite but because i promised friends i will take care

of my gastric instead of getting it worst, i had to force

myself to eat. I still cant imaging myself giving a deep throat

to a scope. Yesterday i was having a very bad headache, it was

like i was drunk without alcohol, my head just went

whee wang wang whee wang wang haha.

Today i finally went out of the house , went to

Pavilion to check out the new tokyo street on 6th floor.

But mum decided to bring my baby cousin along which

killed my mood.

Super super packed today ! Cant breathe.

But i loveeeeeeeee the place :)

I saw this cafe i really wanna try.

I'm gonna drag either the hubby, brother or jia lin when

she is back teehee!

And also this nail saloon, the nails are so cute !

Babe come backk alreadyyyyyyyyy ! :(

This is how the entrance look like.

Nice righhhhhhht? But dont get ur hopes high

on fashion because there's none. I was expecting

alot plushy dolls but hardly any. But its filled with FOOD !!

nom nom nom~

Today i met few people by i wouldnt really say chance,

i rather call it fate. I was going up an escalator until i

felt someone grabbed my hand from the escalator coming

down. It was my ex bf's brother gf. With her was

my ex's brother, his new gf and his mum.

I wanted to talk to them but i couldnt, i was already going up

another escalator, i saw them all looking at me, until i saw

his mum. I really miss his mum, i waved and smiled at her.

She did the same, my heart tore.

She really loved me, she is very friendly, but

before i left i never said bye to her properly.

Right now i really regretted why did i not go and talk

to her. I pray fate to let me meet her one more time.

Just one more time, thats all i ask for. Sighs.

Anyways, i did mention mum brought my baby cousin along

right ? DEAR LORD ! I wanted to knock him on the head.

HE WONT STOP TALKING !

and he is super duper LOUD ! everyone keeps LOOKING !

I told my mum, i dont know him so pls dont ask

me to look after him. BUT he came and hold my hand himself!

He just keeps shouting JIE JIE!

The sentence i said the most today must be

'ah bii shh shh, xiao sheng yi dian'.

And he runs anywhere he wants, carry him back he cries,

shout and cries but there's not tears. i shall give

him an award for being a drama king.

Then when we are on our way home, he said

' JIE JIE BAOOOOOO '. I was like i cant even rest

inside the car. he took off his shoes, climbed over to the front seat

and sat on my stomach ! My gastric was hurting and he said on it.

Surprisingly i didnt die.

Then finally he fell asleep. Finally peace & quiet.

But also no peace for me, he head knocked my chin.

I felt pain he doesnt, and he isnt light for a 2yr old !

When we reached home, i carried him to a room and lay

him on the bed. no matter how annoying he is, he is still

an adorable little boy.

Yay my hair is growing longer !

I'm looking for a new hair colour. but i'm very

indecisive :(

Oh well let it grow longer 1st :D

In my brother's room. I took over his territory.

ehehehe.

I think it was on 30th june, i became a complain/emo/heart-to-heart

counter for friends. There were a few friends telling

me their probs either thru msn or whatsapp and

the prob were more or less the same.

The thing that is same is that it is related to an opposite sex.

And it was on the night i was sick.

One of my friend said i'm going too far even as a friend to help.

But i know how it feels when u really just needed

a person to talk to. The feeling of just keeping that

particular frustration is seriously hard to bear.

Although i may not give the best advice but atleast i want to let

you guys know i'm there =)

Dont have to thank me back or apologize for taking my time

but instead be there for me too kays ? :D

1.03am, nights ! :)

21.07.11, y u no winnie the pooh ?!

Hiiiiiiiiiii ! i know ppl think i might have been MIA but

if you follow my twitter you'll now i'm pretty much still alive.

*although barely breathing but teehee*

i'm still a happy girl.

i dont know why my eyes look especially big in this pic -_-.

Taken with iphone4 front camera at boyf's house

when he was sleeping like an ass pig.

Yesterday was a omfg-i-cant-believe-i-survived day for me.

I mean 7.30am got woken up because of period cramps ?!

Then i cant move, i cant get to class.

I curled up, i cried, i screamed, i fell back asleep.

My dog kaka, knew i was in pain, she gave me her

cute little paws to squeeze and she slept super next

to me,

when i opened my eyes she was there blinking at me.

How can u not wake up with a smile when you have

such an adorable puppy like this :)

Although she is quite a pain in the ass sometimes most of

the time but i cant hate her at all. When she was a little

munchkin at the age of few mths old she NEVER stop

following me literally. turn around and all i'll ever see is her.

College life, hmm pretty hectic once in awhile.

When got no assignment, totally none.

When 1 assignment come all come. haiya, lecturer trying to kill us.

And today a friend told me he got a snake in his house

i was like A SNAKE ?! a python snake.

i'll go have a look on monday :3 teehee.

Nowadays i'm using this apps on iphone called instagram.

I need more ppl to follow !

Follow me and i'll follow u so its easier for me to find u xD

I like the effects and its easy to share pics on twitter or fb.

Example 1, coke bottle.

Grandpa bought it for RM1 and i dont know how many he

bought because every time i thought i drank the

last bottle, i opened the fridge another few appeared.

must be magic.

Meeeee, lying on the sofa waiting for TM technician

to come repair the line. The thunder struck the phone line

and tv antenna. Brother had to spend RM300 to get a

new modem, and astro just got fixed today.

I used the apps 'label box' for the text, also another fun apps :D

angry bird is awesome and u know u agree to it.

Today is 21st July 2011 and i was so mad excited because

i saw on midvalley cinema preview screen that

winnie the pooh will be out but i checked all cinema

they dont have it at all !!

WWWHHHHYYYY ?!

I really wanted to watch it ! Winnie the Pooh is my childhood

memory, everything i have was winnie the pooh even school bag.

I really wanted to watch this silly old bear :(

i want a pooh doll too~

you may call me a kid but i'm that young at heart.

thats how i stay happy anytime, anywhere and everywhere.

I found this drawing on a paper in boyf's room when he was

busy doing house chores. When i saw the hair

i was like eh they hairstyle is same as mine.

At the moment, i realized, no matter what he is doing

i'm always on his mind.

I smiled, i felt blessed to have him. Although he is not

the type to express himself openly like me, he finds another

way to express it.

But ofcourse, until i found another paper i saw this.

I remembered this so well, when i was sitting with him he

said he will draw me i said ok. and this is the outcome.

When i saw it was hit him.

I dont know why, he just enjoys teasing me so much.

It is because of my reactions , that makes him laugh ?

Or the fact sometimes he is too smart for me he feel he just

have to tease me -_-.

But i know i love him.

thats for sure :)

silly little luck :)

Anneonghaseyo !~ Sorry didnt blog in soooo long because

i'm sooooo busy with college.

*remind me again why i chose college?*

sigh, frustrating especially when you have so much

in mind.

Some more been watching korean drama until 5am because

it always leave ppl in a suspense climax at the ending.

Watched 'boys over flower' and now watching 'playful kiss'.

Kim hyun joooong, why u so good looking !

*clear off my dream cloud*

Maybe i should go learn korean language, go korean

and get into acting industry and try my luck to act with

kim hyun joong ! xD xD

But i dont wan plastic surgery can? -.-

But i wont say my luck is all that bad :)

yesterday went to Kenny rogers by myself for brunch after

class, cause mum had to meet someone.

I dont know why i told them only 1 person they repeated

'1 person?' over n over again -.-

So a waitress took my order but when the food came they

gave 1 wrong side dish, so i asked them to change, didnt want

to waste their food.

In the end the waiter said

'its okay you eat it, i'll give u another serving of what u want'

My face expression was like 'ehh' but ofcourse

i was grateful and said my thanks of appreciation :)

So tah dahhh! 4 side dishes and 1 chicky.

believe or not, i finished it -.-v

looking at the pic right now i'm hungry dammit.

Then after that super satisfying meal, went to starbucks and

did my marketing homework there !

Sibeh good girl i know.

With my earphone in my ears and very relaxing korean songs,

i was in a very peaceful side of my own world.

You guy should try listening to Love you- Howl,

If i have a piano that will be the 1st song i learn.

I want a piano really bad, more than RX8.

Not kidding.

Then went to another location, mum went to meet another friend,

she dropped me off at another cafe and i continue

to do my homework there. It was raining damn badly and

the wind raped my hair like mad. it is an open area cafe.

Gloria jean's coffee.

Classic hot chocolate on a rainy day :)

Burnt my tongue as usual.

Then i received my owl ring i saw in sg but didnt buy !

Ordered online! so cute so cute !

and grandma cooked dinner at home ~

Even though my days isnt going smoothly but every little

things i get i feel blessed.

I think thats the main point to live a life happily.

making the best out of everything.

Even a RM5 ring, i treat it like a diamond ring.

I mean, what's life without a challenge?

Just because something hard may come dont let it block ur way.

Because when u learn to solve it, you'll realize its just another

bump on ur path :)

Lazy to write much, some more babyboy going to sg for 5

days tmr. dear lord, i'm gonna die again.

I shall continue with all my works and drama.

And ofcourse, learn my korean language.

Behind every happy eyes, there's always a little pain inside.

Treat every human with gentle care, love and tender.

Just like how you wish to be treated - Mabel Chow.