[[ Just.Another.Day ]]

Whee~
Today ii went out with
my tiger~ XD

Went TS
bought a shoe ii
love <3

and bought colours
for my hair~

But ii DIY the colour myself
just now.
It failed.
There wasnt enough
hahax.

Who thought my hair
would be so long =_=v

And hubby left his
phone with mie
cant sms him T_T

Currently listening
to Derrick hoh wei jian
songs <3
Love his voice so much <3

Well thats all for today =D
Nights.

M i l k y.

[[ Bored. ]]

Lao gong asked mie

why ii never update blog
for few days.

Because nothing happened
in my boring life -_-

Except ii have
became
Bleach-obsessed!
hahahax~

Captian Histugaya Toshirou ~
or
Histugaya Taichou~
My bleach idol
hahax~

In love with a song
called
Ni Zou Tian Qiao Wo Zou Di Xia Dao
你走天桥,我走地下道
sang by Derrick Hoh 何維健
Just became a fan of him =D

Well~
nothing else happened~
goodnight =D

Miss and Lubs
Hubby <3
Mwarks.

M i l k y.

[[ Drop.It.Already.Onii.Chan ]]

Its been 2years
since i had left school.
Left by my own will.
Without being
Graduated.

Dose it matters?

In this vast world
of ours
Dose graduating
even mean anything?
It dosent.

No one cares
if euu graduated from what
famous university or
what countries.

It dosent matter.

So, why must euu always
say that i did not graduat
e from o levels and look
down on mie so badly?

Yes,beside hairdressing
ii am into photography
as well as graphic designs.
So why is it every time
ii said ii am interested
in other things euu must
always add in the sentence

'Euu got interest so what?'
'Euu didnt graduate from school'
'Euu didnt finish ur o levels'

Do euu know
how much it hurts?
Do euu know how
much tears of mine fell?

Even euu too
have interest in photography.
But let mie clarify
something in photography.
Everyone have different opinions
and everyone have
ways of taking pictures.
Some ppl enjoys
taking photos of people,
while some enjoys
environments photos.

ii am different.
My photo depends on how ii feel.
Taking picture from my heart
and taking pictures of what ii want.
Thats the only real mie.

Why copy others
while euu can do it yourself?

So therefore,
This is MY life.
Not YOURS.

ii gave up school
just to chase after my dreams,
Is it wrong?

Onii chan.. Its been 2yrs.
Why cant euu just drop
the fact that ii left school?
Why cant euu just
look up to mie a little?
Why cant euu see how
hard ii am trying?
Why?

But it dosent matter.
ii will prove it to euu
that ii can be a SOMEBODY

. and ii will prove to euu
my DECISIONS
was the RIGHT choice.ii just wanna be free..

M i l k y

[[ Sick.Like.A.Bitch. ]]

Yesterday ii couldnt blog
because ii was sick -_-

ii went out with my 'tiger' xD
ii was fine in the afternoon
until 4pm+
ii slowly became sick -_-
my temperature was rising
and ii was actually getting cold
in sg wang -_-v

At 1st my hubby touched
my forehead
he said ii wasnt sick
so ii tot maybe ii was just cold

Then after 30mins
he touched again
he only knew ii was
really getting worst and worst
he insisted ii go home early
ii didnt want.

We only get to see each other
once a week.
ii misses him.
So why should ii go home? =]

But because of mie
getting more and more cold
we sat outside TS
even with the warm weather
outside ii was freezing.

Until 6pm+ ii decided
to go home.
ii felt difficult to breathe
and my head was hurting
and ofcourse ii was freezing.

And when ii reached home
after a damn hot shower
lucky my brother reached home xD
ii made him do all
house things
and he made porridge for mie
but he stupid put too much
chicken sauce in the porridge
it became damn salty -_-

After ii ate abit
ii went to bed.

Not long my hubby smsed mie
and ii called him.
ii said goodnight to him.
and we both slept.

Lao gong
sorry yesterday make
euu so worry.
And sry ii dun wan see doctor =P
ii just scare injection
and eat medicine >_<
But yesterday also eat medicine
jorhx T_T
Sry
Mwarks
Lubs Euu <3

Monkey Loves Tiger XD

M i l k y

[[ Sick ]]

Internet finally back~

Yesterday internet down~
so ii couldnt update blog~
So instead ii used the 24hrs
to watch Bleach XD
Sooo funny anime~

This morning ii woke up
Mummy said grandma
asked mie to cook luncheon meat -_-

So ii really cooked -_-v
During cooking process~


After finished~ Still got some not done~

Kakax~
Only my lou gong ate
ii cook de luncheon meat before XD
But today ii accidentally burned
3 cause ii was
busy playing with my dog
and forgot about it >_

Today went for driving lesson
Everything perfect! xD
ii sure will pass my
driving test!
Bwahahahahax~

Not feeling really well
today =/
Haiz T_T
Go back to watching Bleach !
XD

ii wanna go gym!

M i l k y

[[ Sweet.Yet.Scary.Love. ]]

These past few days
ii have been talking with
my best babe lyn.
And these few days
our topic has always
been about her
new love.new bf.

She tells mie everything
about their relationship.
and her blogs
is always about him.
Her msn is also about him.
It proves how much she hearts him.

For some reason
ii dont mind her talking 24hrs
about her love life.

ii always smile
and laugh
at their relationship.
its like as though
its her 1st bf although its not.

But somehow although
they just started not long.
Just 2mths+
They have taken things so seriously.
Which makes their love,
sweet and scary
at the same time.

She always asking mie
'what should i do?'
and
'what should i wear?'
when she met him on their 1st date.

And how she waited for him
to arrive
with butterflies in her stomach
and probably she was
smiling the whole time.

How long have ii last
felt these kind of feelings? =]
Those feelings that feels
so sweet that euu dun ever
want it to end and
just wishes the time would stop
at that very moment . =)

She would always worry
about their future.
About her parents disapproving them
*her mum is pretty strict*
And how things will turn
out after each day passes.

ii dont know why
this is a 1st time
have ii ever felt a sweet and loving
kind of feelings towards
a person love.

Is it because both
of them seems so cute
but yet so stupid in love?

Of isit because they give
mie a feeling
of 1st love?

Babe, ii will always look
after euu two =]
He seems like a great guy.
One who can give euu happiness.
and ur very own fairytale
with happy endings =]

Milky❤

p.s : ii too, smiled
all the way while writing this
post =)
a very warm feeling <3

[[ Fucking,Fed.Up ]]

ii fucking hate ppl
who got things to say
but dun wan say

they keep telling euu
'ii am fine'
'theres nothing wrong with mie'

but have they ever
tot about others who worrys about them?
have they ever wonder
that they are just hurting
the person who
cares for them?

NO! they NEVER!
ii am writing this topic
regrading about someone!
and ii am sure euu know who euu are!
euu! yeah euu!

ii am fucking tired of euu
telling mie everything is fine!
ii fucking tired of euu
being so optimistic!
ii saw ur MSN personal msg
and finally realised
what euu told mie was just a lie!

ii feel hurt de euu know de mou?
ii feel wan cry de euu know de mou?
all sure is dunno de lorhx

ii am tired..
really tired..
dun lie mie anymore.. pls..
my heart hurt enuff already..
euu love other girl already
also tell mie pls..
ii dun wan continue feel this pain..
ii wont force euu together with mie..

ii too..wan to find my own happiness..
ii am tired..
tired of giving euu..
making mie feel no mood everyday..
enuff is enuff jorhx
fucking fed up!

not only did euu lie mie..
and hurt mie..
euu even took my naiveness
for granted..

ii guess euu really
just took mie for granted..

ii DUN need a BOYFRIEND
ii need a REAL MAN!