Allah, today another sien day.
Woke up at 9am today >_<
Surprising~ Usually i wake up at 11am?
lols.
It was so effing hot todayyy >_<
I got kinda cranky because of the heat haha.
Goshhhhh. I think for 1hr all i did was
hug the rabbit, lying on the bed and
was thinking of nothing.
How amazing was that? haha. very.
Then i started going through my drawers.
Until i found my dairy.
My 5th dairy.
I started a new dairy when i started a brand new me.
But reading thru it.
All there is nothing but sad memories.
The feeling of being betrayed, left out,
when i was totally innocent.
The amount of tears that feel while i was writing in it.
Those tears stains, they are still there on each page.
I was so emo back then.
But after breaking up with my ex,
The entries in my dairy wasnt as emo as before.
Because i finally felt freedom.
And i gained back all my friends whom i
couldnt talk to because of my ex.
I could finally go out with friends after 2yrs.
And after i met this bf of mine,
every entries was a happy one.
Except for a few, because..of something >_<
I love writing in dairy, because i can fully
express myself with anything and everything.
All the inner thoughts and feelings that cannot be told.
Even in blogs, i cant fully
express myself. Some things are
better left unsaid right? :]
Anyways, i went jogging in the afternoon.
With two of my stupid cousins x3
As soon as i got back, bii pmed me on MSN.
I told him i am getting a tattoo next month.
He said to get his name.
I told him to tattoo my name first then i'll tattoo his.
He said okay >_< Really baka bii~
Today it is my uncle's birthday i didnt know.
When everyone in my family came over
to my house i asked my brother 'what day is it today?'
He said 'Uncle's birthday today and yesterday was my aunty's birthday'
Omg i really didnt know >_< So went out for dinner.
The birthday cake is so cuteee~
Christmas birthday cake haha.
Aiyerrrr~The santa and snowman is so cute >_<
When my uncle took out the decorations i was like
noooooo dont touch it >_<
Anyways happy birthday to my uncle
and happy belated birthday to my aunty x]
Once the name is ink our body, it will be there for eternity.
Are you sure you wanna do it bii? >_<
I am just afraid you might regret one day.
Surprising~ Usually i wake up at 11am?
lols.
It was so effing hot todayyy >_<
I got kinda cranky because of the heat haha.
Goshhhhh. I think for 1hr all i did was
hug the rabbit, lying on the bed and
was thinking of nothing.
How amazing was that? haha. very.
Then i started going through my drawers.
Until i found my dairy.
My 5th dairy.
I started a new dairy when i started a brand new me.
But reading thru it.
All there is nothing but sad memories.
The feeling of being betrayed, left out,
when i was totally innocent.
The amount of tears that feel while i was writing in it.
Those tears stains, they are still there on each page.
I was so emo back then.
But after breaking up with my ex,
The entries in my dairy wasnt as emo as before.
Because i finally felt freedom.
And i gained back all my friends whom i
couldnt talk to because of my ex.
I could finally go out with friends after 2yrs.
And after i met this bf of mine,
every entries was a happy one.
Except for a few, because..of something >_<
I love writing in dairy, because i can fully
express myself with anything and everything.
All the inner thoughts and feelings that cannot be told.
Even in blogs, i cant fully
express myself. Some things are
better left unsaid right? :]
Anyways, i went jogging in the afternoon.
With two of my stupid cousins x3
As soon as i got back, bii pmed me on MSN.
I told him i am getting a tattoo next month.
He said to get his name.
I told him to tattoo my name first then i'll tattoo his.
He said okay >_< Really baka bii~
Today it is my uncle's birthday i didnt know.
When everyone in my family came over
to my house i asked my brother 'what day is it today?'
He said 'Uncle's birthday today and yesterday was my aunty's birthday'
Omg i really didnt know >_< So went out for dinner.
The birthday cake is so cuteee~
Christmas birthday cake haha.
Aiyerrrr~The santa and snowman is so cute >_<
When my uncle took out the decorations i was like
noooooo dont touch it >_<
Anyways happy birthday to my uncle
and happy belated birthday to my aunty x]
Once the name is ink our body, it will be there for eternity.
Are you sure you wanna do it bii? >_<
I am just afraid you might regret one day.
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