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Tears stop falling please.
I thought i told you not to fall. :|
Heart stop hurting please.
I thought i told you i wont give a damn anymore.

But then again, the hurt.
the wound.the cut.the scar.
no matter how long it takes it will never heals.
never.in my whole life.

I am smiling when i wanna cry.
Crying when i wanna die.
Keeping quiet when i should say something.
Holding on when i should be letting go.
Running away when i am suppose to solve it.
Walking towards a meaningless path.
Holding on to a loose thread thats gonna break soon.

Promises.What are they?
Just another word to make someone happy?
Or just another word to hurt someone? :]
Meant to be kept or meant to be broken?
Meant to show your love or meant to make someone
not trust you anymore?
Promises-breaker. The worst ppl alive?
Maybe? Yes? No?
No one knows.

Drowning in my own tears.
Do you care? or rather. Do you even know i am crying?
Do you know i am hurt? :]]
Disappointed? Yes i am.
But then again.
I am just going to pretend that i dont know
anything and just move on.
I dont need any meaningless arguement.

Telling myself.
To hell with it.
Not worth it.
Promise. Its full of shit.