Fooked.Up.Day.

*Xiao Ser is mine, hands off him girls ;3*

FUCKKK!
BAD MOOD!
MCB KNS KNN MAHAI CCB!

GOSH!
Nothing goes my way today.
not even one.
Just woke up to find that bii got a bad incident.
Got me worried sick.
When he went offline and i wanted to text him.
But the worst thing that could happen at the
wrong time.
My phone got BARRED! WTF?!
I wanted to comfort bii, let him know i am still there.
But i couldnt!! OMFG!
The whole day i couldnt help but feel bad not able to be there for him.

In the late afternoon, wanted to go jogging.
But my ankle felt weak so i thought
i might as well just practiced my dancing.
Not long, my mum called and ask me to go upstairs
and have dinner.
I thought might as well accompany her have dinner then
i can continue later.
But after dinner she called me to help her decorate
some stuffs. I have no choice but to say okay.
Barely even started, her friend called.
and she talked for hours on the phoneeeee.
And it was 8pm already T_T
So i just opened the door , went outside and sat outside
the staircase. Dark dark night.
Cooling with the wind breezing in.

And we finished the decoration at 9pm+
i think.
Saw bii's smses to me.
For some reason, after reading it there was a strange
feeling in me, what was it?
I took my mum's phone and texted him.

Then my mum wanna complain to me
about my dad and asking me to deal with him.
SIGHS. again.

After taking a quick shower,
internet was being a bitch.
so was facebook.
Me and jia lin got uber pissed.
Started swearing like fuck.

Both of us posted the same sentence on our fb status.
你是我的独家记忆,我却不是你的独家回忆.
You're my sole memory, but I'm not the only in your memories.
Something that describes our feelings :]

BIIII!
I am so sorry i couldnt sms you today.
Sorry sorry sorry T_T
Bii you should know i will always reply ur smses >_<
Except for today cause stupid digi barred me T_T
Baby dont be baka >_<
We are not like those spouses that have been married
long long time.

Baby, sorry.
Its true that we dont look like a couple in anyway.
But that dosent mean i dont love you like one.
I am sorry things have to be and feel this way.
I am sorry i cant give you everything yet.
I am sorry i cant be there when you need me.
I am sorry i cant see you when you wan to see me.
But lets not rush things bii~
'We still got our whole life to be with each other.'
Thats what you told me.
Even if we dont look like one or feel like one.
One day, we will.
So lets just continue what we are suppose to do.
Better ourself :]
Mwarks bii.. once again i am so sorry.
And i love you.

For awhile i thought of letting you go so you could find
someone else better.
But only tears fell from my eyes and i realized,
i love you too much to let you go.