baby, get well soon.

*Petville~ Alice in wonderland theme :p*

4th March 2010.
One day after my birthday i am sick =3=.
I was okay in the morning.
But as each minute passed, my body gradually
grew hotter. I find myself having slight headache.

I asked my mum for medicine.
She told me to stay home even though
i did my make up and dressed up to go with her =_=.

So after taking the medicine i fell asleep
on the living room sofa.
I was freezing cold even though the sun wan
blazing hot and no fans were on.
I got up, went to my room and slept.
*with my make up and contact lenses on =_=*

Around 5-6pm, i got up to take a shower.
I received a sms from my brother.
A message i did not wish to see.
I stayed in the shower for 1hr+ with super
hot water. I dont know how i suddenly just slipped
and fell on the floor. My leg was weak.
I told bii i fell and he said i am clumsy =_=.

After shower, my temperature got worst.
With 2 blankets, my brother's thick jacket, window opened.
I still felt freaking cold.

I fell asleep, but woke up when bii called me.
I started crying.
Because of something my brother said and
because i couldnt breathe.

I went to my mum to get medicine from her,
my brother came in and asked why did i cry.
I lied to him, i wont tell him why.
My mum kept asking me to see a doctor
as usual i said no =3=.

But although bii couldnt be by my side.
He kept calling me, making sure i am okay.
I couldnt talk much at 1st because of my throat.
But as the medicine starts to take effect and i started
sweating, i kept saying i want to on the aircon.
He obviously said no T_T.

It was a little weird at first.
I started to feel better, he started to fall sick.
He texted me saying,
that he prayed to god asking god to take away
my pain and give it to him instead.
It seems like god has granted his wish.

So right now i am super worried about him.
He dont have transport to see a doctor,
he doesn't have medicine with him.
I feel like this is my fault.
I shouldnt have told him how much i was suffering on the phone.

He said i transmitted the sickness to him.
I said how? thru the phone? =_=
He laughed. It was great to hear him laugh.
While talking on the phone with him moments ago,
My nose bleed. Sighs.

Currently having a super sexy voice.
Its like talking talking then my voice dies off.
I hate it. ishhh.

Sleepy, but cant sleep because i am worried about him.
Please please please take care of yourself.
I love you. I know how much you care about me.
I am such a lucky girl to have you.
Get well soon.