I got extremely bored today.
So i was opening all sorts of folders in my laptop.
I found old MSN conversations.
I forgotten that i do keep histories of conversation.
Baby, do you still remember the things
you said to me?
Maybe if you come over to my house one day
and i'll show all of them to you.
But i know you'll probably laugh and smile at how
we used to talk.
The way you called me dear at 1st
and those sweet sweet things that you said
to me while you were chasing me.
Those promises we made to each other.
I remembered you were working and
your working time was reversed.
So i had to reverse my sleeping time as well.
I would stay up till 5am just to talk to you,
and whenever i wake up and you were still
online i would greet you good morning and you would
say how fortunate you are to have me greet you.
But few months back conversations, what i saw was
mostly '...' or '=_='.
We had troubles talking to each other >_<.
You were busy, or either we were out of topic and
because i was super shy and quiet and completely
afraid to talk to you.
The fear of losing you was there.
And you kept apologizing to me when that incident
happened. The incident that i knew but i kept quiet
about it and waited you to tell me yourself.
But you said you only hide it from me because
you did not want me to worry and you can handle it
yourself and i would apologize for not
being able to be by your side whenever you needed someone.
We couldnt call or text each other often.
Such difficult times >_<
And when i met you, and when you bought
the rabbit soft toy for me i was mad happy.
That was my 1st gift from you.
I remember how i couldnt stop smiling when i got home
after that day.
And when you resigned from your work,
i couldnt spend xmas with you but we had each
other thru msn hahaha.
I called you that night and things changed.
From that night we started making phone called more
often and the day before new year,
i just asked if you could come over to my house
and meet my mum, you said okay without asking why.
I was surprised.
But ofcourse, mad happy.
10th January was your birthdayy,
i never thought i could spend it with you ❤
I had no idea what to give you as presents
so i made a heart out of money and wrote you a letter.
And on that day we..umm nvm haha >_<
Thinking back and looking at us now,
we really had been thru alot.
Look at us now, being such retards together.
Calling each other names and making fun of each
other. And who knew we could last 6mths and still counting x]
Although we always wonder how and why to
everything but fate just wants us to be together :p
What made it better?
We are both not going anywhere from each other.
We are both going to college together like
a pair of love birds stuck with each other and
you'll be doing my assignments for me k? :pp
3 more days to our 6th monthsary baby ❤
I truly appreciate all that you have done for
me so far ❤
Did i mention how deeply in love i am with you?
Did i mention how much i miss you each day?
And didnt i mention dont say ngo mm TI anymore >_<
yorrr.
My heart pounded when you texted me saying
'Eu cant even imagine hw deep i lub dis swty girl'
And my reply?
'and you cant even imagine how i cant stop missing this
demanding man'.
Baby, i love you.
I may have been in love many times before
but never once as deep as this.
You got me going crazy bii. You really have.
I cant never last a day without hearing from you.
I need you always.
Forever and eternity. ❤
So i was opening all sorts of folders in my laptop.
I found old MSN conversations.
I forgotten that i do keep histories of conversation.
Baby, do you still remember the things
you said to me?
Maybe if you come over to my house one day
and i'll show all of them to you.
But i know you'll probably laugh and smile at how
we used to talk.
The way you called me dear at 1st
and those sweet sweet things that you said
to me while you were chasing me.
Those promises we made to each other.
I remembered you were working and
your working time was reversed.
So i had to reverse my sleeping time as well.
I would stay up till 5am just to talk to you,
and whenever i wake up and you were still
online i would greet you good morning and you would
say how fortunate you are to have me greet you.
But few months back conversations, what i saw was
mostly '...' or '=_='.
We had troubles talking to each other >_<.
You were busy, or either we were out of topic and
because i was super shy and quiet and completely
afraid to talk to you.
The fear of losing you was there.
And you kept apologizing to me when that incident
happened. The incident that i knew but i kept quiet
about it and waited you to tell me yourself.
But you said you only hide it from me because
you did not want me to worry and you can handle it
yourself and i would apologize for not
being able to be by your side whenever you needed someone.
We couldnt call or text each other often.
Such difficult times >_<
And when i met you, and when you bought
the rabbit soft toy for me i was mad happy.
That was my 1st gift from you.
I remember how i couldnt stop smiling when i got home
after that day.
And when you resigned from your work,
i couldnt spend xmas with you but we had each
other thru msn hahaha.
I called you that night and things changed.
From that night we started making phone called more
often and the day before new year,
i just asked if you could come over to my house
and meet my mum, you said okay without asking why.
I was surprised.
But ofcourse, mad happy.
10th January was your birthdayy,
i never thought i could spend it with you ❤
I had no idea what to give you as presents
so i made a heart out of money and wrote you a letter.
And on that day we..umm nvm haha >_<
Thinking back and looking at us now,
we really had been thru alot.
Look at us now, being such retards together.
Calling each other names and making fun of each
other. And who knew we could last 6mths and still counting x]
Although we always wonder how and why to
everything but fate just wants us to be together :p
What made it better?
We are both not going anywhere from each other.
We are both going to college together like
a pair of love birds stuck with each other and
you'll be doing my assignments for me k? :pp
3 more days to our 6th monthsary baby ❤
I truly appreciate all that you have done for
me so far ❤
Did i mention how deeply in love i am with you?
Did i mention how much i miss you each day?
And didnt i mention dont say ngo mm TI anymore >_<
yorrr.
My heart pounded when you texted me saying
'Eu cant even imagine hw deep i lub dis swty girl'
And my reply?
'and you cant even imagine how i cant stop missing this
demanding man'.
Baby, i love you.
I may have been in love many times before
but never once as deep as this.
You got me going crazy bii. You really have.
I cant never last a day without hearing from you.
I need you always.
Forever and eternity. ❤
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