the greatest gift in life.

Moments ago i was down.
Because of some very gay reasons but i became
fine after i bought starbucks after dinner.
Yes, starbucks can make me happy.
So even if you piss me off just buy me starbucks
and i'll be happy :D

The 2nd love of my life.
I had Vanilla steam milk today.
Which ofcourse, made me burnt my tongue.
I kind of have this annoying fact that i WILL burn
my tongue whenever i have hot drinks. >:(

Anyways, this morning when i woke up,
freshen up and gotten ready to go out,
i logged on facebook and i saw status written by
a friend of mine whom i consider as sister very
heartbreaking.

Her mother passed away from cancer.
When i saw it i was shocked.
I know it had nothing to do with me but its
simply heartbreaking because
over these few weeks her statuses has always been
praying for her mother, hoping she could see her soon
(Her mother was in a different country),
and so many lovely words for her.
How she has applied for a visa but yet it was too late.
It seems the cancer has over-powered her mother.

Reading all those status that once seems sweet
became heartbreaking that instant.
My tears fell.
Because whats worst was that they couldnt get to
see her one last time.
I understood that feeling because it happened to me.
That feeling unbearable, leaving you feeling useless
that you couldnt do anything.

Some kids, just dont realized how lucky they are to
still have parents to look after them
and takes good care of them, and
give them the very best of things.
Instead, they become rebellious and disobey their
parents and start going to the wrong direction.

A direction that may seem so wrong which
might cost them their life any sec.
Example : Drugs, car racing, etc etc.

Have they not thought if it wasnt for their parents
they wouldnt even be out here enjoying life.
Have they not thought they were lucky to be KEPT
by their parents because there is so many abortions
and adoptions going on.
All the hard work to raise them from a baby to an adult.
The endless cries they made that gave their parent sleepless
nights when they were babies.
Proper school education so you'll grow up and be
someone successful to find good career and you
dont have to end up with any financial problems.

Nowadays, when adult find money and become some
rich ass out there. How do they repay their
parents? By throwing them in an old folks home.
When i say throw i really mean literally.
Whenever my mum goes to an old folks home to pay anyone
a visit, she asked if their children have visited them.
They said NO, not once, not ever.
The workers called their handphone numbers it was
either changed or no one answers.

Its really damn heartbreaking to see old people
being treated like this.
How can you guys even have the heart to do
this to your own parents?!
Thats beyond inhumane
(Well, atleast in my dictionary).

Start treating your family, friends or anyone
that matters to you right.
After you lose them its too late to regret.
As soon as you feel they are going out of your sight,
try to reach out for them.
Family and friends are the greatest thing that could
happen in life.

Think of those who doesnt have a home they could
go back to. Those who doesnt have a warm family
to celebrate special occasions with.
Then you'll know how lucky you are.

To me dear jie vivian lee.
Even if i have given you support on facebook and
twitter, once again RIP to your mother and
my deepest condolences to her.
Stay strong sweetheart. :)