Sick. =/

Haiz. Sick like a bitch.
Flu, cough, and sorethroat. ISH!
I cant sleep because of flu T_T
Ate medicine already but its not helping.
And to my brother
'HELL NO! its not H1N1 goddamit!'

I wanna go out =/
But all friends are too busy working or studying.
Booorring T_T

















Today i went Alor to eat dinner.
Guess who i saw?
張敬軒~ 'Cheung Keng Hins'
gosh he is sooo leng zai! <3>te tall also <3
Haha so unbelievable =3

Today in Facebook, Met alot new friends.
Chatting with them made me feel alots better =]
Thx Babes <3>

Its 1.04am. Time for bed.
Hope i recover tomorrow.
Nights.

❤ItsAlwaysYou❤

Sighs.
Another bad day. But why isit always has to be me and u argueing?
Its really damn annoying.
You stay quiet for no reason looking so damn moody.
I kept quiet for awhile thinking you were tired.
But i know you are not.
I kept asking you whats wrong. Yet again i get the same answer
'Nothing'.

In the past weeks, you've been to Johor for your work.
With few girls. What you did i don't know.
And i didn't ask.
Saturday you went camping with working staffs.
And met many more girls from other places.
Yet you held hand with them.
I didn't say anything but to hide my emotion.

I just felt that after you returned from this 2 places,
You've changed.
Just because we were mad at each other today.
You left me behind and you walked at a fast pace.
I cried in the car you didnt care.
Thats the 1st time you didnt care.
I couldnt believe it. I really couldnt.

After i reached home i managed to come online.
JiaLin just argued with her bf as well.
We think the same things.
Do the same things.
Even argue with bf at the same time.
Really good sisters =_=v haha.

Its almost 3am and i am not even asleep yet.
Why? Because i dont have the mood for it.
I didnt eat dinner as well. Why?
Because its your fault for making me this way.

Unloved.
Unwanted.
Unsafe.

❤OneStepTowardsMyFuture❤

❤Be a Model❤















My dreams have finally taken another step to being fulfilled.
I gave up hairdressing. Taking Modeling Course soon.
My mother gave me an option of few choices she preferred me doing
in my future.
I have always wanted to be model.
But i always said 'NO' to her. That was because i did not have enough confidence
in myself.
Finally after 2years of saying 'No', it became a 'Yes'.
I know i can make it to modeling industry if i try hard.
I wont let my family down.
I will let everyone know i've made the right choice.



















To those who said i couldnt do it. Thank You.
Cause you are just making me STRONGER.
=]

[[ Why.i.have.not.been.online.recently ]]

Frens and babes =3
euu all must have been wondering
where ii was for 1mths
and why ii have not been on9.

Because i just moved house
and currently living
in a rented home
near my old area.

Waiting for my new house
renovation to be done
before ii can move in =]
New ROOM! =D

Changed new look.
want to be a mature girl.
holding branded bags.
wearing branded clothes *drools*

hahax dreaming =3
but ii did changed my look =]
will upload pics here next time
ii on9.

On MSN now.
chatting with so many ppl.
ii miss them
much more then they miss mie.

finding a day to go to babe lyn
house overnight.
She needs mie with her. =D

Today 15th june
Happy birthday mummy
ii love euu =3
Happy birthday Justin
Jipet =_=

Will blog next time
Miss mie when ii am gone =3

[[ Just.Another.Day ]]

Whee~
Today ii went out with
my tiger~ XD

Went TS
bought a shoe ii
love <3

and bought colours
for my hair~

But ii DIY the colour myself
just now.
It failed.
There wasnt enough
hahax.

Who thought my hair
would be so long =_=v

And hubby left his
phone with mie
cant sms him T_T

Currently listening
to Derrick hoh wei jian
songs <3
Love his voice so much <3

Well thats all for today =D
Nights.

M i l k y.

[[ Bored. ]]

Lao gong asked mie

why ii never update blog
for few days.

Because nothing happened
in my boring life -_-

Except ii have
became
Bleach-obsessed!
hahahax~

Captian Histugaya Toshirou ~
or
Histugaya Taichou~
My bleach idol
hahax~

In love with a song
called
Ni Zou Tian Qiao Wo Zou Di Xia Dao
你走天桥,我走地下道
sang by Derrick Hoh 何維健
Just became a fan of him =D

Well~
nothing else happened~
goodnight =D

Miss and Lubs
Hubby <3
Mwarks.

M i l k y.

[[ Drop.It.Already.Onii.Chan ]]

Its been 2years
since i had left school.
Left by my own will.
Without being
Graduated.

Dose it matters?

In this vast world
of ours
Dose graduating
even mean anything?
It dosent.

No one cares
if euu graduated from what
famous university or
what countries.

It dosent matter.

So, why must euu always
say that i did not graduat
e from o levels and look
down on mie so badly?

Yes,beside hairdressing
ii am into photography
as well as graphic designs.
So why is it every time
ii said ii am interested
in other things euu must
always add in the sentence

'Euu got interest so what?'
'Euu didnt graduate from school'
'Euu didnt finish ur o levels'

Do euu know
how much it hurts?
Do euu know how
much tears of mine fell?

Even euu too
have interest in photography.
But let mie clarify
something in photography.
Everyone have different opinions
and everyone have
ways of taking pictures.
Some ppl enjoys
taking photos of people,
while some enjoys
environments photos.

ii am different.
My photo depends on how ii feel.
Taking picture from my heart
and taking pictures of what ii want.
Thats the only real mie.

Why copy others
while euu can do it yourself?

So therefore,
This is MY life.
Not YOURS.

ii gave up school
just to chase after my dreams,
Is it wrong?

Onii chan.. Its been 2yrs.
Why cant euu just drop
the fact that ii left school?
Why cant euu just
look up to mie a little?
Why cant euu see how
hard ii am trying?
Why?

But it dosent matter.
ii will prove it to euu
that ii can be a SOMEBODY

. and ii will prove to euu
my DECISIONS
was the RIGHT choice.ii just wanna be free..

M i l k y