Love me.

Long long ago pic!
Imma NINJA! nahh jk.
I dont know why i just got the word
NINJA stuck in my head.

My brother promised me that he would
buy me the fake eyelashes that i am
saving up for :D
Which ofcourse never turns out to be true.
Unless, i find a way to make him buy it.

Dolly Wink eyelashes !
I want this! :D
For lower lashes. I wanna try create a
different eyes.

Baby cute NO6 :D
But i dont know how much it is.
I havent got the time to go SaSa and check it out.

I ordered two new contact lenses! :D
I think they should arrive by tmr!
Yay! Mad happy!
Green and grey :p
Its about time i buy a new blue one.
I think mine is about to expire soooon :(

Speaking of names.
I have alot of people telling me they hate their
name. Whyyy? :(
Your name defines who you are!
I used to hate my name. Mabel Chow.
But now whenever someone says my name i sound
like a celeb ! *jk*
This is the definition of my name.

Means beautiful in french, therefore most are beautiful,
great in bed and would make a pornstar look ridiculous,
usually got a great physique and a gorgeous face.
Sometimes called a slut for being pretty.
Even though people think of Mabel as a slut,
Mabel never has more than one boyfriend at a go.
Alot of boys want to be with Mabel,
but she goes for the boy who she likes.

eg - Im going to get with Mabel this month.
- Shes too hot for you!

Or.

A woman typically of jewish decent who is extremely bossy
and controlling and has a tendency to be a pain in the ass.
She's very high maintenence and has to act like
she's all that and to assert herself as being the one in control.
She's basically got that "Queen Bee" mentality to
where it's all about her and if she doesnt get what she wants
she makes all kinds of problems for those around her
. She will often control the man she's with to the degree that over
time he'll become a pushover to her which makes it easier for her to control him.
Usually, high end jewish women behave in this manner
as nagging and just all out annoying.
Generally, Mabels act like bitches so they tend to be short tempered.

Or.

n; synonym for satan.
other synonyms include: Beelzebub, Old Scratch, Lucifer,
The Devil, Evil Incarnate, Thief of Souls.

eg : Mabel's coming! Everybody Hide!

See :D My name is so unique!
But i am not so sure about the porn star bit -_-
Whenever i show ppl these definition, they say
my name suits me perfectly.
I have a goooood side, and super bad side.

I searched it on urban dictionary website xD

It doesnt matter if ppl make fun of ur name.
Or that you have a girl/guy name when you are
the opposite gender.
Nowadays, in our world almost everything in unisex.
You may think names are just word ppl address you.
No, they defines you as well.
Your name is the very 1st unique gift when you are born.
Love it and treasure it.

OH! I saw this on newspaper today.

Justin bieber gonna have his own movie.
Which might come out next year, valentine day.
I can tell, this movie is gonna BOOM like mad because
JB is in it. Have you seen all those mad crazy fans? -_-

I am a fan but thank god i am not that crazy
to the extend of calling him me boyf and me his
girlfriend. Seeing those comments on his music video
on youtube is hilarious. Super obsessed girl -_-

BABY! We are gonna watch this movie ! xD
I dont care whether you like him or not
because i wanna watch !! xD
Pwease my boyfleeeeen :3

Ahh well.
Let me end my post with my 38dogs.

Their smexy butts .

The mother and daughter.
Teehee ! :D

Signing off bloggy.
Toodles !
Mwarks ! ❤

I just couldnt handle the truth.

Last night, i heard some answers
i've always been wondering.
My heart stopped for few secs, i couldnt breathe,
and those tears running endlessly.
My body became weak, i started shaking.
The truth have finally been revealed.

Although its not what i want to hear,
something i never expect to hear,
i've always have a strong feeling that it happened
but i didnt expect it really did.
Not only did it hurt me, it disgusted me.
To those who dont know, dont ask.
I dont wanna reveal to everyone.

Running through those pages i've written in my diary.

Everything came back in my head.
Words that was said, things that was done.
Finally i know why and how those pictures even existed.
Even till today, i have ppl asking me
'Why isnt it deleted?'
Obviously, for memories purpose.

After i started blogging, i decided i will only write extremely
painful memories in my diary.
Today 2 blank pages were filled.
Not only with ink, but also with my tears.

1 day without sleep, 1 night crying endlessly.
No food or drink down my throat.
Justin bieber songs all night.
Youtube watching all justin bieber and few
singers music videos.
7am, went jogging even when my body was weak.
9am finally i went to bed.
Woke up at 1pm, had a coffee and nothing else.

Cried endlessly.
How gay of me.
Over and over again, i cried.
TRUE friends didnt ask what happened, instead
they calm me down 1st before asking.
But some insisted to keep asking what happened
and dont bother about my feelings.

A friend, even wanted to skip tuition just to
accompany me. And he said he'll do anything
for me to be happy.
I am effing lucky to have you guys :)

So this is me without sleep and endless crying.
Mad pale, huge eye bag, red-ish eyes.

A few friends said why do i keep getting bullshits.
Why do god insists on playing with the innocent ?
Especially me when i have done no wrong.

Well, maybe there are some things that i've
done but i just dont know. Maybe in my previous life?
No one knows. So i guess this is my karma for
i dont know what i've done.

'WTF, this is bullshit!'
'Why all these crap keep happening to you'
'Why one thing after another'
'Imma kill that hoe for you!'
'wtf, i seriously never expect him to be like that'

All those was the response i got.

And what have i decided to do with the slut?
NOTHING.
Yes nothing. Why? Because i believe
karma is at my side as well.
Why get my hands dirty when karma can do it for me?
So there is no need for you guys to dirty
your hands as well.
Watch out, she's damn filthy. ugh.

But then again , this is freaking long history.
There is no connection to what we have now.
I was just mad because i've been living under a lie.
I was disgusted because i never thought he WAS
that kind of guy.
I was disappointed because he said he was SERIOUS about us.
I was hurt because he cheated on me.

But all those i used the word WAS.
Means its over.
I just have to learn to live with a bigger pain.
Its funny because everyone understood why he
couldnt tell me earlier.
The fear of me stepping out of his life.
So no one blamed him for keeping this lie.

'You are tougher than that' said Irving.
Yea, you are right.
Since when have i became so soft over small
matters like these.
Oh wait, ever since i became in LOVE.

But i've decided one thing.
If karma doesnt do anything then
imma buy a Lamborghini and ram her over with it.
I can feel the pleasure already. ;3

After i press publish post, i will stop crying.
And if possible i wanna let it go out of my heart.
I just had to post it to get it out of my system.

3.37am nights.

Someone said i look like an anime character in this one. -_-
Its just the natural lighting that made
it this way. :)
I look so fair! Yay :p

Sorry i havent been updating these few days !
Its not that i am neglecting my blog its just
that i was DISTRACTED by an anime and manga.
Seriously, if you are a huge fan of comedy/romance series
you should try reading/watching this.
Kaichou wa maid sama.

Because of this i got distracted and watch it till
2-3am. So yea, i get sleepy during that time.
And i get hooked on because the main guy character
is so so so PERFECT !!
Freaking PERFECT !!
Read it and you'll know why ;p
But all guys character in stories are perfect anyways -_-.

And guesss what?
I think i just have 'bieber fever'.
Yea yea, laugh if u all must because seriously, i for
one think he doesnt sound like a girl.
So whoever says he does, please go get your ears clean up.
And seriously, you guys are dissing and hating a 16 year old kid?
Wow, you really need to get a life.
Go pick on someone your own age !

Because no matter how much you try to use words
to humiliate him, he isnt going to fall down.
Infact, its just making him stronger.
Although his songs is all about love -_- its not bad.
Admit it, you all love the song 'Baby'. ;)
And i have been listening to his album for 2days in a row
straight. Non stop, and yup, only his songs.

Anyways, my boyf came over to my house
today. Not to have fun but to do my
assignment. And at 1st my dogs barked and barked
at him but few hours later, they stick to him
and not me. When i stick i literally mean stick.
He was lying on my bed, and they slept on him
or beside him. Unfair :(

We took up our laptop to my living room and
started researching info for my coursework.
He was watching STARCRAFT *i think* on
youtube !! I was like =_= wtf biii !!
But instead of saying it i gave him a =_= expression
and pop in my headset and listened to Justin Bieber.

After awhile, he got annoyed and took away
my i-phone =_=. But i still have my earplug in my ears,
i sneakily make my way and press play on my phone
and he didnt know until i just had to do it
again and he saw it -_- He took away my headset.
I plugged it out from my phone and plugged it in
my laptop, he looked at me, i looked at him.
We laughed but he took it away T~T.

We ordered McD Delivery :D
And nah, didnt do much except my assignment.

After he left, my brother came back and
he took me to mamak !
I finally got to eat CHEESE NAAN!
Its just like pizza except its indian pizza ! xD
Yum ! ;3

Bleh, having my pms.
Hurts like crap !! Thank god my grandma
gave me some pills and it stopped and
i finally could jump around like a monkey !

I remembered few days ago, at 3am+
when i was sleeping. My boyf called me and said
he is outside my house i was soooo angry cause
i thought he was joking around trying to make
me get up and go to the balcony -_-.
I even said to him 'stop fucking around with me bii !!'
But instead, i did got up to the balcony because
he said 'If i lie you i owe you 20burgers !' I was
=_______= and his friend was laughing beside him.

So yea, there he was, waving at me in his car :)

11th monthsary.
But still those past haunts me.
I dont think i'll get over it, inface i'll NEVER

Mad cute chocolate panda ! :D

Moments ago i was webcam-ing with my sister
from another mother who is living on the other
side of the earth.
I freaking miss her ! and she is only coming back
after 5months :(

Yea i was without make up. It was 3am in the
morning what do u expect?
And seriously its a must of the top conversation.
If u cant see it just click to enlarge it. :)
Dont mind us, we were like this ever since high school.

This whole morning and afternoon i was rushing
to finish an assignment.
Although i am not in college now but i just have assignment
dont ask why and yea i finished one but only to
remember i have on more waiting for me fml.
So i decided to just do it tomorrow.

In the evening i didnt go out for dinner so
i just switched on the TV.
Only to find Spongebob Squarepants was on !!
YAY ! My boyf hates it.
How can anyone hates spongebob?

Taken with my i-phone. Still quite clear.
But when i switched to Disney channel,
princess diary was on. Its been few years
since i last saw that movie so i decided to watch
that instead.

Dont worry Spongebob i still love you x)
And yes i still do watch kids show ;p

This is the butter cookies my boyf bought for me.
Mad love !
I freaking love the pure milk butter one!
If only they just had that flavor in one box or packet :(

Actually this post is quite nothing but i
just wanted to share something with you guys.
Something my mum's friend bought from China.

CHOCOLATE PANDA !
Mad cute !
How am i to eat it ? :(

When i showed it to Lian on webcam her reaction
was so freaking funny when she saw
how cute it was xD

Giant panda milk chocolate :p

Took it out of the box x)
Super cute. Bet its delicious.
I just cant try it at all ! x(
I dont want it destroy the beauty of the whole box.
There is only 20 inside :(

And to my boyf, dont worry i will share it with you :p
But since you dont like sweet stuffs then
i'll eat it for you too kays? :D
You know i love you loads ~ ❤

Its 4am right now .__.
Good night and Good morning to you readers! :D

A perfect day perfectly ruined by drama queen.

Yesterday i went out with my boyf.

Reached 5mins earlier than him and he asked
why did i reached at a late time -_-.

We knew we will have nothing to do at TS
cause we go there like every Friday due
to transportation probs.
But he just got his car recently so therefore
it shouldnt be a prob anymore.

We were deciding what to watch.
Salt? The last airbender? or Sorcerer's apprentice?
After 10mins of deciding, here was the movie
we watched.

The last airbender in 3D at 1.50pm

The sorcerer's apprentice at 4.40pm.

We still have time before the movie so we
went for brunch at teppanyaki.
I scratched my ankle while sliding inside the booth.
I hate it when i get a cut and it stings and numbs for awhile.

I just used tissue to stop the bleeding.
And i had tomyam chicken soup for brunch from Leo's :D
I just had a sudden craving for tomyam when i saw it.
And my boyf was complaining its unhealthy because
its instant not blah blah blah.
Dont be so picky bii !

So we head for the movie.
The last airbender.
Seriously? It disappointed me.
Even in 3D its not so 3D. I took off the glasses
every once in awhile during the movie
only to find out there is almost NO differences.
Except the wordings lol !
The trailer made it look like its a MUST watch.

If you havent seen the trailer click here.
And after watching the trailers, click here for the review.
When i saw the review it was no surprise to me.

After the movie, we went to Wendy's.
Cause i owe my boyf burgers due to some very random
things. So i ordered my all time fave Caesar Salad!~
And my boyf ate two burger! !@#$% !!
What's worst? He stole my salad.
I even wrote that on my twitter.

After our meal we were off to watch our next
movie the sorcerer's apprentice.
If you havent watch quickly grab ur tickets before
cinema take the movie down !
Its freaking hilarious, whats better?
I finally found the song i've been searching for almost 5yrs?
Jimmy eat world - The middle :)
Click here to listen.

After the movie, i went home but got
pissed off due to some apparent reasons.
Mum was being a drama queen thats pretty
much all i can say.

Adorably cute plasters ! I told my boyf
its cute and he said just buy it.
I have to use plaster to cover the scratch.
It hurts when i walk thanks to my shoes.
Only to find out the wound is pretty deep.

Butter cookies my boyf bought for me.
He mad loves them.
I am gonna eat it later~ Yum ! ;3

Staying at home today~
Gonna continue reading Naruto manga then
watch the anime later and eat the biscuits.
Ahhh life ! :D

Awesome without 'me', is just aweso. ;)

Wheee~ had been staying home for 3days

in a row! 1st time in i-dont-know how long.
But not bad what, i got time to pump my muscles ;3
Yesterday i was playing with my brother's dumbbells.
I dont know how many kgs but i just lifted it.

o_o good effect !
I forgot how many times i did it but this morning
i was looking at my arms.
Whooooshh, big difference. seriously no joke.
Well yea for those who dont know,
i do have big arms. I've been trying
to slim it but seems like i cant so i decided
to turn it to muscles since i already have the shape.

Well yea, i know many ppl think i am super thin.
But let me reveal myself.
I am a big-boned girl who weights 52kg at
the height of 165cm.
My bone is bigger than my ah jie jason tan -_-.
He is a guy wei ! Ishhhh.
And i prefer body with muscles.
I think those are super sexy compare to just thin
and boney.
Example like those actress for dance movies.
Those body are to drool for.

3 new pictures i would love to share :D
Used Nikon D5000.

My 1st time smiling with my teeth showing.
I double love this~❤❤

A normal one~

And this one is 2nd love ❤
Love the scenery?
Its my mum's room.
Feel like hotel room right? xD

There is this one question i am super tired of answering.
*tho its a very flattering of them to ask ;p*
Which is,
'Are you a model ?'
And i have to keep answering noooooo.
And also asking me for photo shoots.
Proves? here.
Because SOME ppl said i made it up.

The rest are on chat box or msn.
And i have to answer noooooo or i have
no experience in photo shooting at all.
Although i am planning very soon to start a photoshoot
portfolio. Be a freelance model i guess? :)

When i wrote on my fb status
'For the 31578392th time i am not a model !
So stop asking already please !
I dont even look like one ! =_='

My sweetheart commented on it and she said
'babe! euuu are prettttty!'
When i saw it on my i-phone notification
i was like she is so dead meat!
And she kept saying 'yes she is a model~' to
other friends.
I thought u were suppose to be on my side !! T~T

I just simply adore her new picture.
She looks innocent right?
SO NOT!
Gek sei me whenever we talk. Ish.
I feel like going to Bangsar just to smack her ass
and go home. Afterall i know where she lives now ;3

And my boyf is going to get his car! :D
Yay~
Which means fun is just beginning ~
And trust meeee, i am gonna camwhore him
driving and post it here.
I am gonna have mad fun.

Signing off blog.
Awesome without 'me', is just aweso. ;)

i wont bite.

I found this in my folder!
100% non edited x)
Nikon camera baybehhhhhhh~

Yesterday my mum had to meet someone at subang,
my brother have friends in subang so obviously
he is meeting up with them and no
one to send me home 1st :(
Then i thought of one person is subang
which is Jasan Tan !
My ah jie even though he is a guy!

So dropped my mum off then we went to AsiaCafe.
My brother saw his friends and i was looking
for ah jie aka Jason Tan.
He saw me but didnt wan to call me ish.
Lucky i saw him.
And i saw Vinod *his friend not mine ahaha*

So ah jie got up and we move to another table.
This was my first time meeting him.
But i wasnt nervous at all, infact i was
normal. Why?
Because before my boyf and i got better,
jason and i got close to the point we become jimui.
Nah he wasnt chasing me or whatsoever.
And because we talked on phone before and saw
each other on webcam before so yea.
Its the same except just in reality.

After we talk for quite awhile he left
to play pool with his friends.
And i had to join my brother and his friends.
one word B O R E D.
But seriously they make you laugh whether you
want to or not.

After awhile we left cause mum called,
anddddddddd as we were leaving another friend
of hers called and we were back in subang.
Thennnnnnn my brother called his friends again.
This time was in Nasi Kandar Pelati.
I was like 'kor can i stay in the car instead of going down?'
He said for 2hours?Crazy?
I said yea why not, i dont need aircon just open the windows
for me xD He told to me get a life.

I was sleepy la T~T
So sat down, they ate, not long they decided to
move to McDonalds.
Anddd we shift placeeeeeeee.
Finally after 2hours and few laughs we were going home!!

Reached home at 11pm+
12am my brother and i decided to go over
to mcd and have my dinner and his supper.
So we wennnnnnnt.

And and and and after mcds something epic
*well to me* happened.
My brother said he after he drove camry he
feels weird driving back his persona.
I said you get off i drive, he really got off.
i DROVE HOME!! Ahahaha!
After 1year of not driving and i did yesterday!

Ok lah not that epic. I was just trying to make
things funnyy -_-.
When my brother got off the car he was like
'I AM ALIVE!!' ishhhh!

Anyways, today i think i've just met another
fan of my blog xD he added me on fb
and i didnt accept so he decided to see my blog
and leave message to me there! :D

Seriously, if any of you added me on facebook
and i didnt accept please send me a message
on fb or on my blog, i dont accept because
there's too many sick and disgusting perverts if you know
what i mean. You approve them and the next thing
you know they start talking crap with you which
is sex. Get a life you perverts!!

So yea, this dude is just 16 :)) another
down-to-earth person.
I enjoyed talking to him. Why?
Because he is mature for a 16 unlike some older
teenagers i knew who only cares about games.
And one fact about me is that i get annoyed with
immature teenagers. Those that whines over drama
or maybe cries when they break a nail.

And no surprise he thought i am those girls
with perfect life and everything.
Nahhh, i am not. I am just ordinary.
Like i said before i am a LONER :p
But i think i am starting to get back on track soon.
September i am going to college. :D
Which college? Will inform you guys when i am confirmed :p

So you see, its really simple to be friends with me.
Just be a friendly person who doesnt
talk about sex all the time.
And i dont bite. My pictures may look like
as though i am those lcly type but get to know me
before you judge :)

I wont bite. ;3
I am totally blank now so i'll update tomorrow again :D

Ps. I had mcds for dinner again.
*cough cough* i sense sore throat.