Because i love you.

*I want you here.*

Time passes so fast.
Just before you know it.
In a blink of an eye, its gonna be the end of 2009.
2010, a better year perhaps? :)
I hope so.
I have enough crap from this year.
Afterall i have promised myself i would better myself
once again. No matter how many times
i keep falling, i know i'll find a way to get back up myself. :)
And i am turning 18! ;D haha.

Today~ stayed at home.
After so many days of meetings and stuffs
i can finally get a rest! haha.
And there was no calls from anyone
*except someone called wrong number but i knew who
did it. Cant you get a life?*
And there was no text messages from anyone
*except from bii*
Peaceeeefuull dayyyyy :33
Me likey haha~

But i had a really bad headache in the afternoon.
Got really dizzy :( So i went to have a short nap at 4pm.
Telling myself to wake up at 5pm, but as usual i didnt.
When my brother and cousin were talking i told them to shut up xD

Woke up in the middle of napping,
only to find i was sleeping on the rabbit chest >_<
And i was thinking to myself,
'If only this was bii's chest that i am sleeping on' T_T

Woke up at 7pm. JiaLin pmed me on MSN.
Telling me maybe she have to postpone to coming
over my house due to some problems.
But instead of getting moody we got hyper.
Ahahaha. This is why i love her.

To babe lyn,
Babe, i read your blog.
Thanks for your wishes.
But you know its impossible for me to leave sadness.
Even when something becomes okay, another problem comes.
You saw how many times i've cried each week.
You saw how many times i fell babe.
But same goes to you love :)
Mwarks <3

These few days, i fell in love with dancing
all over again. In these 5yrs of dancing,
i have never been so addicted to it.
Right now me without dancing for a day,
its like a smoker without cigarette,
Incomplete.

1.08am, 08/12/09 right now.
In another 3days, its me and bii 3rd monthsary x]
*Bii~Gonna break your record soon~hiak hiak~ ;3*
Baby~ I never kao zai de na T_T
Today dun have~Yesterday also dun have~
Everyday also dun haveeeeeeeee~
Its you that i want~ forever and ever and ever~
Only you this baka~
Even though we are both struggling,
i believe much more better days are ahead of us.
So bii, take my hand, hold it tight and we'll
walk through the path that awaits us ahead.
I wont let you go bii.
You showed me what love is.
Thankful to have met you.
XiaoSer bii..I really thank you for everything.
I LOVE YOU. ❤
For the rest of my life, you are the only one i will call my man. ;3

After every guy that breaks up with me,
will one day eventually come to me and say,
'If only my gf now is half of you, i will be damn happy'
or some would ask
'Why am i such a good gf'
Because i believe, if you become a gf of someone
you will have to do the responsibilities of a gf.
Love only your man, be faithful, and trust in him.
Give more, expect less.

Whenever i am single, i get hundreds of calls
or text messages from guys.
But now, since i have a boyfriend.
I would distance myself from guys that tries to flirt with me.
I wouldnt reply any guys msgs unless its my close guy
friends, or even if they call i would just say i am busy.
I dont want to give them false hope that they have chance
of getting me, and i want to give my boyfriend
a sense of security so he dosent have to worry
that i'll leave him one day.

Instead each day, i just want to show
my boyfriend how much i love him each day
and how much i miss him each second.
I want to make him feel loved.
I will give him the best of me.
Because he means the world to me.
*So alien bii~ dont have to feel insecure,
i will always be your smelly bii >_<*

Seems like i wrote abit too much today~
So i'll just end it here.
Nights guys :]

Addicted to Mariah Carey- I want to know what love is.
Have a listen to it guys :]
*Changed songs on my teddy~ :]*