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Sunday, July 4, 2010

i sense awesome-ness.

WOOOHOO!
Irving the baldy came back!
and we are meeting up on Saturday and
the following sunday someone is coming back xD
But since i am the only one who knows about it
so i cant say whooooo :p

YESSS!!
High School reunion coming soon.
Although i am a little bit uncomfy with it due
to some reasons but eff it because i am only
going for some ppl.

Irving and i are gonna plan our beach trip
on Saturday.
And we made a bet to see who recognize who 1st.
Baldy! Just remember to keep extra for my STARBUCKS! ❤
I am DAMN SURE you cant recognize me! ahaha.
You'll see what those criticism caused me to change into. ;D
*I was stereotyped as the 'ugly one' in high school.*

I think it was yesterday that i re-shared
a video of few gays dancing,
my friend saw it as well and she called me
and said 'dude wtf did you just re-shared on fb? thats
fucking ridiculous man.'
Oh boy, was she angry. At 1st i dont see why but then
i do. Those couples of girl spoiled the real
meaning of dancing.
Infact, everyone does.

Dancing doesnt mean just cause you can dance
like a slut doesnt mean you know how to
dance. Dancing is when a beat of a song can
just make your leg beat to it and it takes
you to a different world of your own.
Its when everything comes crashing down on you
but as you just start dancing, everything seems alright.
The rhythm, the beat, the passion.

She said she missed me teaching her,
how i learned everything on me own,
and how everyone just wants me in their group.
But she just have to remind of one incident that
caused my dreams crashing.

Even till today my back hurts, even
medication doesnt heals it.
I've lost 70% of my potential.
The other 30% was gained from me forcing myself.
How i could dance 10mins without stopping and
not feeling tired but now only 5mins
with a sore back.

Even till today i do practice dancing.

If i could attend to dance school i would but
because of my mum saying no, i gave up.
But i only gave up on dancing as career,
but not passion.

I almost cried, wishing how that incident did not happen.
And how the most important thing in my life
was gone in just a min.
But she made me laugh but saying
'you could go and dance infront of them and show them
what REAL DANCING SLUT are and maybe
give them organism'
WTF? organism? really?
AHAHAHA! dude, thats so wrong.
i dont do lesbians sorry :(

From today onwards i will stop wearing lens
for some time. My eyes feels weird.
Although its hard to see myself without
lens now but i have to.
I dont wanna go blind yet.

I've been sooo obsessed with my everyday
5-mins make up i've
forgotten how it was to have dark
mysterious eyes.

I did it today :D
Here goes, 1st two without fake eyelashes.



Two with fake eye lashes.



See the different?


But i did the make up kinda bad today :(
I didnt emphasize on the eye shadow.
Maybe next time :)

I dont look really good without fake eyelashes
in pictures but in reality i look pretty
cool xD ahaha.
But afterall fake eyelashes are just the key to
bigger eyes.

Tomorrow onwards, see me without lens
and maybe without make up ;D
Or maybe with just mascara ;p
Might as well give my eyes some rest from make up.
*even though they are super light -_-*

When the winds howls and the skies turn gray,
when she's all alone and no one cares,
she turns up her stereos and starts moving
to the beat, like a human with wings,
ready to fly.

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