tattoos is a form of expressing oneself.

Way behind blog schedule again !
This was supposed to be up on 27th but today is
30th ! Yea, i know you realized i dont blog as much
as before. Thats how busy i m :(

25th was christmas but i didnt do anything.
24th boyf came to my house with presents for
my family. thanks bii appreciate it much :)

I, as usual didnt get presents and i dont mind not getting
any. But boyf did give me facial masks, and vinod
his love -_-. Mum asked what i wanted for xmas
and i said 2nd tattoo but i decided on something
so i sent her a message saying
' i know i wanted a 2nd tattoo as my xmas present
but i have decided to change it to my bday present
because today god have given u as my xmas present.
merry christmas mum n i love you deeeep deeeep'
I am such a good daughter i know xD

The day after xmas mum flew oversea and she just
gave me money to get it done myself.
So since boyf decided to go sg wang on 27th and i am
not gonna touch swimming anytime soon so
i thought why not might as well get it done asap
before my college trip to desaru next month.

Take take a picture of my plain back
1st. It will be the last time i see it T_T.
I hate holidays, make me fat ! No stomach become
got stomach !

So went to the tattoo shop around 6pm+
At 1st my friend said take about 1hr+ to finish but
in the end she decided to take her own time.
And ended up finishing at 8pm+.

I have to admit, this tattoo did hurt abit as it was
near/on the bone. First 2mins i did almost fell asleep until
she made her way to the top i was like
!@#$% !! A pain i never expected to feel.

My boyf happily chatting outside with the other
tattoo artists about his next tattoo -_-

This is my new tattoo. Yup i know its a little
bigger than i expected. But what is done is done.
And yup, majority of friends thought i will be doing
angel or fairies, i did think of doing those but when i went
and asked what kind of tattoo should i do, my friend
said she just designed it herself and she showed it to me.
Love at 1st sight, 2 days of thinking i decided to go for it.

Afterall, you dont see much girls with fishy for tattoos.
I love and i want to be unique. This is what makes me special.
I dare to stand out of the crowd.

If you wish to visit the shop where i got it done, its
at sungei wang 2nd floor.
If you wish to call you may do so at
016-3370404 :)
Very friendly people, dont be afraid to ask them anything.

Honestly there is no meaning to my tattoo.
I didnt need any meaning for my 2nd tattoo because
my butterfly already have more than enough to remind
me whats my purpose of living. Thats why i didnt
bother to design one myself. You may say i might
regret but let me repeat myself again.
The word regret doesnt exist in my dictionary :)

But the meaning of fish tattoo is
. fertility
. eternity
. creativity
. femininity
. good luck
. happiness
. knowledge
. transformation

Koi fish/ goldfish represent
. Bravery
. Strength
. Courage
. Perseverance

People may say what if u regret u might not be able
to get a job, meet people/in-laws, etc etc just because of
ur tattoos.

I dont know about u guys but i've realized, having
a tattoo is not a big issue anymore as it have become
something very very common. And population of girls
getting a tattoo is increasing. My mum, used to be a very
traditional thinker towards tattoos but due to the
adapt of changes towards our modern living today, she
is very open about it.

My brother said after my mum sees my tattoo
so big confirm i 'hailat' meaning screwed,
i didnt. Instead she said its fine.

In our society now, tattoo isnt a big deal anymore,
especially in jobs. People wan to hire someone who can WORK,
not for ur outlook. In magazines, i see models with tattoo.
I see brides with tattoo. I see rich ppl with tattoo.

To some people, pictures doesnt represent anything.
Whatever happened to the quote 'picture speaks
more than a thousand words?'
To you it may not mean a thing, to the person with the
tattoo, the meaning behind it may be more than you think.

I for one, dont just get a tattoo to look 'cool'.
I LOVE arts. I appreciate every little single art details.
Tattoo, is another form of art that allows us to speak
for ourselves. I have my own meanings behind it.
And i dont need you or neither do i even care if u judge
me just because of my body arts.

I hope societies views about tattoos keep changing and
understands that its just another art form and way of
expression.
I dont understand, why porn isnt a big issue while a tattoo is.
And pornstar are praised, why ppl with tattoo are shunned.

Tattoo is just like painting on a body.

23rd app party :D

23rd APP class had a year end party.
I know its 26th today and it means i am late updating
this post -_- but i really have no time.

Anyway, on 22nd edmund, jeremy and i
was busy with our last min dance.
So we decided to go to college early in the morning to
rehearse and try to put what we know together but turned
out we ended up fooling around xD

And when we played the song 'can i have this dance'
i laughed like mad because edmund and jeremy were
dancing together like couple and when jeremy fall
on edmund, edmund let his hand go and jeremy fell
on the floor xD

The day ended with only 10% of the dance -_-.
When i went home i memorized the rest 90% of the dance.
I was dead tired, but since i am the one with experience
with dancing i should do my part to help.

Our dance group consist of Jeremy, edmund, vicki,
vinnie, cherry and i.
23rd we practice and practice and surprisingly we got
everything done within 3hrs.
Cherry even more geng 1hr+ if i am not mistaken.

But i am very sure all of us felt proud of ourselves
and the teamwork and effort we put in :)
It was fun although it was tiring.
Our attire was pink shirts and bare feet ! :D
Pants can wear whatever we want.

Cherry, vicki, edmund, jeremy, me and vinnie.
Marzuq came in, quickly stand next to vinnie,
took the pic and left haha.

Cherry and i. I am super jealous of her body lor.
Model body, leng dou bao !

At 1st they party was suppose to start at 4pm but
later announced it will be delay to 5pm.
5pm , all waiting at lobby but it was drizzling so starting
the bbq was a prob and the number of trips we made
to summit giant just to buy things -_-

I was friggin thirsty at one moment and someone finished
my water -_-, the cafeteria wasnt open.
Just so ngam, vj came walking in with a drink in his hand
and he asked me to hold on to it.
I asked for a sip he said okay, so i took a sip.
It was soooo icy cold and refreshing and i asked if could
just finish it all and he said okay. vj saved my life :D
Thank you vj !

Brian and elvin walked to summit giant to buy the fire
starter for the bbq cause the fire wasnt starting after
quite some time. When they came back, the fire started haha xD

And finally we could have our bbq ! :D
Brian our IT man became our CHICKEN man for the day.
The chicken was yummy ! rice was yummy and the brownies
alya bought was love ! i fell in love with it at 1st bite.

Peaceeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D

Elvin, me and Isa :)

Me, Merilen and Elvin.

After eating was performance time !
And the pink group which is us was up 1st :D
Although our dance isnt well coordinated or whatever it
doesnt matter, we had fun and thats all it matters.
And the dance we did was from the taiwan drama
'Hai pai tian xin' xD

After us was elvin, marzuq and alya.
They sang the song hero and cant smile without you :)
After that everyone sang christmas songs :)
Then we sang birthday song to celebrate edmund's
gf's birthday :) She is pretty :D

Then cake fight -_- Jeremy kena haha!
Few girls just kept chasing him until he ran into a corner
and had no where else to run -_-
His shirt and hair all kena xD

Elvin cake face me -_- made me have to wash
my face and its so oily ! I ran and chase him
but you know slippers -_- makes it harder for ppl to run.
Until Jeremy was kind enough to help me.
He just put the cake on his face but i wiped it all over his face :D

After all those sessions was done, we had our own
free session. Music was played, lights was off.
Macam like club -_-

Group pic ! :D

Our pink group ! :D

Me and Vicki.

Me and Vinnie. Sweat so much @_@.

Jeremy and Edmund.
Crazy frog pose !! xD

Egyptian pose ! it was part of our dance steps haha.

Edmund was a pole. So can u guess what Jeremy is doing -_-.

Vinnie and i. Dance till high ! :D

Brian ! Surprised me !
Even got few friends they surprised me !
Didnt know they can dance :D

Our feets ! We danced barefoot haha.

The party finished around 9pm+ i think but
Edmund n his gf, Jeremy, Elvin and i stayed back and
chat with VJ and another counselor . Talking talking
suddenly came up with the idea of going on a trip .

We were suppose to go tomorrow but no one could go due
to last min plan :(
So they are planning it for next month :)

We left college around 10pm+.
There was no one else except us and its quite an awesome
experience but yet scary.

I had fun :) and experience i never expect
to have in college.
Looking forward to whatever more events there is :D

2nd photoshoot experience.

My 2nd photoshoot experience.
Fun but not so fun also.
The photographer is Benson Law, you may see his
photography or contact him for photoshoot
service through his fb page. click here

Well actually i did it quite some days ago but only
updating it on my blog now.
It is December, and when its december we all
think of christmas, and when we think of christmas
we think of cold white snowy weather which is known
as winter. xD

But sadly Malaysia is a tropical country so there
is no snow while other countries do :(
We do have snow actually. In Pavilion 5mins
snow made of soap haha. I went there twice last year
and heck no i am not going there again.
SIBEH CROWED ! No space for you to turn also.
Snow is suppose to be cold but when u r there
it is like mother nature sauna. Open area sauna -_-.

So since its December, we decided on winter theme.
Not so winter lah, i dont wanna faint with thick
thick coats on hot days. I just decided on
my brand new Topshop dress, xmas boots and a beanie
which i went to sg wang and buy just for the
photoshoot. Someone should give me an award for being so serious
when it comes to work -_-.
And also decided a summer-ish feel theme for our 2nd
theme.

Met up with the photographer at 10am and my
driver for the day was ofcourse my boyf.
Which i feel i shouldnt have asked him to drive
and wait for me because of some probs.
The area we did it in was at ampang, near KDE club.
There is a playground there.
We were also tagged along by benson's friend. its like
2photographer. tension 99.

Not even 5mins standing there i already got my 2nd
mosquito bites. Everytime i look at my leg
confirm got FEW mosquitoes feeding themselves happily.
Damn disgusting . And when i brushed them off,
there was blood stains. I have to pose and cant
scratch ! And ofcourse sweat 99. There was
no sunlight which made it hard for the photographers.
When i took off my beanie , my hair was wet -_-.
went up the car and blew it dry with aircon then continue
with 2nd theme.

My left leg.

My right leg. Kua cheong leh.
I counted both legs got 29 mosquito bites.

Changed my attire for 2nd theme. The mask
looks cool leh xD but we didnt use it, not match
for the theme. Its not mine tho, its benson's.

I think the 2nd theme should be better than the 1st.
I sweat less and the dress and everything looks better
to me. Somemore the location also good.
actually same place -_- just different area.
And i used a bear bear xD the bear my boyf's mum gave me.
But sadly i dont have the pics to share it with you guys.
The photographer havent edited it yet.
He's probably busy so we'll give him time.

This is my personal fave of the series.

He even put snow in it haha.

I was damn damn damn damn tired after the photoshoot.
But what to do, i wan/need experience.
There is still alot more asking me to be their
model but i got no time.

And on the same night when i went to bed,
there was a mosquito in my room and i didnt know.
additional 10 bites on my face which means
i had 39 mosquito bites in one day.

If i have lack of blood in my body one day,
i know what to kill. Becareful mosquitoes.

Liese bubble hair colour review.

Liese bubble hair colour.
A product that can be found in Watsons,
Sasa or Guardian at the price range of RM30+

Ofcourse they come in 10 different colours.
What makes it so popular? Well, its a hair dye formulated
to be like a shampoo making it easy to DIY ur hair
at home without making a mess nor a big fuss.

Yes as shown in the picture above its that easy ! :D
Since i havent dye my hair in 1 year more or less,
and i m sick of my black roots i decided to try
liese. I got no time to go to saloon as well.

I decided to try the colour 'Milk Tea Brown'.
Its said to be the lightest colour.
I told VJ the colour name and he said it sounds like
teh tarik colour hahaha!

This is before. See black roots, dark dark colour.

Non matching colour gradient hair xD

Mix the solution and gently just tilt the bottle.
Dont shake ! or else the foam will come out.

The solution changes colour :D

At 1st applying it is pretty hard. Apply it from the top
and work ur way round the head.
Kinda annoying to keep squeezing and squeezing .
But once you got ur hair all coated with the foam
it gets kinda fun xD

Just leave it on for 30mins, not more than that
unless u really wan ur hair to DIE.
It does get a little itchy but even in saloon when
the dye solution is on ur scalp it gets itchy too.

So i rinse my hair off and tah dah !
This is the outcome.

Because my hair is under sunlight so the colour
seems brighter. But in reality is darker.
Maybe because my hair is black. They showed
that the darker ur hair is, the darker the outcome
of the colour will be as well.

And the roots that were once black is now brown :D

The look overall :D

The good thing about it is that :
. its easy to use
. no mess at all
. it doesnt miss any part of ur hair if you
apply it properly and massage evenly
. the outcome of the colour is not bad
. no tangle during the process !
. leaves hair smooth
. it does have a lil fruity-ish smell

The bad thing is :
. the smell is damn strong
. the smell irritated my eyes causing it to turn red
. uneven colour

If u ask would i use it again the answer is yes :D
only need less than 1hr to complete the process while
in saloon need almost 2hrs and its alot more
cheaper and convenient. One bottle is really more than enough :)

If you always wanted to try it, dont be afraid,
just go for it but dont expect the colour to
be exactly the same as the package.

Good luck if you are trying it :D
And have fun while doing so :)

APP class, the time of my life.

16th November 2010, orientation day.
We all entered Segi college with or without friends.
When we 1st set sight on each other we wonder
who/where/what the person is and wonder if we
will ever be friends with each other.

1st sight, we think that some particular person is LC.
We think some particular person is pretty/handsome.
Or some person may have been attracted to some
person at 1st sight and decided to chase them.

Then we have our 1st class. The only subject we have
to do for the month was malaysian studies, our main
course only starts next year. Still strangers, some
of us sat alone while some sat in groups but not
making friends at all.

We have motivational classes and soft skill classes as well.
In VJ class, we were given activities and chances
to voice out our opinions and thats where we
come to understand each other more.
We were given our 1st presentation on social issues and
i was in a group with 3 of the funniest boys in class.
Our group consist of Edmund, Jeremy, Elvin, Brian, Valerie,
Fazilah and i.

We made a last min plan to come out and discussed how
we want our presentation to be. I remembered i
went to leisure mall to meet up with edmund, jeremy
and elvin then we went to subang to find the others.
In the car i hardly talked much, i was still pretty much a
stranger and my mandarin wasnt good and i guess
they didnt know that i know cantonese and i didnt know
they do as well. Jeremy did try to talk to me but just
listening to their conversation it just makes me laugh alot =)

At Sunway starbucks, i've shared abit of my past to them.
And we came to understand each other more breaking
our barrier of shyness. It was our 1st outing outside of college
and we came out with the awesome-st idea ever.
ACTING ! :D
Met up again on another day, and finished it.
We had loads of fun but ended up gotten tired for 1-2days.

Days passed, and now its been a month.
16th December was our last APP class, we are having
holidays now. Just when we are all getting to know
each other more and having the time of our life,
class ends.

But we have a fun class held by VJ.
I know i've always been giving advices to people and motivate them,
giving them courage and breaking their comfort zone.
But in VJ class we do more than listen, we experience it.
How do we experience it? Haha, the best way
anyone can come out with. Falling off a table on ur back,
TRUSTING that ur friends will catch u safely.

No one dared to go 1st so VJ called me up -_-.
It was okay for me because i did cheerleading before.
And yes i was super excited to do it and i wanted
to do it again.

Wheeee ~ I landed, look at Jeremy's face expression!
He caught hold of my waist and i happened to fell
off on my butt 1st. Sorry i was heavy :p

We learn TEAMWORK and STRATEGY planning.
To carry each other to the other side of the chair.

Edmund so strong ! :D
The strength we put to save our friends to the safe side
of the boat. *we have to pretend we were on titanic boat,
and it crashed*

The amount of TRUST you really have to put to really
fall back without worry. Its looks scary doesnt it?

I really pity the guys so much.

No matter how heavy a person is, we still give in our all
to make sure he/she gets their chance to be lifted up.

Jeremy being lifted up by his group.

And he fell. xD

We all learn that each and everyone of us have different
views and opinions and when we put it all
together, we can come out with better strategy
that other people.

Only this group lifted up like this.
They did many tries to lift the last person up, and
i admire their spirit of not giving up.

We learn to work as a group, lead and follow one another,
to listen, to act as one. Never a ME but a WE.
There is no I in TEAMWORK =)
By doing so, alot of us became super close in just a month,
chattin on msn non stop, smsing or maybe calls.

In Mr.Rao's malaysian studies class. This was taken
during our presentation. Everyone got 10/10 -_-.
Elvin ! Concentrate ! Dont play with ur laptop okayyyy.

Not only have i made friends but i found my twin.
SERIOUSLY twin. 95% of things we do and
things we like/hate is the SAME. See both of us
wearing grey shirt on the same day without even
having to tell each other. Yes she is my dear Valerie.

And i found my sailormoon. Jeremy xD hahaha !
This guy soooo cute la, always give me cubit.

When i was coughing continuously, alot of friends cared
and i was truly touched. And i think we all
have the best exam of our life xD

Can you believe it, i used to hate going to classes but after
i got close to some of you guys, i cant wait for classes.

Next year, we may or may not be in the same class anymore,
but lets treasure all the time and fun we had with
each other :D And i believe we can all hangout when we
dont have classes :)

23rd is our class party, lets make it funnnnn ! :D

mummmmy i mad love you :)

Okay la, i am sorry i am only updating my
blog after almost 2 weeks but i was just lazy and
there isnt anything much going on in my life except
i have been coughing for 2weeks.
And people have been telling me its getting worst and worst.
But still i am truly amazed at how many people
cares and actually say they want to bring me to see a doctor
if i continue coughing for 3weeks.
Touched :p

I am having an exam this coming thursday but no matter
how i study, nothing goes into my head.
I should wake up at 4am and study, its a method
that works for me :D
But whenever i asked anyone if they started studying
or not yet, the answer is no. xD
No wonder we are all classmates.

Last day of class, 16th.
Then after that i am freeee but i choose to keep myself
busy with photoshooting. Everyone asked me
to continue with it. Ah ming kor gave me an
opportunity to be in a local mtv shooting but
unfortunately i couldnt because i got class on monday and
thats when they are shooting it :(
But thanks kor for giving me another opportunity :)

Ah ming was funny when i talked to him few days back.
He told me after our photoshooting session together,
everyone asked who i am and if i am a model.
But when he told them i am just a college student they
were like stunned for a min. ahahaha.

Anyways, today i finally had some time with my mum,
cousins and aunty. Yes, classes and friends and bf
takes up my time now. Today i thought i was gonna
spend another day rotting at home but mum asked
if i wanted to go out this afternoon and i was like yes please !

So we went to pavilion. I totally forgotten today is
Saturday and its a day where everywhere is crowded.
No seats anyways to yam cha ! No starbucks T_T.
But when i became hyper when i saw a new open store.
STICKY !

Sticky candies, at 1st there is only branches in Singapore
i think, I only came to know about it when i read
it from XiaXue blog. And the way they made it was
amazing. They were showing how it was made
but i couldnt be bothered to see it , i saw it
on XiaXue blog xD

I just went straight in and bought myself one bottle.
And my cousins bought one for themselves.
Alot of flavors was sold out :(
So i just bought the mix one.

The designs in cute and colourful, u may design ur
own though but yea, expensive abit laaaa.

Ohhh stickyyyyyy, i finally got you.
Last time i only can look at you thru pictures but
now i can eat you ! ;D

And and and after so many months i finally bought
a top for myself at topshop ! :D
Cost around 200+ -_-.

I know yesterday on twitter i said i would update
my blog but in the end i failed to do so because
family dinner caused me to be home late and
after that i was tired.

Anyways, i wasnt angry or anything but umm yea
just something i have to voice out because
i need to point out some bloody common sense.
You know how bloody annoying it is to have someone
completely copy and paste everything you wrote
and take it as their own and when u confront them
they act like as if they dont know shit?

Well yea let me show u something.

Whatever she said looks familiar?
Very very right?
And yea she said she copied it from SOMEWHERE else.
I bet her somewhere else was here.

Yea here, my picture comments. lolwtf right?
And she's alll like oh go get a real copyright thingy
from government and yada yada ya.
If i were the one to copy and paste what she wrote
she would definitely do the same as i would.

Think of someone's else feelings before you bitch.
because you start this crap, i m just treating u back the same.
Be very grateful i inked off your name.

But whatever, because i am in a mad happy mood
that no one can spoil it.
Mummy said YES to me getting another tattoo !
YEASHHHHHH ! Cant wait to start designing ~
Oh mummy i mad love you so much !
I am gonna kiss and kiss and kiss you !
I can feel those very addictive pain during my tattoo
session again !~

And i need to start thinking what presents to buy for ppl.
I have no idea what to buy for guys -_-.
Anyways, end it here for now :)