food is my future.

Hiiiiiiiii ! So i was asked if my blog is dead. Well

the answer is yes NO. It wont die

*for now* but sometimes i'm either too lazy,

too busy or too empty with my life to blog.

Or some stuffs are personal so i have to keep it

to myself :)

Plus finals are coming and i swear i am gonna study

but why am i procrastinating again ?! WHY !

Oh wait, because i got 'How i met your mother' to

watch D: I blame my fat hammy brother for giving me

the series. I'm on season 4 now. HD SOMEMORE !

Hiiiiii :D I look different rigggggght?

Looks more innocent right ? :p

Wanna know how ? Damn simple.

I can swear on my life to u girls, i DID NOT make up

here. All i used was, black contact lens and eyelashes.

no eyeshadow, no eyeliner. just mascara.

Oh yes dont forget, eyebrows.

Closer look :)

People always say 'less is more', yea i think

i know what they mean now :)

you dont need thick make up to make urself

look beautiful, infact sometimes too much make up

make u look scarier instead of prettier.

Sure you may look all dolled up but leave that

for special dinner occasions :)

your skin needs air to breathe, how can it breathe

if you cover it with layers of foundations,

eye shadows, etc. I dont use foundation at all.

I find it very uncomfortable. And i only use

lip gloss when my lip is dry.

Plus the 'nude' make up only takes 3-5

mins.

Just put on ur lens and mascara and you are done ! :D

save alot $$ on cosmetics as well :p teehee.

Oh and i've learnt something new.

Angry bird = Dulan jiao.

HAHA! sound so rude i knowwww.

Anyways, yesterday my brother took me out

for brunch at 4pm. yup 4pm, we both woke up in

the afternoon. teehee.

I didnt know there is Brussels near my house.

Seriously near, 5mins away only.

I can has decent western food near my house

now teehee!

And the price is reasonable.

We ordered 2 main course, 1 salad, 2 desserts, and drinks,

not even over RM100.

Its indeed delicious too.

Starting off with my FAVE !

Caesar salad ! Brother damn sayang me, i didnt

order it at 1st and he asked if i wanted cause he knew

i LOVE it. Kor kor dai sek~ mwax mwax

Another all time fave, Spaghetti Carbonara.

Very creamy mmmmmm.

Brother's porky burger.

from this view it looks small but its hugeee.

Chitty chatty with our stupid conversations .

Its been so damn long since i last have a brother sister

time with him :( We used to have it every weekend

until he have to work on alternate weekends now.

I feel its important to spend time together k :(

After our main course, i was craving for sweet endings.

Desserts :p

Creme Brulee, this was just soso.

I think the best creme brulee i've ate is at Zen.

Someone teach me how to make creme brulee please!

I crave for it every now and then :(

Waffles with one scoop of vanilla ice cream.

Aiyo i'm craving for that ice cream now :(

Strawberries ~ It was soo sweet and my brother's waffle

came with chocolate dipping so you know the obvious ;)

Strawberry dip into chocolate = maximum love.

I've been thinking alot lately.

Future, what careerrrr.

At 1st i said journalism, then i said fashion magazine writer.

Wait, wayyy back mum said air stewardess.

Then modelling. but i chose college.

Then i said i wanted to go New York after i'm done

with college to future my knowledge in writing.

But you know what i want now ?

guess.

guess.

guess.

TV HOST FOR FOOD/TRAVELLING !

Dont laugh please :(

I mean i like LOVE food and i love

travelling alot. Right now i'm thinking why didnt i take

culinary since i love food so much?

But i know my future will definitely have something

to do with entertainment or food.

But i have one very weak spot when it comes to food.

I'll tell you, when a food is too cute to me, i will not eat it

unless FORCED.

Yes see this haagen dazs mooncake ice cream?

Its so simple, so round and its looks cute to me.

Its still in the freezer. I wanted to eat it but when i looked

at it i felt its too pretty to be eaten.

But i know i'll have to eat it soon before someone else eats it.

And ofcourse, when food is to be shown on TV

they make it damn nice and presentable.

I'll wanna camwhore the food more than eating it.

I need to get over this weakness.

My heart just turns soft when i see cute stuffs :(

Throw a rilakkuma or hello kitty in my face and i'll go

AWWWW. dont believe u can try.

A new feeling experience.

13th August 2011, was a pain for me.

i slept around 3am and had to wake up at 6am.

Its not that i dont wanna sleep, i just cant fall asleep.

had to wake up early was because i had a public

relations assignment event thingy.

Visited the orang asli school to educate them, play

games with them and communicate with them.

They are at the age below 12.

7.30 reached college, turns out not everyone was on time.

Suppose to depart at 8.30am but we departed at

9am. the time when we were suppose to reach.

So everything was pretty much delayed.

Because i am the secretary, my only job was to take care

of the attendance since i got the proposal done with the help

of Shafiq. Like one of my classmate John said, just to show

face and earn 30marks.

Oh and on our way, bus driver got lost -.-

Shafiq, Akagi & Raymurn did not sleep, i slept 3hrs,

we were all basically dead on the inside.

But Shafiq is like a freaking superman!

He is fasting and he did everything, the weather was effing hot.

We all tried to convince him to atleast drink something but

he insisted to continue with his fast :(

Super proud of you buddy :)

The place we were in is a small building, when we reached

the kids was already waiting.

awwwwwwww they are so cute !!

Especially when i smile at them and they smile back,

their smile, absolutely innocent.

Setting everything up, getting ready to start =)

Balloons for the games.

Very real fact about me.

I am afraid of balloon. hold a balloon in ur hands

infront of me trust me, i'll RUN.

A very kampung area. The kids have to live like this

without complaining. Why cant some brats imagine how

lucky they are and get on with their lives?

At 1st we expected around 35 kids, but turned out

there is 41 kids. Gosh not enough sponsored goodies,

Haffiza had to go out to get more.

Then all us 'show face' people pretended to be busy by

putting all the things into the bags, well there was just

too many participants for us to join.

When the games was conducting, you can see just how

those children enjoy themselves so much.

Their laughter, their energy, their willingness to listen

and cooperate with us. Every time i attend to something

like these, my heart changes a little. Even when my kai yeh

invited me to an event to help the kids, i experienced something new.

I feel alot happier, even if it was hot and i was damn sweaty

it didnt matter to me. I didnt even bother to make up much.

I didnt even eat anything because most of the classmates

are fasting, would be better to respect them right?

When i drink i hide inside a room or turn my back towards them to

drink. Please respect those who are fasting, its not an easy thing to do.

The very last thing we did was this,

tah dah, a banner to show our appreciation :)

invited all the children to put their hand prints there :)

then the committee did it too, i didnt wanna do it.

Was lazy to rub rub rub till my hand is clean.

so freaking cute!

some did it over and over and over again.

Jan shen then bodyguard aka babysitter !

now became the hand washer ! haha :p

Shafiq our president :)

Jan shen :p

Only today i started getting close with him and John.

kept talking and had alot of laughs. I forgot to mention,

i like this kinda events too because it brings the

whole class closer without anyone noticing it themselves.

Around 1pm+, it ended.

Kids went home happy we went home dead tired.

Even after the event ended we had to clean up, then walked

quite a distance to go out and get up the bus.

Shafiq and Raymurn slept in the bus haha.

Abellllll, my hammy brotha was waiting for me at college.

We were gonna have lunchieee together since

brother was coming late to pick me up.

Sorry to keep u waiting hammy ! but its not my fault :/

Thank god i brought an extra t-shirt to change,

was sweaty like mad. Plus i had to wear long pants :(

Went to Sunway pyramid with my brotha hammy,

BBQ plaza for lunch.

Felt awesome eating after not eating last night

and the whole morning.

But even after eating, gastric still hurts, too acidic :/

Emo hammy, he calls me stalker just because i know

him well -.- I call him hamster because he looks like one.

a hamster with lion hair.

We stopped by at the pet shop awhile and saw this

super cuteeee animal i forgot what it is called.

Its damn fat and round with very nice long tail :p

Abel said he buy a hamster for me, if it

dies he buys another 1. I was like -.-

i wanted hamsters but mum said no.

When i left already, abel called me and said the parking

ticket is with me. i was like OH SHIT !

But i was already on the way home ! Damn wei i

felt so fucking bad ! :( Totally forgotten about it.

I M SOOOOO SORRY HAMMY !

i'll return it to u on Monday HAHA :P

I'm still feeling damn bad.

I think, i think, i should get my news reporting assignment

done soon while waiting for boyf's call.

But no motivation haiya :(

emo emo gone gone.

See the black roots on my hair ? Disgusting right?

The worst moments for people with coloured hair,

especially black to blondes.

I know u all love my chubby cheeks :p

So i went to get Liese hair bubble colour again except

this time i went for 'Orange Mocha'.

The outcome is ......

Tadah ! this is under the sunlight, without the sunlight it

isnt this bright. I wanted to leave my fringe long but

all my friends said no, wtfish -.-

And once again, mum prefers me with fringe so i had it cut.

I wanted a more orange kinda colour :(

Nvm maybe end of the year when my hair is *hopefully*

long then i'll visit a saloon.

I'm sorry i didnt really reply to everyone because

i was choooo emo these 2days.

swollen eyes explains it.

& it really hurts when they one u needed the most

just isnt there for you but can be in cc.

Or when he calls he isnt willing to even understand or ask

'what happened' , 'what made u cry so bad'.

Then i was sick for couple of days and lost 2kg. I even took

a pic and showed my sweetheart jialin the bones

sticking out on my waist.

If vinod sees it he'll definitely shoot me left right up and down.

He doesnt like me losing weight idk why.

While some friends say i'm gonna lose my boobs and

be completely flat wtf -.-

But on last thursday i had a longgggg nap inside the

car and when i woke up i felt alot better emotionally

and physically. But my head still hurts worst than hangover.

Even my face slimmed down. this is a yay for me.

When i woke up this morning it was almost 12PM.

I dont know why i felt happy that i finally can sleep until

12PM. So when i woke up i showered 2 of my dogs, went

upstairs to iron the clothes, made lunchie for grandmama,

wash the clothes, help grandma cut vege for dinner and she said to me

'only u can make cutting onion look hard'.

I'm just not born to be in the kitchen :(

Then mum smsed me just to help her change her bedsheets

so i have to do it.

Then every once in awhile i go upstairs and kacau my grandparents.

Although they may say 'kakacaucau' to me but

i can see them smiling. I feel happy whenever i see them

smile =) Blessed to have my grandparents.

Both JiaLin and i have nothing better to do.

Leave XDO on just to lv our pets haha.

One princess one kitty.

I know my avatar damn cute.

Damn hard to lv it uppppppp.

Even when u get 1k combo you only get 8-7% at

the lv of 27, and we want to lv it to 40 so it

evolve to 3rd stage.

Today jialin and i talked about moving out and staying together

if she comes back here to study due to some

prob with the college in sg.

We were going wayyyyy over our heads.

Out of nowhere talked about cooking dinner together

like how we did when she stayed at my home, or

can just go movie, yumcha anytime, etc etc.

Because she knows my prob at home and only she knows

100% of it. I always talked about wanting to be

an independent girl, i dont wan to count or trouble anyone because

i would only feel guilty even if people are willing to do

things for me.

Staying at home, i got grandma to pamper me, i got

mum to care for me and gives me allowance once

in awhile.

Although everyone says 'its a parent's job to do this',

but i would feel better if i could handle my life myself.

Its better to get experience earlier 1st so after graduating

you'll know what u want to do right?

but my finals is just around the corner soon.

so i dont have time to be emo.

i need to get my study mode on ! :(

I dont know why i keep repeating the script

'the man who cant be moved' and 'breakeven'.

i find their songs beautiful :)

OH btw, my fb link is nao

www.facebook.com/cookiesxcoffee

other links is not me :)

Teehee~ :p