goodbye coach, hello new watch.

*I miss youu

Morning went to Lot10 with my mum,
brother and cousin sister.
my brother and i went to Sg wang to collect
shampoos and stuffs.And he went to look for his friends. I sat
and wait -_-.

Went to Pavilion after awhile.
My mum kept asking if i wanted the Coach bag.
I have no choice but to say no.
Sometimes just because we love something doesnt
mean we have to get it.
Ahhh, so long and goodbye my love coach bag T~T.

But my mum kept saying why dont i want
anything anymore.
Why am i refusing things from her already.
Sometimes we all have to control our desires mummy.
Understand me. Like how i understand you.

Its always like this.
Whenever you buy something for me we end
up having mini argument.
But whatever you choose and buy for me,
i will always appreciate it much.
Especially at times like this.

*With the watccchhh.
Ellesse brand. At the price of RM400.

I still find it hard to believe i said NO to a branded bag.
Coach. A coach bag. Limited edition some more.
Applause for me please.
My brother said buy now think later.
I am not you kor!
Proves that i am not greeeeedy!
Gosh my heart hurts T~T coach bag sayonara~

Everyday i am saying coach coach coach.
I must have really loved it.
Unbelievable. haha.

Havent walked for so long.
My feet hurts. :(
When i go taiwan its gonna be early in the morning
walk till the next morning.
Meaning 1 or 2am T~T.

Empty stomach.
Except bread in the late afternoon.
Bii is gonna kill me if he knows T~T.
Shh~ Might as well let him read it from here >_<.
He wants me meaty meaty but i dont want T~T.

On the phone moments ago he asked from
the 1st day i met him till now how much weight have i lost.
Actually i am not so sure but i think between 5-10kg.
He said he loved me better when i was fatter.
I still am fat bii!!
Okay so i decided to see my 6mths ago picture and now.

*6mths ago.*

*December 2009*

*28 March 2010*

See not alot right?
Okay fine maybe its alot.
*Look at my face shape*
I am sorry biii !! >_<
Maybe being fatter than my boyfriend is not my thing.

*But see i am still chubby x]
Everyone loves pinching my cheeks T~T

Bii sent me a message saying
'Imagine, next time my baby cutting our son
or daughter hair and they keep complaining bout their
mummy. Isnt it so great? =)'

After reading it, i get this very warm feeling.
The warm-ness of thinking about
our very own family in the future.
A happy one with smiles, laughter and maybe
kids with tears after scolding them.

I am already thinking of my future family
at the age of 18 where most teenage would just
think where and how to have fun.

I must be seriously in love.
Knowing he is the one for me.
Knowing he is the perfect man for me.

The search for my future husband is over.
You are the one i only need.
1.17am. waking up at 8am later.
And i'll see you in the afternoon.
Gosh the excited feelings fills me up again.
I love you bii.