girls that are taken is never fun to mess with.

Firstly before i start my post, i would like to
deeply apologize to friends that i havent
talked to anyone in a few days. I have been
stressed, annoyed and tired, and i didnt wanna throw
anger on anyone except myself.
So once again SORRYYYYY :)

For those who didnt know i started college
at Segi college in subang. So anyone studying
nearby can call yum cha k ? :P
i need more friends there !!

My student ID with my super gay picture xD
Cant believe i actually used it xD
I just wanna get it done asap.
I just censored my IC number -_-v.

Can you believe it ?
I didnt sleep for one night, i was sick the night before,
my eyes was dry but yet i wore lens to class.
My eyes was red and i didnt know !!
Ppl must have thought i cried omgosh xD
And i didnt eat from 7am till 8pm with only half bottle
of water down my throat. oh and ice lemon tea
with a new friend i met :D

This is my current state. A MESS and not a hot one. fml.
If i am a hot mess i wont mind. wtf.
I had like 30mins nap at my boyf's house
before he sent me home until my mum decided to call
and wake me up.

Actually i am still having gastric as i am writing
this but you know i am super dedicated to my blog.
well more like i have no medicine at home -_-.
Anyways, 4 girls including myself have inspired me
to write this entry. And its about how we feel about guys.
Some may say yes, some may say no but this is
just information i've gathered.

As we all know, GIRLS tends to be super jealous
over their boyfriend talking to other girls.

1st lets talk about the meaning 'jealous'.
There is two saying :
1) Being jealous is a sign of loving someone so much
to the point where u r afraid to lose them.
2) Being jealous means you dont trust your partner.
Which is the right meaning for you ? :)

I have asked many girls, how/what do you usually feel
when you caught ur bf talking to other girls.
ALL said JEALOUSY. If bf talks to other
girls its fine PROVIDING they tell their gf
who they are talking to, what relation do they have together,
and wants to know every single details from top
to bottom NO MISS !

If you are wondering do i feel the same, the
answer is YES. i do. worst. i feel insecure.
Yes i know my boyf loves me. But because everyone
have the 'when there is once there is twice' thingy
in my head, i feel way way worst.

Some girls does it worst than me. i usually
just question my boyf until he tells me.
some girls adds the other girls xD which is totally epic to me.
Or some will take pic and post it out and say
'this bitch is flirting with my bf ! she is so cheap !'
hello, blame ur bf too ok? he is flirting too.

The worst crap you can possibly hear is
'Oh that girl doesnt have any friends in KL cause she
moved from some other place so she just
want to share her probs and she trust me' which is totally wtf.
Hello, 1st of all she got no handphone isit?
No friends from her place is it?
She havent met you / talk to u before and so what?
she decided to trust u even when she barely knows u and not
friends she knows better ? then decided to crap her history out?
And worst is guys decides to trust their crap without
knowing if its real or not and have pity on them which is double wtf.
What about ur gf who have been thru worst for u?
Got appreciate them or not? got pity them or not?
Got give them advice or not? or just tell
'hey baby, its gonna be fine'
or
'hey baby be mature for once'. triple wtf.

I have asked those girls whom inspired me to do this post
about stuffs like this and they said
BULLLLLSHITTTTT. all of them said
1st, whoever girls does the example i stated above said
' just who is she to ur bf ? '
' she created all this herself who is he to care? '
I was like =______=. pretty interesting answers.

I am the type of girl that when i am in a relationship
i prefer giving my boyf spaces too. I allow him to go
out with anyone, anywhere and anytime providing
he just tells me when he is going out.
Friends scolded me and said i broke the girl's rule to keeping
boyf loyal. meaning have them tell u who they are going
out with, when, where and how. and expects them
to do it with total facts and non bullshits.
girls are just epicly ftw -_-.

If you are a boyf reading this, we allow u to talk
to other girls but can u atleast not keep it a secret?
Because once we find out about it , we get all
insecure and start thinking crap.
And some of us girls may find it hard to confront to u
guys about it because we dont want u to think
we are making a big deal out of it but we just want you
to tell us and show the world that its us you love.
Even a simple *ur gf name* i love u at ur fb status
we are mad happy and i believe when we girls do it for you guys
too u will feel the same am i right?

Opening up to each other and trust with no
secrets in a relationship is hard i know.
Everyone will have a dirty little secret of their own.
But if you wan a long lasting one, i prefer u do so.
Secret only kills things.

We girls are rather dangerous species as well.
If we found out and we dont like it,
who knows we might find our way to send a hate msg
to that particular girl u r getting close with a little
something like this :
'hey bitch, if u dont wan trouble i prefer u stay
away from my bf before anything happens to u'.
Then thats where problems starts ESPECIALLY it will
be more epic if ur bf happens to defend for that girl and scold
you. yes you. his gf. then u will know their relationship
isnt something so simple.

And guys one more thing . If you are online, talk to ur
gf. let her know you are there missing her.
Dont come online, ignore ur gf and talk to other girl because
once we find out about it we cause drama only.
We want truth from u even though we already know.
And when u tell us, we will wanna diss about other girls.

I dont know why but i guess girls will always be girls
because men will always be men.
We too hate being so super sensitive over something
that seems so small but bothers us so much.
How easy it is for u guys to think and take it as such a light matter.
Totally envy boys -_-.

Anyways, this was all i've managed to gathered.
I havent got the time to gather up my girls
and bombard them with questions about this topic xD