i'm still flying sky high ❤

I dont know how many people know this but i'm

sure alot already know due to my non stop bragging

about it, it may not be a big deal to you guys but it is for me.

I FREAKIN GOT A PART TIME JOB!

Yes ! after months of searching i got it !

Although it means no time for anything because my classes

are mon-thurs and workdays is fri-sun. But still

the pay is worth it. I'm not gonna tell where because i dont want

people stalking me when i work :p

When i received the call from the agent i freaking jumped

in joy after she hung up. I called vinod and said

'i am so happy to the point that nothing can spoil my mood, and

i dont mind running naked in the streets now' yea that's how

mad happy i was. Then i just had to whatsapps my forever baby

Jia lin ❤

 Yup she was excited for me too.

Even on twitter alot of friends congratulated me.

Why am i so mad happy over a job ?

Because i can be financially independent :D

I can move out, pay for my rent, no more bothering mum and

things will be less hectic although more tiring.

But its my 1st step through independent. I hate counting on people.

I'm well known for being tough, so i'm not gonna let that down.

i WILL be tough although i might be in bitch mood once

in awhile but still.. TOUGH !

I'm not the kinda girl who needs a man for financial purpose, i

believe in fully supporting myself. Why count on a man and when

he leave you got nothing left.

 Fatt hao mode, i wore a skirt after 29374563millions years.

I feel more comfy with shorts because i can sit in any position

without flashing my underwear and its comfy/

And heels because it made my legs look longggg and slim ❤

But fake 1 k, dont go believing i'm that thin.

Was suppose to go out with my chocolate manwhore but

he cancelled out on me last min due to unforeseen circumstances.

But i'll be seeing him tmr.

Sooooo i stayed home thinking i can get some gooood nappy time

but noooooo, phone never stops ding ding. 

And tmr i have to follow my mum out early in the morning

to do crappy things that i dont want to.

 And and this is hammy jr's blur face !! SO CUTE ❤❤

When i called him he turned to me with his eyes half opened

and this is his blur face xD

I can never go a day without seeing him ❤

Short post for today, have to sleep early damn.

And whee hair is growing longer~

And and and, from being called taiwanese, japanese, american-born-chinese,

i am now asked if i am KOREAN.

OMG are you serious ? korean xD

& someone said i look like i have plastic surgery although i don't.

you know to be said 'you look like u have plastic surgery but u didnt'

is actually something to be proud of.

looking like a korean with plastic surgery is seriously im out of word to

describe, because i'm flying sky high with that praise.

Have you seen korean celebs ? :O pretttty righhhhhhht?

Okay i better come back down. Before someone calls me PROUD.

I know i've said it 92873432th times but

I CANT WAIT FOR CLASSES TO START DAMMIT! >:(

freelancing job aaa!

I know i said it before either on twitter or wherever but i'm gonna

say it again. I CANT WAIT FOR CLASS TO START!

My gosh, yes i am that bored.

Everyone is dying to have my 1 month holiday well,

PLEASE TAKE IT AWAY FROM ME !

& no, freelance job hunting isnt going so well. All i got is

dinner/bar ambassador job which i cant do. Anyone need flyer girl/

promoter/show girl for events pls pls pls pls pls do contact me at

email : babemilky26@hotmail.com or

fb : lovemabel@live.com THANKIUU !

Oh and it is alot better if job location is at bukit bintang cause its near

my house :)

I've failed to blog about the return of my chocolate tangachi.

cause i was that lazy when i met him.

Still, yes my 15yrs tangachi is back and i ofcourse missed him

to bits and bits of tiny little pieces until he started

annoying me i hate him all over again.

But my chocolate manwhore is leaving soon so i have to get as

much time possible as i can with him.

Anyways, today i woke up pretty early just to inform mum my

phone is barred. so she said to go out with her and get it paid

then spend the day together. i was like yayyy a day out but kena tipu.

Turns out i was dragged out to learn about wine now.

I remembered back then it was learning about properties, investments,etc

when mum started her field in property. now she's planning on wine.

And yup, she wants me to learn so i can help.

1st, i can't drink

2nd, i don't even think i can remember wine names cause its

either too long or complicated

3rd i still can't drink.

The person my mum and i met up with said we should go over to her

company for wine tasting and i should follow.

1 sip and you'll see tomato face.

But then again its not bad to learn more stuffs right even if you're

not a weeeeee bit interested. When i heard the word 'proposal, sponsorship,

marketing terms, etc' i had a flash back of college. 

the nightmare of PR and marketing!

But nvm mummy, i forgive u for dragging me out because

i has korean food for brunch. teehee.

&& the awesome moment when mum bumps into a friend and her

friend said 'your daughter lost weight'.

Have you guys seen the all new KLCC supermarket ? :D :D

OMG IT IS LOVE !

I felt like i was in taiwan/hong kong/singapore supermarket!

omg i miss taiwan now, DAMN.

 Here is a little sneak peek.

Yup there's few mini food stalls there. Japanese snacks.

Something like Singapore Takashinmaya supermarket if you have been there.

 More mini sneek peek ;D

Its a must must go go visit !

And i wanna try that starbucks ice cream one day!

I want a i ❤ food t-shirt . I shall find it one day.

3pm met up with another person to discuss about wine 

retailing. my head could burst.

I'm still amazed how they remember the names,prices and

where it is from. mummy please don't tell me i has to do the same too.

I found a perfect excuse to escape and took a break.

'mummy i go photostat my IC as u requested for it'.

i really did go and look for photostat place but ofcourse i did

made one stop :p

*passed by uniqlo and spotted minnie t-shirts*

those who followed my blog all along will know im a big

mickey/minnie t-shirts lover.

*walked in*

 Teehee :p ❤

But i didnt get this t-shirt. i found this collection a little

too plain sooooo i bought another one.

'porky pig' i think.

Surprising mummy didnt ask what took me so long.

she probably knew what i was up to.

From KLCC went to bangsar BSC. mum went to meet a

friend and i requested for alone time.

Bought magazines and a new notebook!

Sat in a cafe inside Times bookstore.

So peaceful and quiet! gosh i love it there.

Window seat window seat ! teeehee ❤.

 Tired face of the day. panda eyes is forever so sexy.

People always ask what apps i used to edit pics on iphone.

I usually use instagram so i can share it to twitter/fb the moment

i upload on instagram. but also used other apps for diff effects

instagram doesnt offer.

Edited of the above pic with 'mei tu xiu xiu' app.

It is widely loved by girls because of this colour effect.

 My 4th cup of drink in a row.

Iced chocolate. wrong choice, i was freezing.

So people may think it is anti social/sad to be alone but

i appreciate alone time. Gives me time to think

and sort my own stuffs straight.

But i went daydreaming so i pretty much did not sort anything.

damn.

Went home around 7pm+.

The feeling of being home after a long day out, with

baby hammy jr waiting in his cage ❤

Mummy bought a new wheel for you baby ❤

 He freaking loves it, he never stop running on the wheel after

i put it in. He outgrew his wheel thats why i have to get a

new wheel, i should make him go on a diet.

Then the moment when i enter my room i have 2 dogs waiting

by the door for me. When i enter they jump on my bed so they

can stand on two legs and put the other two on me so i can hug them

and they can lick my face. Yup its pretty sweet but annoying

when your 90% tired, they are lucky i'm only on 89%.

 My babygirl Lui Lui giving me a little kiss ❤

 Btw, i used 'Picframe' to combine pictures :)

The colour effect is from instagram 'brannan' effect.

 you know i'm fucking tired when my hair is in a mess

flying everywhere and i dont give a damn.

And the thing i'll 100% do when i'm frustrated, tired, or whatever

negative thing u can think of is, 5 fingers brushing my hair up and just letting

it fall without caring how i look like.

When i do that move then you'll know i is not in a mood to play unless

i tell u i is tired. But 90% of the time is tired so chill lah :p

LOOK AT THE SIZE OF MY BABY !

Gosh! you are going on diet babyboy!

Mummy dont wan you to reach obesity.

Yes you'll look damn cute but still no.

Okay damn tired now.

Goodnights bye ❤

Will update when i feel like updating ❤

Oh wait, last thing to share.

One of the most memorable picture of my brother.

TEEEHEEE ! ❤

Kor, grow ur hair out please, you look marvelous darling. 

its a blessing to have u guys ❤

I have to say i was very very very very super duper

touched that when i was sick on tuesday i received

alot of get well soon messages thru fb, twitter and whatsapps!

Although it was just a bad cold but i swear i had one of my

worst experience ever. It all started..

when i have my first exam, Public Relations on Tuesday so i

decided to sleep at 2.30am and woke up at 4.30am to do

last min study. Thank you to my alarm for waking me up.

The moment i woke up at 4.30, i didnt feel so bad but i was

freezing in my room but i thought its normal since its

morning and mornings are usually cold.

So i thought i might as well get a cup of coffee to wake myself up and

feel warm at the same time but noooooooo, slowly

the flu start coming. boxes of tissues next to me as i study.

8am took a damn hot shower thinking the cold will go away but

noooooo, got worst. Thank god i have my brother's jacket to accompany

me throughout the day. i looked like a boss/polar bear.

Threw in packets and packets of tissues in my bag just for the flu.

My nose was red and it started hurting with me wiping

it over n over again with tissue. oh annoying part, sneezing

10 times in a row till i accidentally pulled my stomach muscles.

10am time for exam, whole body feeling extremely weak.

i used 1 packet of tissue inside the hall and trying sooooo

hard not to sneeze. halfway writing the answers i started

feeling damn drowsy and my eyes was closing and ofcouse flu

running down my nose, i had to rush to finish it and thats how

i screwed my 1st paper. couldnt even remember anything ugh.

Empty stomach whole day, went home straight away took medicine.

Friends was like ohhhhh noooo but i didnt know why i just

went to bed. The moment i woke up, i felt a stingy feeling in my gastric

i was like no wonder the 'oh no' started.

Friends who knows about my gastric being very acidic always forces me

to eat before taking pills, but unfortunately i was too sleepy to tell

anyone i'm gonna take pills 1st before going to bed. Then i had

dinner which then caused my gastric to hurt more, ate halfway i went

back to bed and roll around till i fall asleep.

Thank god i recovered soon enough for second exam. Being sick and sitting

for a paper is seriously fml. Please be healthy

everyday especially when exams are near and dont study

last min like me having to wake up in the mornings.

So big big big THANKIUU for ur love and care when

i was sick. hell became heaven with ur wishes.

Although whatsapp and fb notification kept ding ding on my phone

when i was sleeping and it kept waking me up, it was worth

it because its a blessing from u guys :) ❤ 

Today i had my last exam for this semester. I dont wanna talk about it.

Goddamit marketing. Stressed like fuck.

BUT NOWWWWWWW

*drum rolls*

I'm a free woman for one month and i'm not happy.

Because i have nothing to do in 1 month AND i want

to find freelancing jobs.

Oh I havent properly introduced my new baby munchkin to you

guys yet :D my little adorable babyboy.

Meet HAMMY.JR the HAMSTER! teehee.

 My very first picture of him, i seriously thought he is one

of those split personality hamster at 1st because 1min

he is running on wheel the next min he emo like the pic above.

When i chose him he was sleeping in the wheel just like the pic, and

i found him cute.

So ofcourse since he is my new babyboy i spoil him to the max,

even bought a hamster ball so he can run around my house

without getting hurt and lost.

 Look at him, gosh i can just sit and watch him sleep ❤ 

Yes epic hamster i know. Lazy to the max.

Hi sleepy head :) stop being so adorable cannnn ?

I know he looks damn cute and friendly.

But the fact is he is dangerous. He prefers my fingers over

anything. oh yes he bites. if he is happy he just nibbles, if

he just need to chew, skins comes off my fingers. yup

that deadly.

So after 2 weeks, he is this chubby now. like i said i spoil

him too much. hamster until like a boss.

I remembered there was a night when i reached home, i

went to the cage and called out 'hammy hammmmmy' there

was no response, usually he would put his head out of the house.

Then i noticed the cage top door was opened.

I PANIC-ED LIKE SHIT !

Thank god he dropped into a vase and cant run anywhere.

Gosh i wanted to cry if i couldnt find him in the next 5mins.

Hope you know how much i love you now little munchkin.

I now present to you my ...

*drum rolls*

MINI CHINCHILLA ! HAHA!

Why i call it mini chinchilla ? look at the pic below,

there is a resemblance there.

This is a REAL chinchilla, the one above is a fake one xD

I know chinchillas are damn cute compare to my hamster.

you know you want a chinchilla now after seeing the picture.

nights ❤ ❤ ❤ 

food is my future.

Hiiiiiiiii ! So i was asked if my blog is dead. Well

the answer is yes NO. It wont die

*for now* but sometimes i'm either too lazy,

too busy or too empty with my life to blog.

Or some stuffs are personal so i have to keep it

to myself :)

Plus finals are coming and i swear i am gonna study

but why am i procrastinating again ?! WHY !

Oh wait, because i got 'How i met your mother' to

watch D: I blame my fat hammy brother for giving me

the series. I'm on season 4 now. HD SOMEMORE !

Hiiiiii :D I look different rigggggght?

Looks more innocent right ? :p

Wanna know how ? Damn simple.

I can swear on my life to u girls, i DID NOT make up

here. All i used was, black contact lens and eyelashes.

no eyeshadow, no eyeliner. just mascara.

Oh yes dont forget, eyebrows.

Closer look :)

People always say 'less is more', yea i think

i know what they mean now :)

you dont need thick make up to make urself

look beautiful, infact sometimes too much make up

make u look scarier instead of prettier.

Sure you may look all dolled up but leave that

for special dinner occasions :)

your skin needs air to breathe, how can it breathe

if you cover it with layers of foundations,

eye shadows, etc. I dont use foundation at all.

I find it very uncomfortable. And i only use

lip gloss when my lip is dry.

Plus the 'nude' make up only takes 3-5

mins.

Just put on ur lens and mascara and you are done ! :D

save alot $$ on cosmetics as well :p teehee.

Oh and i've learnt something new.

Angry bird = Dulan jiao.

HAHA! sound so rude i knowwww.

Anyways, yesterday my brother took me out

for brunch at 4pm. yup 4pm, we both woke up in

the afternoon. teehee.

I didnt know there is Brussels near my house.

Seriously near, 5mins away only.

I can has decent western food near my house

now teehee!

And the price is reasonable.

We ordered 2 main course, 1 salad, 2 desserts, and drinks,

not even over RM100.

Its indeed delicious too.

Starting off with my FAVE !

Caesar salad ! Brother damn sayang me, i didnt

order it at 1st and he asked if i wanted cause he knew

i LOVE it. Kor kor dai sek~ mwax mwax

Another all time fave, Spaghetti Carbonara.

Very creamy mmmmmm.

Brother's porky burger.

from this view it looks small but its hugeee.

Chitty chatty with our stupid conversations .

Its been so damn long since i last have a brother sister

time with him :( We used to have it every weekend

until he have to work on alternate weekends now.

I feel its important to spend time together k :(

After our main course, i was craving for sweet endings.

Desserts :p

Creme Brulee, this was just soso.

I think the best creme brulee i've ate is at Zen.

Someone teach me how to make creme brulee please!

I crave for it every now and then :(

Waffles with one scoop of vanilla ice cream.

Aiyo i'm craving for that ice cream now :(

Strawberries ~ It was soo sweet and my brother's waffle

came with chocolate dipping so you know the obvious ;)

Strawberry dip into chocolate = maximum love.

I've been thinking alot lately.

Future, what careerrrr.

At 1st i said journalism, then i said fashion magazine writer.

Wait, wayyy back mum said air stewardess.

Then modelling. but i chose college.

Then i said i wanted to go New York after i'm done

with college to future my knowledge in writing.

But you know what i want now ?

guess.

guess.

guess.

TV HOST FOR FOOD/TRAVELLING !

Dont laugh please :(

I mean i like LOVE food and i love

travelling alot. Right now i'm thinking why didnt i take

culinary since i love food so much?

But i know my future will definitely have something

to do with entertainment or food.

But i have one very weak spot when it comes to food.

I'll tell you, when a food is too cute to me, i will not eat it

unless FORCED.

Yes see this haagen dazs mooncake ice cream?

Its so simple, so round and its looks cute to me.

Its still in the freezer. I wanted to eat it but when i looked

at it i felt its too pretty to be eaten.

But i know i'll have to eat it soon before someone else eats it.

And ofcourse, when food is to be shown on TV

they make it damn nice and presentable.

I'll wanna camwhore the food more than eating it.

I need to get over this weakness.

My heart just turns soft when i see cute stuffs :(

Throw a rilakkuma or hello kitty in my face and i'll go

AWWWW. dont believe u can try.

A new feeling experience.

13th August 2011, was a pain for me.

i slept around 3am and had to wake up at 6am.

Its not that i dont wanna sleep, i just cant fall asleep.

had to wake up early was because i had a public

relations assignment event thingy.

Visited the orang asli school to educate them, play

games with them and communicate with them.

They are at the age below 12.

7.30 reached college, turns out not everyone was on time.

Suppose to depart at 8.30am but we departed at

9am. the time when we were suppose to reach.

So everything was pretty much delayed.

Because i am the secretary, my only job was to take care

of the attendance since i got the proposal done with the help

of Shafiq. Like one of my classmate John said, just to show

face and earn 30marks.

Oh and on our way, bus driver got lost -.-

Shafiq, Akagi & Raymurn did not sleep, i slept 3hrs,

we were all basically dead on the inside.

But Shafiq is like a freaking superman!

He is fasting and he did everything, the weather was effing hot.

We all tried to convince him to atleast drink something but

he insisted to continue with his fast :(

Super proud of you buddy :)

The place we were in is a small building, when we reached

the kids was already waiting.

awwwwwwww they are so cute !!

Especially when i smile at them and they smile back,

their smile, absolutely innocent.

Setting everything up, getting ready to start =)

Balloons for the games.

Very real fact about me.

I am afraid of balloon. hold a balloon in ur hands

infront of me trust me, i'll RUN.

A very kampung area. The kids have to live like this

without complaining. Why cant some brats imagine how

lucky they are and get on with their lives?

At 1st we expected around 35 kids, but turned out

there is 41 kids. Gosh not enough sponsored goodies,

Haffiza had to go out to get more.

Then all us 'show face' people pretended to be busy by

putting all the things into the bags, well there was just

too many participants for us to join.

When the games was conducting, you can see just how

those children enjoy themselves so much.

Their laughter, their energy, their willingness to listen

and cooperate with us. Every time i attend to something

like these, my heart changes a little. Even when my kai yeh

invited me to an event to help the kids, i experienced something new.

I feel alot happier, even if it was hot and i was damn sweaty

it didnt matter to me. I didnt even bother to make up much.

I didnt even eat anything because most of the classmates

are fasting, would be better to respect them right?

When i drink i hide inside a room or turn my back towards them to

drink. Please respect those who are fasting, its not an easy thing to do.

The very last thing we did was this,

tah dah, a banner to show our appreciation :)

invited all the children to put their hand prints there :)

then the committee did it too, i didnt wanna do it.

Was lazy to rub rub rub till my hand is clean.

so freaking cute!

some did it over and over and over again.

Jan shen then bodyguard aka babysitter !

now became the hand washer ! haha :p

Shafiq our president :)

Jan shen :p

Only today i started getting close with him and John.

kept talking and had alot of laughs. I forgot to mention,

i like this kinda events too because it brings the

whole class closer without anyone noticing it themselves.

Around 1pm+, it ended.

Kids went home happy we went home dead tired.

Even after the event ended we had to clean up, then walked

quite a distance to go out and get up the bus.

Shafiq and Raymurn slept in the bus haha.

Abellllll, my hammy brotha was waiting for me at college.

We were gonna have lunchieee together since

brother was coming late to pick me up.

Sorry to keep u waiting hammy ! but its not my fault :/

Thank god i brought an extra t-shirt to change,

was sweaty like mad. Plus i had to wear long pants :(

Went to Sunway pyramid with my brotha hammy,

BBQ plaza for lunch.

Felt awesome eating after not eating last night

and the whole morning.

But even after eating, gastric still hurts, too acidic :/

Emo hammy, he calls me stalker just because i know

him well -.- I call him hamster because he looks like one.

a hamster with lion hair.

We stopped by at the pet shop awhile and saw this

super cuteeee animal i forgot what it is called.

Its damn fat and round with very nice long tail :p

Abel said he buy a hamster for me, if it

dies he buys another 1. I was like -.-

i wanted hamsters but mum said no.

When i left already, abel called me and said the parking

ticket is with me. i was like OH SHIT !

But i was already on the way home ! Damn wei i

felt so fucking bad ! :( Totally forgotten about it.

I M SOOOOO SORRY HAMMY !

i'll return it to u on Monday HAHA :P

I'm still feeling damn bad.

I think, i think, i should get my news reporting assignment

done soon while waiting for boyf's call.

But no motivation haiya :(

emo emo gone gone.

See the black roots on my hair ? Disgusting right?

The worst moments for people with coloured hair,

especially black to blondes.

I know u all love my chubby cheeks :p

So i went to get Liese hair bubble colour again except

this time i went for 'Orange Mocha'.

The outcome is ......

Tadah ! this is under the sunlight, without the sunlight it

isnt this bright. I wanted to leave my fringe long but

all my friends said no, wtfish -.-

And once again, mum prefers me with fringe so i had it cut.

I wanted a more orange kinda colour :(

Nvm maybe end of the year when my hair is *hopefully*

long then i'll visit a saloon.

I'm sorry i didnt really reply to everyone because

i was choooo emo these 2days.

swollen eyes explains it.

& it really hurts when they one u needed the most

just isnt there for you but can be in cc.

Or when he calls he isnt willing to even understand or ask

'what happened' , 'what made u cry so bad'.

Then i was sick for couple of days and lost 2kg. I even took

a pic and showed my sweetheart jialin the bones

sticking out on my waist.

If vinod sees it he'll definitely shoot me left right up and down.

He doesnt like me losing weight idk why.

While some friends say i'm gonna lose my boobs and

be completely flat wtf -.-

But on last thursday i had a longgggg nap inside the

car and when i woke up i felt alot better emotionally

and physically. But my head still hurts worst than hangover.

Even my face slimmed down. this is a yay for me.

When i woke up this morning it was almost 12PM.

I dont know why i felt happy that i finally can sleep until

12PM. So when i woke up i showered 2 of my dogs, went

upstairs to iron the clothes, made lunchie for grandmama,

wash the clothes, help grandma cut vege for dinner and she said to me

'only u can make cutting onion look hard'.

I'm just not born to be in the kitchen :(

Then mum smsed me just to help her change her bedsheets

so i have to do it.

Then every once in awhile i go upstairs and kacau my grandparents.

Although they may say 'kakacaucau' to me but

i can see them smiling. I feel happy whenever i see them

smile =) Blessed to have my grandparents.

Both JiaLin and i have nothing better to do.

Leave XDO on just to lv our pets haha.

One princess one kitty.

I know my avatar damn cute.

Damn hard to lv it uppppppp.

Even when u get 1k combo you only get 8-7% at

the lv of 27, and we want to lv it to 40 so it

evolve to 3rd stage.

Today jialin and i talked about moving out and staying together

if she comes back here to study due to some

prob with the college in sg.

We were going wayyyyy over our heads.

Out of nowhere talked about cooking dinner together

like how we did when she stayed at my home, or

can just go movie, yumcha anytime, etc etc.

Because she knows my prob at home and only she knows

100% of it. I always talked about wanting to be

an independent girl, i dont wan to count or trouble anyone because

i would only feel guilty even if people are willing to do

things for me.

Staying at home, i got grandma to pamper me, i got

mum to care for me and gives me allowance once

in awhile.

Although everyone says 'its a parent's job to do this',

but i would feel better if i could handle my life myself.

Its better to get experience earlier 1st so after graduating

you'll know what u want to do right?

but my finals is just around the corner soon.

so i dont have time to be emo.

i need to get my study mode on ! :(

I dont know why i keep repeating the script

'the man who cant be moved' and 'breakeven'.

i find their songs beautiful :)

OH btw, my fb link is nao

www.facebook.com/cookiesxcoffee

other links is not me :)

Teehee~ :p