i'm dying without hubbyboy !!

With college term break cancellation , pretty much

everyone was in a lazy mooooood. you can see

students coming in shorts, slippers, etc.

me? i wore croc shoes on Monday.

Being a secretary or 'sexitary' in Public Relations class

can be quite a pain in the arse.

We have to come out with a charity event for our assignment.

And me ? i have to WRITE ALL.

The Rilakkuma case is cho cute !

But why no Hello Kitty :(

dirty mirror, ish.

Its friday, friday gonna get down on friday!

but this friday sucks for me. big timeeee.

babyboy went for a seminar class from 9am-11pm.

Last night, we were talking about the changes we

are gonna have to face when he starts work on monday.

less time for me, less time for us.

But he sent a message to me last night, made me cry.

was so happy when i read it because it reminded me

of how much we have been thru since day 1.

'Baby.. we both don't know what will happen but what

have happened since the day i hold ur hand the 1st time

only strengthen our love for each other.. i'll never let go

ur hand i promise.. aa girl i dont know when but i just know

one day we will stay together and live a fairytale baobei

have been dreaming of.. mwax <3'

So because i know he is working hard, he makes me

want to work harder.

And me as a gf i should know when to disturb him and

when not to right?

So early in the morning he texted me he is going for

the seminar. i waited and waited and waited.

I cant even text him because i dun wan to disturb.

Plus i stayed home, felt lazy today i dont know why.

i woke up at 9am and only got up from the bed at 11am.

How the hell did i survive 3mths without his calls/texts last time ?!

So i got sooooo bored to the point i m randomly blogging

and lazy to the point that i took picture with no make up or lens.

Usually i feel like i must put on a pair of lens, but

i swear i was too lazy to move my arse.

one day everyone will see my pure face right ?

so i'll make it today.

Since i already got a future hubby i dont think i need

to impress anyone else right ? ;)

Without specs.

yea i know, my eyes look small :)

and i may or may not look 14.

bf always say i look like a kid below 18.

with specs that doesnt have any powers.

yea i dont need lens or specs.

my eyesight is perfect 0 degrees.

fashion purpose haha.

See that bunny behind?

My FIRST gift from hubbyboy !

ARGH looking at it makes me miss him more.

But i'm still waiting n waiting n waiting.

its 8.51pm now. i know looking at the time isnt

gonna make it go faster, but T_T.

ARGH i LOST control of myself thinking its him !

dont mind the sexy lips tq.

Did i mention that the seminar is for 3DAYS?!

Yes 3! And on monday he is gonna work from

morning till night again and not free to even text me,

and no more talks on phone at night because he'll be too

tired to do so. I must find my INNER PEACE and something

to occupy me.

But i know what i'll work hard on.

Savings to get this new baby !

Sony DSC-T110 pink.

16.1 mega pixel wei !! and its PINK!

Perfect for my camwhoring and also my new

'being a contact lens model' needs a better camera to

camwhore and bring the contact lens design out clearer!

*i'm currently using a 7.1mega pixel n.years ago camera*

If i am not mistaken price is RM899. Dear lord T_T.

And here i was making out a wishlist.

: LV Neverfull medium size bag

: LV/Gucci/ MiuMiu/ Chanel purse

: Hello kitty mini drawers

: Lumix camera

: Madza RX8

: More snacks to restock in my room

I'm one hungry girl k -_-.

i LOVE to eat.

I wonder when i'll be able to scratch out all these

and have them in my hands.

But i dont care i dont care.

CAMERA 1st! More important.

Which means i'll have to cut down alot of buying.

Kill me please T_T.

Hurry up 11pm please :(

And hurry up let me strike lottery just enough for all

these. thank you in advance baby jesus.

one step at a time.

Last Thursday went for a TV casting tryout.

That was a bad day for me, dear lord i was

already mad tired and when i went

home i dont know to laugh or cry because in the

entire house only my room got NO ELECTRICITY !

But BAD DAYS is OVER !

* i hope, finger crossed *

And from this fringe i went to

*shut up about being boobless tq*

this BANGS !

dont know why mum just love me with bangs.

So friday mum had a early birthday celebration.

To celebrate her 40.

I dont know whyyy she just wont allow me to wear

simple dress ! she wants me to wear long dress.

Seeeee, what mother would want her daughter

to show so much legs ? thank god i asked her for safety pants .

My aunties had to rub it in saying the dress is perfect

on me except i got no boobs to match it with -_-.

I kept showing my legs to my cousins n they

kept laughing -_-.

i was like 'eh eh look tadahhhh' then they laughed -_-.

Reached the restaurant 'Flower Drum'.

And yes this is my mum. everyone is saying

she is a hot COUGAR WTFFML !

Dont even think of asking if i'll be a hot cougar when im

her age. because i think i might be HAHA!

Teehee my signature xD

Part of decorations in the ballroom.

This is mad beautiful.

The whole celebration was like wedding celebration -_-.

The arrangement of the tables.

The whole dinner was a buffet style kind.

My gosssh they had the buttermilk fish fillet !

My fav!

hi birdies :D

Basket full of chocolates.

My 1st time popping champagne !

Macam like my brother and i getting married AHAHA !

The worst thing was mum passed the microphone to

me when i have no speech prepared.

she just passed and said 'say something'.

I was stoned for a min on stage.

Squeeze the juice out from the bottle kor squeezeeee !

I just can't stop myself from munching on the

buttermilk fish fillet ! yes now u know another

random facts about me, i love buttermilk fish fillet.

The best thing was my boyf attended as well, i was like

'bii i wan prawns', so he peeled the shells off and gave me.

Then i just said 'bii prawn' he said 'so smarttt, wan something

just say bii' xD i was like 'ngehehehehe'.

I cant out walking with the cake towards my mum.

the cake was mad heavy ! i slightly twisted my wrist.

But babyboy massaged for me ehehehe.

Like brother like sister, no?

Sam insanity, my brother and my brother's brother,

came as well with his girlf *omgosh she is so pretty*

Andddd this is what happened.

Party animal on the loose take 1.

take 2.

take 3.

& take 4 with bummer beez posing xD haha.

No worries, he is pretty much alive and high.

So cuteeeeee! ahahaha.

Me and mum with 2 cousins behind.

Dont start with the cougar again.

I cant believe mum is a cougar in friend's eyes aiks -_-.

mum ! you is stealing me limelight !

jk lah, better you steal all :p

cousin took this random shot -_-.

Omgod look boobs !

HAH i got boobs !

The best film i've used.

baby stand until so yao yeng with hand around my

waist haha! yes he is thinner than i am.

can u feel my stress now ? T_T.

Was pretty much cheek raped that night because

some of mum's friend when i just shook hands

with them suddenly they raped my cheeks.

Its not like i mind because thats how some ppl

greet :) or they just cant resist my chubby cheeks xD

woots woots, i received 4 pairs of contact lens sponsored.

but i already have one of it -_-.

But still, am happy because i got picked as a contact lens

model. not everyone cant get it ngek~

Even if i dont get in the TV casting, honestly i dont mind.

Because i've learnt abit of how it works in that

field and i tried and experienced what it was like

acting infront of the camera with ppl looking.

Its harder than photoshooting. i was tension to the max.

So i didnt give it my best.

If i get call for another try again, i'll do my best.

although its not what i want, but as long as

i can make those supporting me be proud of me,

and haters to eat their words, i'll be proud of myself.

In highschool days, i was called the ugly one, fat one,

no hope on even being in the model field.

look where i'm standing now.

further than i expected from myself.

those who take me as their role model, i would like

to say thank you that i am able to be

such an influence in ur life. those who support me tq,

you kept me going stronger.

those who came back to me thinking i might bring u to

the path im walking thru screw you, i know who

my real friends are.

never give up and believe in urself is always my motto

in life. always be thankful with everything you've got.

even if u have 12pm-6pm class on monday T_T.

updates updates !

Sooooo two weeks of classes have gone just like that.

seriously i love the 1st week of classes.

only more or less 30mins cause only introduction

and handing out study guides.

But after that, HELL i tell you.

Havent start anything already have to find ur groups.

Please hope i do not get in the wrong group again.

Because of my previous group, i got B- for GLT,

if i didnt get in the wrong group i would have gotten A ! fml.

Dont ask why wrong group. Lazy to explain already.

think until also angry.

But nvm, no more last minute studying anymore !

I HAVE TO WORK HARD !

easy to say hard to do -_-

Even public relations i am the secretary for our event.

Confirm this sem damn stress. some more ppl telling me

Principle to marketing is HARD and im taking it.

ARGHHH ! i'm going mad.

Most epic thing is i found my evil twin brother.

His name is abel. i am mabel.

we both got medium length hair.

tattoos on the back and even 2 tattoo altogether.

both iphone4 users.

so when we sat next to each other, the lecturer

called his name but we heard both our names.

confused the lecturer and she said we cant

sit next to each other anymore. good job.

But i dont care. i am mad happy nowadays because

my hubbyboy promised me a few more things :)

and he never fails to keep his promise !

and i cant wait for it to happen. no i wont tell what it is,

leave u all in suspense muahahaha.

This picture turned out to be super epic !

Because i got my 1st 100likes on fb for it.

Probably got likes not because i look pretty,

Its a) because of my tattoo. b) i showed some flesh.

brother said if i show some cleavage i might get 500likes HAHA.

Sorry i got none, but i is proud of flat. yay.

Tomorrow i got tv casting ! WOOTS !

pray i get in pray i get in pray i get in !

If i do get in hoho, i can atleast earn some pocket money.

being broke is breaking my imaginary balls.

Oh look ! old photoshoot pics that now only the photographer

uploaded it :D I love the B&W effect.

But why i look so noob :( haiya.

okay lah. sleep now because i am EMO.

Why ?

Because 1 week of class lecturer said got college break

on the 3rd week. now said NO COLLEGE BREAK !

!@#$% all student emo already.

we no wan fren college anymore >:(

And i would like to thanks my boyf for ffk-ing his friends

and kena dut by them because he needs to

send me to shah alam for casting.

I would like to apologise to all this friends because i didnt

know he made appointment with u guys -_-.

Not really my fault right ? -_-v

i love food. do you?

4 more days and its dooms day !

well for me. why ? because semester 2 is starting.

god bless me. havent start i already feel stress by

the subject names.

The worst is transportation prob. sighs.

I hate my brother. he have a Madza RX8 on hand

for sale. can i win a lottery so i can get it ? :(

And everytime we see a rx8 pass by he will be like

' Mabel RX8 wor ' and i'll say ' shut up '.

When we see a 350z pass by i'll say

' Kor 350z wor' and he'll say 'shut up'.

ahhhh such siblings love :)

I was super mad at my boyf today. He said his

mum decided to kick him out of the house because he

did something wrong so he is going to move

to a girl's house. It totally against the basic relationship rule.

so ofcourse i was mad. I asked him if he is so persistent does

that mean she is important to him and he loves her?

He said yes. i hung up.

He called again and said 'bii i'm going over to the girl's house now

so can you open the door for me later?'

I was in total stoned mode. i had nothing left to say.

i tried not to laugh. if he was next to me he would have died.

I kinda like the no fringe me but friends said

i look too mature. so i should cut my fringe.

oh well, i'm only 19.

still under 'mummy and daddy care' xD

Honestly i got nothing to blog about. just some

pictures i would love to share.

my very favorite hobby of mine. eat.

Sushi Zanmai soft shell crab maki :)

I ordered Tempura Udon so this is the

tempura.

& the udon.

Soft shell crab temaki.

Milk + wafer ice cream.

Must have Hershey's chocolate ice cream.

bought 4 boxes ahaha.

Chocolate banana parfait.

Must have whenever i go sungei wang.

Yaku crepe. Salsa chicky yummmm.

Teppanyaki.

Curry fishball.

Gimbap. had korean food with the boyf :)

watched pirates of the caribbean wheee !

johnny depp !! this is popcorn, so its still food xD

I actually LIKE being chubby.

so mad cute.

did i just praised myself ?

mabel chow u r so damn vain !

Ireland's potato with the boyf after movie.

cheesy baked potato skin with chicky & beefy.

Mini hash browns.

See all food !

you all hungry yet ? nyehehehe :p

Surprisingly even though i eat n eat n eat,

the boyf said i've lost weight.

i was like O_O <-- two eyes opened wide.

Yesterday my daddy aka kai yeh brought me to

this omg so damn wonderful place !!

Its called Tamarind Springs located at Ampang.

Its like a mini Bali atmosphere in malaysia ~

Perfect for couples =)

The pictures was not taken by me. i did not have my

camera with me yesterday :(

The entrance :)

When i stepped in i was like , did i died and

went to heaven ?

See ! how can u not love this place ?

Beautiful :)

Some of the views :)

Food was yummmmmmms !

Its a thai cuisine.

Blog kisses to you wonderful readers ❤

I'm not gonna cut my hair anymore -_-.

Gonna go back to my super long hair days.

I used fake hair extensions in this pic.

So obvious its super tangled xD

PS : I had a dream i own a Lamborghini and i swear

i didnt want to wake up. i woke up, i tried to sleep

back so i can continue the dream but FAILED ! :(