my body probably just needed to reason to rest.

Woke in the morning and the next

thing i knew is that i'm sick.

I had a very bad cold causing me to

sneeze non stop and a very bad flu.

So i told my mum and she gave me

medicines.

3 BIG ones -_- and 1 small one.

I HATE taking medicine, who doesnt?

Bitter bitter, yuck x(

And she made me eat it on a empty stomach.

I feel more unwell, you know how some medicines

needs you to have a little food in your stomach

because our bodies absorb certain medicines

when there's food in there?

Or some bodies gets side effects when you take meds

on empty stomach such as puking, nausea or

even sicker than you were?

Well yea, i felt those.

And my grandma made porridge for me.

After eating it i seriously felt like puking.

But i keep trying to hold it in and not move so much.

Puking would only make me feel worst.

I called my boyf after i saw a misscall from him

on my phone. And he

kept asking me to rest. I didnt want.

But he said to go rest and he WILL call me later.

Okay fine, so i rest and rest.

My grandpa woke me up to close windows

because it was going to rain.

Sleeping nicely, until the wind outside was so so

strong that my toilet door was shaking.

*it came in from the toilet window*

And i kept waking up to that bang bang noise.

My dog was scared and kept waking me up

wanted me to hug her and sleeping

so so close to me making me almost falling off my bed.

A sms woke me up, my mum called

to see if i closed her room windows.

So i didnt really sleep much.

So instead , i woke up and watched a movie.

Even after the movie my boyf didnt call.

I called him and i said

'Bii you lied me !!'

He said if he didnt lie to me would i have gone

to bed and rest so i could recover faster

and because he worries.

He made a point there so i said

' I dont wanna talk to you anymore '

and all he could do was laugh.

And he said to keep resting.

So i went to bed again hoping i could

really sleep. But i did not.

I kept having to go toilet.

6pm i gave up. Took a shower

and do house chores.

My grandpa made bak ku teh for dinner.

Even though i had no appetite i still have to eat.

To show my appreciation for his hard work. :)

So i have been on my bed for 6hrs just rolling here

and there. :D

My body still feels weak and a little hot but

i think i should be fine tomorrow.

Well, i have to be, because i have to follow

my mum out tomorrow. :(

Its 11pm and he hasnt called.

Going offline. :)

chocolate muffins are loves.

I was suppose to update blog yesterday,
but i was so tired and my boyf
kicked me to bed last night.
*well not literally but on the phone*

Anyways, i wanted to share my
oh-so-mysterious eyes :D
Without Mascara and fake eye lashes.
And i emphasized on the eye shadow
and eyeliner.
You can compare it with my other try from
the previous post :)

I really adore this look :)
But used alot of my eyeliner.
Looks weird if i use black eyeshadow.
Or maybe i can give it a try :)
Oh and my bruise is healing up! :D
This make up is great for clubbing sessions.
Gives you a mysterious and yet sexy eyes.

But ofcourse if you use non-waterproof eyeliner,
if can be a mess once you sweat.
So do be extra careful with what you use.
I am not a make up professional so i cant really
recommend what to use but best is not pencil ones :)

I only wear blue lens for this make up,
it brings out the colour even more. :)
Grey or brown is fine as well.

Chocolate muffins are LOVES!
I am super addicted to them
I know its super fattening so i only have
them once in a blue moon :(
This was my dinner last night :)

Have to watch my weight :(
Not that i want to slim down or anything buttt,
maybe my boyf might not wants me when
i become a 100kg meaty girl.
He said he WONT, but we all know guys too well ;)

I know i said i DONT want to wear lens
anymore but i cant help it !!
When i woke up, took a shower and put my lens
on i was like
'eh, since when did i put my lens on?'

You see it became a routine to me >_<.
so its hard to blame me :p
And i thought to myself
'since its already on why not just leave it'.
But i will TRY to get rid of this routine.
Well, remember i said TRY no WILL :p

Took my dog to a pet saloon today! :D
My meaty meaty dog.
I hug her like mad.

My darling and i x)

Umm yea, her big butt took my seat.

My mum likes me wearing the new
floral one piece jumpsuit x)
So i am guessing i should get more?
But its hard to find nice one. :(
I found this by luck in TS walking alone. x)

Online order have to wait 2 weeks :(

Internet is being gay again!
Ishhhhh :(
Might as well end it here before it gets dc.

I cant help but fall deeper into you.
Even after almost 10mths,
i still get insane heartbeats and butterflies.
Whyyyyyyyy!

i sense awesome-ness.

WOOOHOO!
Irving the baldy came back!
and we are meeting up on Saturday and
the following sunday someone is coming back xD
But since i am the only one who knows about it
so i cant say whooooo :p

YESSS!!
High School reunion coming soon.
Although i am a little bit uncomfy with it due
to some reasons but eff it because i am only
going for some ppl.

Irving and i are gonna plan our beach trip
on Saturday.
And we made a bet to see who recognize who 1st.
Baldy! Just remember to keep extra for my STARBUCKS! ❤
I am DAMN SURE you cant recognize me! ahaha.
You'll see what those criticism caused me to change into. ;D
*I was stereotyped as the 'ugly one' in high school.*

I think it was yesterday that i re-shared
a video of few gays dancing,
my friend saw it as well and she called me
and said 'dude wtf did you just re-shared on fb? thats
fucking ridiculous man.'
Oh boy, was she angry. At 1st i dont see why but then
i do. Those couples of girl spoiled the real
meaning of dancing.
Infact, everyone does.

Dancing doesnt mean just cause you can dance
like a slut doesnt mean you know how to
dance. Dancing is when a beat of a song can
just make your leg beat to it and it takes
you to a different world of your own.
Its when everything comes crashing down on you
but as you just start dancing, everything seems alright.
The rhythm, the beat, the passion.

She said she missed me teaching her,
how i learned everything on me own,
and how everyone just wants me in their group.
But she just have to remind of one incident that
caused my dreams crashing.

Even till today my back hurts, even
medication doesnt heals it.
I've lost 70% of my potential.
The other 30% was gained from me forcing myself.
How i could dance 10mins without stopping and
not feeling tired but now only 5mins
with a sore back.

Even till today i do practice dancing.

If i could attend to dance school i would but
because of my mum saying no, i gave up.
But i only gave up on dancing as career,
but not passion.

I almost cried, wishing how that incident did not happen.
And how the most important thing in my life
was gone in just a min.
But she made me laugh but saying
'you could go and dance infront of them and show them
what REAL DANCING SLUT are and maybe
give them organism'
WTF? organism? really?
AHAHAHA! dude, thats so wrong.
i dont do lesbians sorry :(

From today onwards i will stop wearing lens
for some time. My eyes feels weird.
Although its hard to see myself without
lens now but i have to.
I dont wanna go blind yet.

I've been sooo obsessed with my everyday
5-mins make up i've
forgotten how it was to have dark
mysterious eyes.

I did it today :D
Here goes, 1st two without fake eyelashes.

Two with fake eye lashes.

See the different?

But i did the make up kinda bad today :(
I didnt emphasize on the eye shadow.
Maybe next time :)

I dont look really good without fake eyelashes
in pictures but in reality i look pretty
cool xD ahaha.
But afterall fake eyelashes are just the key to
bigger eyes.

Tomorrow onwards, see me without lens
and maybe without make up ;D
Or maybe with just mascara ;p
Might as well give my eyes some rest from make up.
*even though they are super light -_-*

When the winds howls and the skies turn gray,
when she's all alone and no one cares,
she turns up her stereos and starts moving
to the beat, like a human with wings,
ready to fly.

My smexy bruise and lovable boyf.

Finally i could meet my clingy boyf

today! :D
I really really cant help but smile
whenever my eyes set sight on him.
I tried to scare him with something but
obviously i FAILED.

Thanks to my low resistance of smiling.

We watched 'Back Up Plan'.
The movie was not bad.
The funniest part was a kid in the playground
eating sand and went to his dad with
a poo poo in his hands xD

The 2 character in the movie,
Zoey and Stan is kinda like my
boyf and i.

I would want to have kids and will be find
even if i have to take care of them myself.
I am stubborn at times, i happen to have
fast reaction with my words.
I will think my bii will leave me one day, and
think things the other way round.

My bii doesnt matter whether we have kids or not
he just wants me. He did anything
to be with me. Hardworking.
And no matter how hard things might be,
or how hard i am to deal with, he
makes sure i know and believe that he wont
leave me.

And even in the movie, they said
words that my bii said to me before.
'Some things do last forever.'
Stupid bii looked at me when that dude in the movie
said everything he says to me.
And his smile was telling me
'Thats exactly what i mean'.

But still, J.Lo is still as gorgeous as ever x]

After movie, we went to Krispy Kreme.
My boyf was having a craving for donuts.

He ate them all.

My arms around yours.

He was smelling my hair.
Notice the bruise on my arm?
Guess how i got it.

Enjoying his coffee.

My fiancee.
He does look like a kid after some one
mentioned it. But still, i love him.

Mr.Snake creation -_-
I drew a rabbit mouth on it but faileeeddd.
To cover it thats how this mouth came out.

I asked my boyf a very random question.
'If lets say, you are single and i never existed in ur
life. You are sitting here with a girl and she suddenly
wraps her arms around yours pressing her breasts
againts ur arms. What would you do?'

He answered.
'Ohhh, go hotel' and gave me a evil grin
and he said
Or pretend he never feels it.

But i know he wont do the 1st one.
Because he is the same as me
'how to make love without love' type.

I think i am one very random girl with
thousands of random questions . =_=v

My bii and i took a cab and meet up with my
mum in KLCC.
Bii sorry to trouble you =(
But my mum liked his new haircut hahaha.

Homeeeeeee.
Feeling a little hungry cause i never have
dinner, but i think i'll survive.
Actually i dont think i will.

I curled my hair with a straightener.
It kinda straight here, did it last night and slept
with it so yea -_-.

To those who were guessing what happened
to my arm that cause me a bruise,
simple.
Its not a hickey -_-.
But my brother pinched and twisted my flawless
arm and it turned into a bruise.
It was so eye catching! and obviously it hurts.
I barely even pinched him !!

I am going to go telling everyone that my brother
couldnt resist my sexy arms so he
gave me a hickey!!

See our msn names :p
Bii copied mine~ >:3

12.49am.
Nights. :D

I may be quite rough at time,
especially with my words.
I may be clumsy, spilling drinks or tripping
and falling over.
I may be dumb or noob all the time.
But yet you still call me the perfect gf.

Awesome July.

1st of all its JULY!
And that means all my sweethearts
are coming back here!
Mad excited :D

Because we are planning on a BEACH TRIP!
To langkawi or something but
ofcourse working on the budget 1st.
And also time and date.

And ofcourse with Vinod around,
we will repeat all our mad fun moments :)
Visiting school,
karaoke moments,
vain cam whoring, etc.
So yea, its gonna be a bomb month!

Anyways yesterday i fooled Vinod and my bii xD
Both on msn. but my bii was on the phone and cam.
Lets start with Vinod 1st.
I told him on msn that i broke up with me bf.
He asked why and i said i like someone else.
He asked who and i said him.
He was like serious? are you sure?
did you think it out?

I kept saying yes yes yes.
And kept making sure i have him on the track.
I mean we always do this to each other,
but there has got to be a time when
you act so real then tend to believe it.

And suddenly he said
'okay, i know what i have to do now'
I was like omgosh omgosh omgosh and
i have to say i was jk. ish =(
I was so so scared that he'll break up with his gf or something.
I dont know but when someone says those
words, its never anything good.
*Especially in this situation*

Then right after vinod, bii and i
were webcam-ing on MSN and i was watching
some random video on youtube.
So ofcourse i couldnt see him on cam.
He walked away and when i switched back to
MSN i said on the phone
'eh bii when did you walked away'

Then he started saying things like
i dont care or notice him much blah blah
jokingly but with that scolding kinda tone x]
I had flu at that moment. So i used
the advantage to act like as if i was crying.
With those deep breathings, and those crying voices.

When i saw him back on webcam,
i turned around like a kid and he couldnt stop laughing.
Before i turned, he kept apologizing and saying
words to 'tam' me. It was hard
not to laugh but i succeeded :D

Oh goshhhh. That was fun :D
But you can only do it once in a blue moon.
Sucks =(

Anyways, pictures i've taken today.

It was in the car x]

3 photographers has asked me if i was interested
to do a photo shooting with them x]
If i wasnt busy i would.
And theme is limited because of me having a bf.

But i never thought i would be the type
of face they wanted x]
One photographer said i got the 'wild' look.
I do? I always thought of myself with the innocent look :p

4.15am and i am not in bed.
which i should be because i might have to wake
up early tmr.
Nights.

P.S : My bii looks so sexy with his mustache
and beard. And ofcourse he looks like and old man.
Still, i love him x]

Dog show at midvalley.

Friday 25th June 2010.
There was a pet exhibition in Midvalley and
my toy poodle was in the show :D
The pet saloon that my mum usually sends my
dogs to insisted to let them cut my dog
fur in the exhibition.

So i was at Midvalley from 9am till 4pm.
There isnt much to say so'll just let the
pictures do the talking :D

My toy poodle Miki, at Mcd haha.

Contestants.

The 2 judges that flew all the way to Japan
just to judge this show.
*The ones in white shirt*

Creative grooming.
The colour was dyed on the dog :D

People using the advantage to bring
dogs to mall :D

See the rainbow colour dog xD

The Panda dog !
Thats what i call it. It was sleeping
the whole time.
*as seen in this pic*

Cuteeeeee.

Another creative cut.

Miki ! :D

So fluffyyyy!

They were selling chickens there too -_-.
Look so muscular xD

so yeng :D

Police dog !

The groomer whom cut Miki.

Sorry for such late update!
But i didnt have the time or i was too tired
to update blog.
Tonight will have another post so i'll
end this here. :D

Photograph credits : Vincent chow.

i m crazy over lamborghini.

Today boorreedd!
Nothing special but in the late afternoon,
my brother, my mum and one of her friend
went to Solaris.
My 1st time going there. There really isnt anything
much, except bars and luxurious restaurant.
A place meant for rich ppl who enjoy night life.

Went to a cafe called Dr.Cafe.
Was sitting outside at 1st cause inside didnt
have seats. Suddenlyyyyy,
a WHITE LAMBORGHINI drove by!!
Waseh my saliva keep dropping.
But turns out its middle age foreigners.

The driver came out of the car,
and kept looking and smiling at me.
Inside have seats yay!
Outside was warm tho but i prefer inside :p

My brother and i sat at one table.
My mum and her friend at another table.
I felt the lighting was quite nice.
So camera timeee! :D

*My brother's Cookie Frappe and
my Mocha Frappe.
Mine sucks =(*

My oh-so-dear brother.

Meeee! :D
Gosh fat =(

The lighting here isnt that nice :(

Inside of the cafe.

My brother has turned into a camwhore!
After following me xD
Usually he HATES taking picture or have his
picture taken.
But now he POSES for me.
You vain brother!

Yeeeee. I hate my hair.
So so so so so FLAT!
YUCKS!
I want to perm the roots to make it have volume.
But mummy no time.

Walked out of the cafe, the lamborghini driver
looked at me and i smiled at him.
He smiled back.
But definitely, the driver and his passenger
is no doubt gay :p
Its soooo obvious lahhh.

Seriously, why are some guys soooo desperate
to meeeeet girls?
Especially pretty girls like me? :p jkjk.
But yea, moments ago one guy asked for
my number and i said no.
Then he gave me his number i was like LOL?
Come onnn, i didnt ignored him for nothing.

Plus my relationship status is MARRIED.
Isnt it obvious that a girl with a husband wont give
any guys her number?
Unless its someone close or some reasonable reason to give.

When a girls says NO she means it.
So dont bother pestering, begging or whatever.
Its USELESS!
Give it up mannnnnn.

Oh, by the way.
I am sure you guys knew about the construction
going on to the pudu jail right?
They knocked the building down last night.
Stupid ppl. They should just leave it. Its one of
Malaysia historical building and idiots just have to knock
it down and make malls.

Dude, its no doubt that whole area is super haunted.
And now you wanna build mall.
Realllllyyy?
Watch your project go down the drain.
Its gonna be super duper haunted. Even
someone said that on newspaper.

Damn i am so disappointed they destroyed it.
I for one, appreciate and love history.
And now all ppl think about is how much a new
mall will add to their income!

Its 4am.
Just finished webcamming with my boyf.
I can never stop laughing at his hair :p
But it doesnt mean i dont like it biii.
I just find it cute x]

Gosh, i cant be sleeping this late anymore.
Or else when i wake up in the early morning,
i dont have the energy to wash the clothes
and in the afternoon or night time i get headaches.

Off to bed!
Goodnight sweethearts x]

No matter how imperfect i may be,
you keep telling me that i am perfect.
When i told you how my ex treated me you
swear at him and said
no one else is as perfect as me and he's
just another bastard who doesnt know
how to appreciate me.

You bii, definitely deserve to have everything
of me. But it still doesnt change the fact that
I love you MORE than you love me.
Blek :p love youuuuuuuuu.