Wont be online for some time :))

*New picture :))*

I am currently sitting on the floor,
chatting with my dear,
and updating my blog =]

I am sooo sleepy >_<
and my backbone is hurting.
Been packing my stuffs and cleaning up.
Going to move to my new home soon :D
So my room is currently in a damn
messy state and the dust were
like 1inch thick! haha >_<

Have to sleep alone tonight x]
Kinda scared haha.
Cause i've beem sharing room
with my brother for few months.
Hopefully i can get some sleep tonight.
Still got alot of stuffs waiting for me to do.
So i wont be online for quite awhile guys :]
Try not to miss me too much :p

In another few more days,
a new month is starting :]
A new beginning for me.
Hopefully by the middle of the month
everything my bii and i planned
goes according to how to we
hope it will be.
And hopefully when everything
is settle i can get to see him
again :))

Tired but i just feel like chatting
with my dear ><
Sry i didnt reply anyone today ><
Will only reply my dear :p

Tonight sleeping on the floor >_<
omg~
My backbone is gonna hurt more.
So is my butt bone haha~
Well its just one night.
I'll survive :p

Hari Raya at Nadzir's house =]

*Hanif , Me , Shin Hye & Masooma*

Yesterday i went over to Nadzir's house
for Hari Raya open house =]
Its just 5mins away from my house :p
Its been years since i last saw them.
The are more pictures but i am
too lazy to resize them >_<
And it was great seeing Lara too =]
Its nice to see them doing well.

Well Nadzir was whining like a bitch
cause none of the guys he invited
came =D
And he was surrounded by girls x]
Well we talked about our current
life. And how things were going.
Other than that nothing much x]

Its a short post for today :p
More coming soon x]

A night with babe =]

*Taken at my aunty's home*

19/09/09
My babe jia lin came over to
my house to stay overnight :D
She wanted to straighten her hair.
But we went back to my
hometown that night around 7 or 8pm
Stayed at my aunty's house
We were talking about everything.
Until we came across the topic
'clubbing' =_= made me wanna go
haha but i know its impossible =/
and came back at 12am+ >_<

Yup it was quite late already but
at 1am i started helping her to
straighten her hair.
From 1am we did all the way till
5am! I was so tired!
She kept sleeping! And i was standing T_T
We had few problems washing her hair
and the water was so cold >_<
My bf called me~
And later texted me saying he was drunk >_<
*Cheers for CARLSBERG :p*
After we finished doing her hair.
I went to sleep straight away.
It was sooo cold probably because of the water >_<
And we didnt even switch on the aircon.

20/09/09
Babe and i woke up at 10am+
But we didnt go out due to
transport problems.
My bii texted me >_<
His messages were really sweet today.
I wonder why >_<
He kept saying i dont want him haha >_<

Bendan dear~
You really so soh de na~
Dont keep think stupid stuffs >_<
As long as you dont say goodbye to
me i wont leave you.
And i'll wait for the engagement ring :p
Maybe i should buy a chain and lock you :p
I love you too dear.
I really miss you >_<

Well around 1pm+ my mum called
and asked me to cook for babe >_<
Haha we didnt know what to cook.
So we just found some stuffs
and started cooking randomly.
There is some pictures of it.
Well it looks erm abit bad
but we tried our best >_<
It was actually not that bad haha.
*Bii dont laugh >_<>
i suck in cooking~*

*Made a mess in the kitchen =_=v*

*She is so proud xD*

*Well this was our meal >_<*

*Full until wanna die xD*

5pm+ we went to sg wang.
So jia lin uncle can pick her up.
6pm+ i left. Went to have dinner
with my family.
And the day ended as usual.

*In my brother's car*

Time pass faster please >_<
I wanna move to my new home!
So there is actually internet that
isnt always down!
dammit >_<>
modeling coursessss~
Sick of staying at home >_<
And i wanna see my husband! T_T

I know i'm an imperfect girlfriend who cant give
you everything you want. But yet you still stick around
not letting go. And telling me 'I love you' everyday.

Mentally and Physically Tired.

* A little sign for my dear =] *

Today i was mentally and physically
tired.
I hardly slept last night.
Had few problems with my mother.
But i guess its alright now.

My head was spinning, hurting
and i was restless.
But still i went out with my mummy and
my brother =]

It was 1pm+ i was having lunch.
An aunty was smiling at me >_<
even when she left she was smiling
at me with such
warm smile ><>
I smiled back and said goodbye to her =]

Buttttttt during lunch.
My ex texted me.
And we started argueing.
Really bad =_=
He made me mad.
and i stopped eating.
I lost my appetite.

Terry tham chee man.
Please check the dictionary for the word
'cheap' before you use it on
someone.
Because the one who is cheap is you.
Begging me to come back.
And talking about our memories.
Just let it go already!
Whatever you said isnt gonna change.
I am over you and thats it.
Its time to move on.
You should be happy that i went easy
on you during our arguement.

When my dear online on MSN.
He scareddd meeeee ><
The way he said something~
Like he wanted to break up with me >_<
My heart was jumping so fast that
it could pop out any min!
haha >_<
Bad dear!>_<
But because of you all my worries
just drift away
and my frown turned back to a smile.
Thanks for quitting clubbing because of me.
I will give you time.
As long as you keep your promise.
Its fine with me.

The day when my heart melted. ♥

*Baby these clothes still have your scent x]
and i hugged the jacket the whole night*

Well i believed most of you guys know
i went out with someone yesterday
right? x]

And yes he's the one i love.
My new bf x]
And dont bother asking for pictures ><
we didnt take any pictures haha.

Well we met up in TS.
My heart was pumping >_<
i couldn't wait to see him.
Until i met him at the main entrance.
Gosh >_<
I almost fainted.
He is sooo cuteeeeee x3
Kinda different from his pictures.
But he was still soooo adorable x3

Our hands touched.
And he held my hand.
I couldn't stop smiling when i look at him.
And he kept looking at me x]

He bought movie tickets.
and we went in the cinema.
But its not the screen we were looking at.
We were just staring into each other eyes.
Until our lips met.
I almost fainted.
Its not just once or twice.
But time to time our lips would connect.
And dear you are a damn amazing kisser >_<
Haha~ xD
Endless huggings and kisses.
Everytime i think about it.
My heart melts.

Everything went well, until my ex bf
had to ruined everything.
I am too lazy to explain it.

Dear, sorry for making u worry.
And thanks for everything.
Especially your love.
The beating of your heart <3
The tempo of it.
Cannot be describe x]
I wish i can feel it again..

I'm dying for kisses. dying for your embrace.
When can i see you again? T_T

090909 Evening <3

As soon as i came back from
Sunway.
My ex came over to my house.
He gave me purple roses.
And a item with words written on it.
The roses are really beautiful.
But isnt it too late?

I've been wanting all this
in the past 2yrs.
And now he is only doing it now.
As soon as he passed this two stuffs
to me.
I cried. Even infront of my family
i couldnt hold back my tear.
But what were these tears directed at?
My leg was shaking.

I went for dinner with him.
We talked .
What can i do?
He have been begging for forgiveness
in the past two weeks till now.

Confused.

090909 Afternoon <3

Today another day out with Vinod.
I was late for once!!
Omfg vinod was early!! XD
Unbelievableeeeeeee xD

Well we met up in TimeSquare.
And i bought him a hat x]
We went Mcdonalds and ate.
Talked alot crap xD
The stupid roller coaster was so noisy =_=
we had to stop our conversation halfway
and wait for it to pass by.

Then we went arcade and played
photo hunt thingy.
*Vinod you suck!! =D*

And we took train to Sunway =]
Bring back so much memories ><
we were talking and laughing all the way.

Well after we reached Sunway we
took sticker pictures.
Couldnt go sing in redbox today ><
Cause i had to go home early.

Well my brother picked me up
sent Vinod to Lowyat
and the day ended.

Vinod hopefully this isnt the last
time i get to see you ><
SUNDAY vinod! xD

Tired and Angry x]

Sooooo tired today x]]
Slept at 5am last night.
Was webcaming with someone last night :]
We both fell asleep with our webcams on
and when i woke up
i saw his stupid face smiling at me :]
You could say we woke up
at the same time =D
Surprising thing is the webcam did not
get disconnected.
Usually it will =_=

Anyways.
I am angry today as well.
My ex bf sent me a text message.
Saying his friend told him i got a NEW BF.
Why he said that?
Because i talk to one guy everyday.
What bullshit is that?
So every guy i talk to everyday is my bf? =D
Wow i got hundreds =D
And my ex came online and read my blog.
And he fucking dare say i love
my best friend VINOD
just cause i went out with him.
HAHA OMFG!
i am dying of laughter x]]

If you are Terry's friend who has been
stalking me and is reading this
dont let me find out who you are =]
Better watch your back.

To those who are reading this.
Please remember
DON'T jump to CONCLUSION
when you HAVEN'T ASKED
people anything.
It really PISSES people off.
So if you dont wanna lose a friend.
Think before you talk =]

Hello Kitty Is My Love <3

* I love it =P*

Although today is my brother's bday
and i know its me who suppose to
buy him gifts but~
I made him buy stuffs for me haha.
Well the big box isnt mine ><
Its for his friend but the front 3 are mine =P
HELLO KITTY!!
I love them so much =P
Thx vincent =P
But i got the two bears for free.
Who can i give the guy bear to? =P
Hopefully its you x]

Well its a short update x]
More coming soon =P

Lalala =PP

*new picture =D*
*More on my FB leave comments =P*

Anywaysssss~
I have finally reformatted my stupid laptop
from Window Vista
to Window 7!!
Its soooooo much better x]
*thank you vincent ><*

And now its 2.43am.
3rd sept.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KOR!! XD

Sighhss .
Confused in love T_T

I am falling in love with someone i
shouldn't.
How did it happened?
I dont know.
Why shouldnt i fall in love with him?
well because he have a gf.
And i am not the kind of girl who hurts ppl
to get what i want. =/
But how can i forget him?!
He is always there for me even when i
dont need him and he'll
eventually find ways to make me laugh.

Frank kor coming back to KL~
Hehe happy ^^
1year+ didnt see him already T_T
Miss him =/

Kelly Clarkson new song
'Already Gone'
Awesome song.
You guys should check it out =P