Cant sleep T_T

*Ahaha~This pic caused drama xD*

Woots.
This picture allowed me to fooled
alot of people saying that i started smoking xD
GOTCHA peeps! ;D
You guys should know me better , i wont give
up so easily and start doing stuffs that
will harm me body.
Never.Never.And never.

A little advice to you guys out there.
Dont ever go jogging when you didnt have a good sleep,
super tired with a super headache.
Dont. Why?
Because today i had all those condition with me and
i went jogging, for a moment i felt like
i had asthma , damn difficult to breathe and my
head was really painful.
I blanked out for about 20secs.
:( so yea only jog when you have enough energy to do so.

Right now i am effing tired
but couldnt sleep because i watched
'Where got ghost'.
It wasnt that scary but a few parts did shocked me
soo yea. I cant sleep :(
Currently just sitting here, hoping i can forget those
parts by tomorrow >_<

Sooooo addicted to a song.
Girl On Tv-LEO.
Its a very old song.
But i find it relaxing x]
♪♫'Do i ever cross your mind in the warm sunshine~'♫ ;3
Have a listen to it whenever you are free x]
You might find urself swaying with the beats :p

Its the start of december.
Hopefully my better days are ahead.
I promised myself that i would start over.
Wont let myself down :]
Cant wait for jia lin to come over to my house ;]
Its a girl's night ;D

Been searching for jobs the whole day.
No luck :|
Waiting for my brother to finish his exams
so he can help me do a photoshooting session.
So i can build my portfolio.
Easier for me to apply for those freelancing jobs.

So sleepy arh!
The moment i close my eyes,
i open them right away >_<
*yawnnnnnns*
*rubs eyes* x3
Hopefully i will eventually fall asleep sooner or later =_=v

Repeating the same old melody over and over again.
Do i ever cross your mind in the warm sunshine♫~
My favorite line of the lyrics x3

I want you to do what you really want and
not give up on it because of me.
Even if it takes forever.
I will still be here waiting and waiting.

Job needed,

Finding freelancing jobs,
event jobs,
or any part time jobs!

Photoshooting jobs is accepted too.
But depends on the theme.

Need to earn money in decemeber T_T
So if anyone have any news about
ppl hiring for any one this jobs above
Pls contact me!
Thanks alot :D

Sighs.

New random picturessss.

*Ponytails haha.*

SIGHS!
This afternoon went to Great Eastern
Mall with my brother and mother.
Went to have lunch at Zen.
But i didnt eat instead i just ordered a drink.
I have no idea, how the fuck
i spilled my fucking drink!
But thank god neither one of us got spilled on.
What the hell happened to me?
Was i thinking too much that what i was doing at
the moment i really didnt know?
My brother asked me 'you not yet wake up is it'
The fact is i didnt sleep, but i just say yea.

November november.
Got everyone so emo and sensitive.
Everyone is looking forward towards a better month
on December.
Everyday i really dont have that particular mood
to do anything. Not even going out.
Things come crashing at me unexpectedly.
Problems, one solved another few comes in again.
They keep stacking up instead of going down.

Friends said i have changed.
I dont smile anymore. And i look so lan c sometimes.
Haha. Its not that i dont want to smile.
And yes i admit i can look very lan c sometimes.
I just cant smile, I promise you guys i will smile
for you guys again after everything vanish.

If only i can just press the 'reset' button in my life.
Start all over again. But its impossible we all know it.
Well, just can learn from our mistakes.

Webcam-ed with Vinod earlier.
I managed make him laugh even when he was
so deadddd.
Once again, i brighten ppl day when i couldnt brighten mine.
He was being all so friendship forever-ish.
Like meeting each other once or twice or whenever possible.
And always keep in touch no matter what happens.
Haha. *you know you need me badly vinod ;]*
But yea, almost 14yrs i knew him =]
I know his weak points too well ;]

Then JiaLin sent me a comment on FB wall.
Saying Babe wo xiang si.
She scared me like hell.
Immediately i called her.
I could hear by her voice she just finished crying.

Babe, When your holidays starts come over to my house,
my arms are wide open for you =]
2nights 3days or forever is up to you.
I'll get my mum to adopt you if you wan xD
You can stay as long as you want.
Remember all the things i told you.
If you want me to talk to him just tell me and i will
deal with him for you.
Hopefully i can get my mum to make a trip to a beach
for the both of us. =]
The best way and place to forget everything and just relax.
Even if we cant make a trip to the beach then we just
settle with Sunway Lagoon beach ba haha xD
Concentrate on your exams and not him.
Even if its hard you still have to do it.
Just few more weeks love, bear with it kays?
Mwarks.

Rawr!
I am going mad with phone calls from my mum.
I tend to rawr alot nowadays =_=
haha.
Infact i am going mad with everything.
T_T *hugs the rabbit soft toy tightly*
I need something or someone that can hug me back too T_T
Bii i need your hug T_T
Sighs. When will all the drama ends?
I am sick of living a drama life, just want a simply life.

And to those who asked me why i dont take branded
bags and wearing branded clothes like
my mum and brother. Here is my answer.

• I dont want ppl to see me as a rich and spoiled girl.
• I just wan to be treated like every normal person and not high class-ish
• Looking rich on the outside attracts more thief targeting you ;3

And i rather earn my own branded bag rather
than having ppl buying it for me.
The feeling of working hard just to get something you want.
That feeling is really worth it =]
And i am not the kind of girl that needs ppl to buy things for me.
I am the kind that earns anything i wan myself without
being a burden to anyone.
Thats why any guys who becomes my bf saves alot money
on gifts xD

Nights guys =]

I'll be your dream, I'll be your wish
I'll be your fantasy, I'll be your hope
I'll be your love, Be everything that you need.
I love you more with every breath
Truly, madly, deeply, do.
Dont ever leave me.
You know i need you badly.

Doodling xD

Rawrrrrr.

Its 5am in the morning right now.
And no obviously i am not asleep yet.
Instead i got bored just now.
And started doodling on my diary page xD

*My personal faveee <3>
I love the focus of the camera lens*
*Why cant i feel anything from anyone
other than you?*

*Badly edited >_<*

Whheee~
So there it is, My 'work of art' haha.
Just give me and pencil and a paper and
i can start doodling all kind of craps.
I remembered when i was in school, bored in the lessons.
I would take my pencils and start doodling
on the school desks or wall =3
Or a pen and start writing on my hands/legs x3
This is my 'creativity' side haha x3

And notice how clear those wordings are in
the pictures even when its so small?
I used my brother's Nikon DSLR camera to take it :D
The normal sucky camera can
never take shots like this. NEVER.
At 1st i used the normal camera the wordings is
sooooo freaking blur.
I have no choice but to use my brother's DSLR.
Nikon never fails to amaze me =]

Another random picture :D

*Rawr he bites ;D*
*A major poser and camwhore*

Christmas is coming~
I only have one item on my wishlist.
A tattoo on my back ;D
Only this and nothing more~

Its been freaking hot these 2 days :|
And ppl are getting sick.

JiaLin- Take care of yourself, Get well soon.
If you too tired to hold on, just let it go babe.
Argueing all the time. Is this love worth calling happiness
anymore?

XiaoSer- Baka bii, recovered not long then sick again.
=_= you better take care of urselfffff.
Sleep when you have time. Mwarks.

Your gentle hand, dont belong to me since the
beginning. It was never meant to be mine.

=|

Miss him
❤
Love him
❤
Need him

Chocolates gone T_T

Last night fell asleep infront of my laptop =_=

Had a bad dream. Woke up at 6am+
because of that stupid dream >_<
Feeling dizzy right now. I dont know why.

Anyways.
Went to great eastern mall with my mum,
brother, grandpa and grandma.
Went to Daidomon japanese buffet.
Seeing my mum so stressed even while eating,
i lost my appetite.
I really hate to see the ones i love upset.
I get upset too knowing there is nothing i can do
to help but to just take care of her in any way i can.

After my 'brunch' went to Island shop.
Tried on a long dress.
I reallllly loved it but my mum said no
because it was too mature for me.

*My eyes was really bad haha*

This dress cost RM389.
Got kinda shocked cause i thought it was only
RM200+ but i was soooo wrong =_=

Then went to guardian to buy some stuffs.
And bought a chocolate that i wanted to try.
Dark chocolate :p
And after that we went home before going out again.

*Yummy :p*

The chocolate kinda tasted like Godiva chocolate.
But ofcourse Godiva chocolate is better x3
Dark chocolate~~
I prefer dark chocolate rather than any other chocolates.
The taste is richer ;3

Followed my mum out to Bangsar just to buy cake.
Haha xD Passed by HELP hostel.
Finally know where jia lin lives right now xD
My mum went to meet one of her friend.
After that we went to Chocolate Lounge ~
Yup chocolate again xD Fat wei~~ >_<

*My banana frappe. Its banana mixed vanilla
ice blended =3*

*Rawr~My brother ordered
Chocolate Frappe~Really yummy x33*

Reached home only to find that..
2 of my dogs..
ATE MY DARK CHOCOLATES !!! T____T
I forgot i left it on my bed T__T
My mum was rushing me that time so i forgot about it.
Yoooooorrrrrrrr T_T
I only ate one they ate three!
They left the wrapper on the floor for me T__T
And made a mess in my room with all the papers.
Cleaned it up. Scolded them. And ofcourse whacked them. xD

Went jogging after cleaning the mess.
Even before going jogging i ran up and down the stairs
because i kept forgetting something >_<
Wooo~ Today such a rare day xD
My brother actually went jogging! ahahaha!
After one month of saying he will go he finally went!
But he only walked and i jogged =_=
Uphill and downhill i jogged he walked =_=
And the last round going uphill he jogged up!
I was sooo out of breath and he left me behind!
After i reached home he called me slow.
Kor! you CHEATED! cheat cheat cheat! xD

Right now. On my bed.
Tired. Sleepy.
My head keep spinning.
Probably not enough rest and i've been
thinking about alot of stuffs lately. Sighs.

But whenever i am down.
The medicine i need that can cheer me up is this.
Rabbit x3

*Makes me smile in every way*

*Its been really cold lately.
Keep urself warm guys x3*

*Online time~I know i look so pale
without make up >_<*

The rabbit is always right beside me :p
Was too lazy to edit those pictures.
Why is the internet speed so slow all of a sudden >_<
Night guys =]

You are all i'm breathing for.
Without you, there is no point in living anymore.
Xiao Ser, you are the best thing that happened to me.

24/11/09

Goodbye to you :]
See you next year.

LMAO!
Today i have been called a FAKER on FB.
A biatch sent me a message in my inbox saying
'You are a faker. This girl is not name Mabel.
And she is from Japan not Malaysia.'
HAHA! wtf wei~
So to all my friends~ From this min onward
i am not MALAYSIAN.
I am JAPANESE!
And since i am not mabel i should come up with a new name.
Any suggestion guys? ;p
Gah, who gives a fuck what those ppl say.
Whether i am a faker or not you guys should know better.

And to those using my pics either on fb,
other any websites, with fake infos and shit.
Thank you! :D
It proves i am GORGEOUS to you guys ;p
and you guys are just jealous.
But for your information i am only on
Facebook and blogspot.
On other websites they are faker.
But then again whatever.
I dont fucking care =]

Sat outside of my house on the staircase.
With music in my ears.
Looking at the blue and yet grey sky.
It wasnt sunny, and its not raining.
Cloudy weather. And winds.
I love it, my favorite kind of weather :]
Ahhh that feeling, never felt so peaceful.
Can you guys feel that its really cold lately? x]

Its only 24th of november.
And ppl are already making plans for christmas.
Some making romantic plans for their loves.
While other making plans to go wild on xmas eve.
My plans?
Stay home and sleep i guess? =p
Haha i have no idea.
Never thought of it. Just thought of what presents
should i get for the ones that i treasure most =]
And no i dont need present in return.
Just seeing those i love smiling is enough for me.

Chatting with vinod on MSN.
HAHAH!
I scared him!
I told him i am engaged to my boyfriend
and we are gonna get married next year when i
turn 18 and i might be pregant xD
He was like WTF no way!
Vinod i was just fucking with you xDDD

Didnt sleep at all last night.
I am tired and sleepy right now.
But i believe you guys should know why i am not in bed yet >_<

Sighs.
Havent stop sighing at all today.
Anyways..
Once again Thank You to those who cared =]
Thank you for taking your time to cheer me up and
tried to make me smile.
I am really glad to have you guys =]

Nothing is perfect.
But we are just seeing imperfect things perfectly.
Thats why we tend to believe that something is perfect
when we know it isnt. =]

I dont know how i came up with this verse.
But i just did.
Isnt it true? =]
Afterall no one said anything is perfect at all.

Everyone seems down lately.
Everyone is moody.
And looking forward for a better month.
Yea i am looking towards a better month next month.
I tired of these fucked up feeling.
Yes i have swearing alot lately.
Forgive me.
It will be gone when i can smile again.

Tired of waiting. Night loves.

When i look into your eyes, i want you to tell me
that you love me, pull me towards you,
gentle kiss me on my lips, hug me tightly and
tell me that you'll never let me go no matter what happens.
And mean it from the bottom of your heart.
Because that's how much i need and love you.

Emo-ness :|

This picture have everyone asking if i was naked here.
No i am not! haha!
I will never be nude in any pictures of mine.

Okay heres the thing.
I have been in an EMO-NESS mood today!
OMFG!
Thats so not me.
And yes i am still in my effing emo mood.
To jia lin who know my REAL reasons why i am this way.
Well lets keep it that way.
No point in saying anything about it.
And i wont ask anything about it.
I am used to it.
To those who dosent you dont have to know :D

I should learn to stop being so effing naive.
Stop trusting people already.
I wont trust anyone anymore.
Not even myself.
Getting my hopes high up will only end up in me
being miserable.

Every time when i think everything is alright,
It becomes worst the next day and all
my hopes just crash and crumble down to pieces of crap.
Only to find out all my efforts and time have been
wasted.

And i have learnt something.
I will never check on anyone again =]
Even if they told me to.
Because checking on someone or something will only lead
you to seeing things you don't want to see.
And sometimes some things are really better left unknown.
If they wanna tell they will eventually tell,
If they dont tell you at all and is hiding it from you,
it means they are up to no good =]
So dont ask me to check on you anymore, I WONT.
Any dont ask me to help you guys check on anyone.
i WONT.

I feel completely USELESS one way or another.
Although i am able to help friends or family with something
i still feel USELESS.

I've been stressed out the whole day.
My mind kept wandering to thoughts that i hated.
I couldn't get it out of my head.
To erase it from my head i went jogging in the afternoon
as soon as i reached home.
Thank god it didnt rain today.

With loud music in my ears.
And two of my cousins following from behind.
For awhile i was able to just hear the music
and not those thoughts that made me upset.
But it only lasted for awhile.

I sent my cousins ahead of me telling them
i will catch up with them later.
They left. I broke down.
On my knees, with tears falling down from my eyes.
My head was hurting.
That feeling, i hated it.
And i hate MYSELF for being so WEAK!
I was disgusted with myself for being so weak.
I slapped myself hard on my face.
Telling myself to WAKE UP.
Wiped away those tears, got up on feet.
Went home.
Took a one hour shower, i was literally just stoned.

Love.
What is the REAL meaning of 'love'?
Can anyone tell me?
Anyone can just say the word 'love' anytime they want.
But can you even tell if its from the heart or just
to make you happy?

Carrying on with my life,
pretending that nothing is wrong.
I smile when i wanna cry.
Forcing these smiles, is more painful the being stab
by hundreds of knife to any part of your body.

I never needed love.
But that keep coming to me.
And i keep falling for them.
I'm so sick of love songs, so tired of tears.

I wanna know what love is.
I wanna know what it feels like.
Can you prove it to me once more?

21.11.09

*Pure boredom*

8pm, made a cup of hot coffee,
stood outside the kitchen balcony.
Looking at night view of KL.
KLCC always shining as bright as ever with lights
shining towards to sky.
KL tower as colourful as ever with its blue lights.
The wind slowly blew across me, and my hair
followed it rhythm back and fourth.
Closed my eyes, breathing in the fresh air
of the night sky, smiling to myself and thought of alot of questions.

If i disobeyed my mother all along till now.
What would i have become?
If i break up with my boyfriend when he liked another girl.
Would he be happier without me?
If i didnt stopped studying.
Would everything be better than it is now?

All those questions, and alot more 'Ifs' questions.
If If If If If.
Although i have regretted a few stuffs.
But i have never looked back and said
'i wished i never did that'.
Never.

Have you guys thought that sometimes
'things happens for the better'?
I have never thought of it that way before.
Until in school a teacher once told me
'sometimes things happens for the better'.
Ever since then no matter what bad situation i have to face,
i believe it will lead to something better.
And i would look forward for that day to come.

Although i didnt believe in it at 1st.
I thought of it as a pure crappy word of wisdom thingy.
Until i left school, a year after that,
I got backstabbed by friends whom i thought were my 'REAL'
friends. Only those who truely understand me stood by my side.
I found out who my real friends were.
Those drama really did happened for the better.
And from then till now i will always believe in this sentence.
*Thanks Mr.Stevenson :D*

Moving on next topic.
Is a girl appearance so important to a guy?
If a girl isnt pretty in your eyes but have great personality
would you love her or treat her as a friend and nothing more?

A friend of mine, dating a guy who always nags
about her weight and probably other stuffs about
her appearance.
Seriously. When you love someone, love them for their
inner and outer beauty.
When you really love someone, outer beauty shouldnt
mean anything to you unless all you wan is FACE!
Whats the use of wanting face so much?
So all your friends will be jealous just cause you have a pretty
girlfriend? But have guys ever thought about
the pressure girls have to go through worrying about their beauty
just for their boyfriend?

Watching our weight, wearing clothes our boyfriends
likes, worrying about pimples and alot more stuffs.
Yes i have been through it before.
And trust me its seriously not fun at all.

Girls just wants guys who would love them and appreciate
them for who they are, whatever they do and
how clumsy they can be sometimes.
And girls just want guys to understand them,
if you guys cant understand them, take some time,
talk to them and slowly problems can be solve one way
or another.

Trust me, having pretty girlfriend is not cool at all.
I have alot guys telling me if i am their gf they will
have alot of pressure because many guys
will try to chase me and i can run away
from them anytime i want :D
Its not vain, but its true x3

So think twice before saying stuffs that
might hurt a girl.
Guys only need few mins to forgive a girl.
But girl will take few days to forgive a guy ;]

Baby, you are all i have.

20/11/09

Today woke up at 8am just to get ready

to go Sunway Pyramid.
Super tired today.
Went out at 9.30 and have breakfast with
my grandma, grandpa and my brother :)

Reach Sunway at 11am.
Omg >_<>
Lian and the others wouldnt be there until 1pm.
I was walking and smsing bii.
He is sick :| and he was at a clinic.
I felt useless. Unable to be by his side to
take care of him when needed me most.
And i was worried about him the whole time.
Take care of yourself bii :|

Walking around clueless, and i got lost few times haha.
I have few guys coming up to me , trying to talk to me,
and trying to get my number. I just turned around
and walked away from them :D
Thats why i hate being alone >_<
I texted my brother, he told me to join him and
his friends cause he was worried about me.
But i said no because i dont want to disturb him
with his friends.

Finally 1pm Lian reached! and we went to find Nicholas.
OMG havent seen him in 5years >_<
We went to Pasta Zanmai for our 'brunch'

*Reunion xD*

*Creamy mushroom and chicken~
oiishiidesune~*

But lian and i couldnt finish our spaghetti and we
gave it to Nicholas xD our recycle bin haha.
From the moment we sat down we have never stopped
laughing :D Awesome school memories.
Lian laughed the loudest haha!
What surprised us was suddenly Kelly and kelvin!
I havent seen them in 5yrs too! haha.

And later Lara and Auleep came :D
After sitting and talking, it was 3pm already.
Lian's tattoo appointment time ;D
She was totally freaking out and excited hahahah!
We were all laughing about her!

After we reached the tattoo place
OMG the feeling i have >_<
For some reasons i felt so scared and
nervous at the same time.
The needles and everything omggggg~
I can never get tattoo. Never.

I left at 3pm+ almost 4pm.
My brother sent his friends back home.
Omg they were laughing like mad ppl lols.
*Dont be like my brother,
talking on the phone and driving
haha*

Drove to Puchong and pick up my cousin sister.
Went back home.
Stuck in traffic jam for 2hrs omg >_<>
My mum told my brother to go Sg Wang
to help her with something. I had to follow him =_=

Changed into something simple and my contact lenses.

7pm went out. Never went out at night for
so long xD The feeling felt so different.
While having dinner with my brother, i kept asking
him a question he kept changing the subject xD
He would answer me anything except that question xD
Kor aa~ i asked you that question for dunno how
many years already ~ x3

*Grey contacts :D*

I want to work at PC Fair!
I wonder if my mum would allow me or not >_<
Atleast i can get few hundred bucks in 3days.
Hopefully my brother can work with me too! haha.
I know he needs money to fund for his Nikon DSLR ;p
But he have exams on one of those days.
*Mami~ let me work for just 3days pwease~*

Super tired and super worried about my baka bii.
Hope he gets well soon :|

Its not the promise i have made that kept me
together with you. Its my love that i have for you,
that is strong enough for me to make that
promise and keep me by your side.
Which is why i'll tell you 'I Love You' everyday
so you'll never forget.

Painful yet crazy memories =]

Thinking back about my past.

I realized how much i have changed.
Its not a wonder those we knew me back then
was surprised to see me again after a long time.
I was 'emo' back then.
Silting my wrist to erase my pain.

*Yup i did this to myself*

Not once, not twice, but everytime when i am down
i do it without the fear of pain.
Although its just a small cut the scar still remains.
And yes every time i look i would laugh back at myself
and think was that really me?

In 2007, i was a girl who is selfish
and known as TOP1 RUDE girl.
I do things hurting those close to me and i didnt give a damn.
Every sentence i spoke have 'vulgar' words in it.
And i was being sort of 'fake' just to fit in with
other ppl around me.
I was famous for flirting with guys, famous in Sungai wang
for a fashion icon, and ofcourse a playgirl.
And my dressing was to the point where everyone would stare
with their eyes open wide.
From gothic to lolita. Lolita to punk.
Punk to the point where i just wear a tube and shorts out.
A total slut i was haha.

Drinking alcohol at friends house till we get drunk.
Partying till late night, skipping school with my brother.

Jia lin, a friend of mine.
Followed me through all these years with me.
And throughout all these years we have changed alot.

*2007 us*

*2007 us without make up*

*I miss my nose piercing T_T*

*2008 us*

*2009 us*

*In the middle of 2009*

*Unseperatable bond*

Within 2007-2008.
I argued with my mum everyday about everything.
Argued to the point she sent me away from home. xD
Until i started attending Kimarie to start my courses.
I promised myself to start a new ME.
A much more mature girl who wouldn't hurt anyone anymore.
Ofcourse i succeeded in changing myself and was proud of
myself after i received the news that i was one of the
only three ppl out of 20+ ppl to pass
the London C&G certificate for hairdressing =]

That was when i decided to be someone faithful to
those close to me, honest, helping out as much as i can.
But without me noticing, i changed so much.
Even without trying, i changed myself.
I am often stereotyped as 'humble' or 'soft-hearted'
And i never got scolded from my mum anymore xD
And instead of me hurting guys anymore, guys hurt me back.

From a TOP1 RUDE girl to a GENTLE girl.
From crazy dressing to simple yet mature dressing.
From hurting ppl to getting hurt back.
Seriously, was those days really me?
Well everyone makes mistakes. And i've learnt mine.
and i wont repeat those mistakes anymore.
I'm PROUD to be who i am now.
Imperfect, clumsy, stupid.
Only an idiot would fall in love with me x3

Humiliated Much ? :D

Whheee~
Ikki smsed me this morning saying
there was a anime fest at Timesquare
today~
And randy kor smsed me saying he was at
Timesquare lols~

Went to Sg Wang around 2pm+ with my brother
but couldnt walk over to TS to find
Ikki and randy kor~
Today is Sunday, i forgot Jia Lin would be there too.
Sorry guys >_<

Add on :D
A so called friend of mine called me and sent me
numerous vulgar messages.
Why?
Because the guy she likes dosent like her but instead
he likes me and she said i FLIRT with him! :D
LMFAO!
Hey babe. You kept asking why i kept quite on the phone?
Simple. Because i dont need to talk alot shit with ppl like you
and i want to HUMILIATE you by writing this in my blog
because 90% of ppl should know who you are :D

You said i flirt with him?
Which blind eyes of yours saw it?
And which deaf ears of yours heard it?
You said i'm a cheap 'lala' girl?
HAHAHA!
I wonder WHO goes clubbing, drinks alcohol,
smokes like an ass and dress like one?
Its YOU :D not me.
You said i am a slut?
I wonder WHO tries to show off her boobs in her picture,
and wears extremely short skirts and pants just
to get attention? :D
You asked Why do guys always stare at me when i walk
pass them and not you?
Simple. Because i dont dress like a prostitute looking for
customers in broad daylight and i dont put on
heavy make up to cover my face.
Instead, i dress decently, without heavy powder on my face,
and obviously i am prettier than you to them x3

Why do guys like me you asked?
Because i am being ME and not someone FAKE.
And because i am everything you are NOT. :D
You said i am dating a guy who isnt worth my love?
Well you dont know shit so just STFU :D
You are probably just jealous i can get a bf within few weeks
after my break up and you cant get one in a million years
and yes we are indeed in LOVE :D
Once again jealous of me?
Oh yes i know you are ~
So think again before you use the word 'cheap' and 'lala'
on me. I've changed to someone who you cannot be
even if you tried your hardest.

Because of a guy you wanna scold me?
WHO was it that HELPED you when you need help?
Think about that.
I know you will read this post of mine and think to yourself
'Mabel is such a bitch!'
Yes i am a bitch, that's my 2nd nickname since i was 12 :D
So screwwwww you
you fucking cunt :D

i DARE you to talk to me again.
If you wanna apologize i will only accept it
when you are on your knees bowing down to me and
say sorry :D
Humiliated much?
Have fun staying at home feeling embarrassed and afraid
to see the cruel world again :D
See ya sucker !

I almost forgot!
Here is a universal finger for you
..l..
:D