Yellow is banana says my boyf.

Was checking my hotmail inbox yesterday
and this was what i received from FB team :D

lalalalala~ 3499. probably 3500+ today? :p

I wanted to update blog yesterday but
i was having period cramps and i was lying
on the bed like a dead piece of meat.

Anywaysss, went to TS today with my mum,
bro and cousins. Went to papa john's for pizza.
I dont know why but my mum really love
the pizza there but i know i super love
their bread sticks.

Got bored. So here is me without make up.
Like a kid right? xD

And here is me with my 5mins make up.

Seriously just 5mins and all i did was
eye shadow => light brown
liquid eyeliner => line my eyelids
mascara => lower lashes *yes those are natural*
and ofcourse fake eyelashes on top.
And yet it gives u BIG difference :D

Maybe some may say i am a so-called 'fake beauty'.
and some boys may say 'i prefer natural girls'.
I admit i am not a good looker when i am without
make up, but then again i have this SKILL in
make up and no i didnt learn it from anyone
except myself, why not use it to beautify myself?

Plus i dont do so super heavy make up
that hides everything of your face and i dont even
use foundation.
Natural beauties? Reaalllyy? Are you kidding me?
How many girls do you see are without make
up nowadays? And will you even take a second
look if you spot a girl without make up?
No. why? because they are without make up to
beautify themselves.

So stop criticizing girls with make up.
*not that i have been criticize before*
I seen alot and its getting boring.
Afterall those who criticize are just jealous that
you are not naturally skilled in make up.
And we are the ones who are stereotyped as BEAUTIFUL
instead of you ;)

I found my BANANA CAP.
That is what my boyf calls it.
Whatever i have is yellow he calls it banana.

See it doesnt even look like a banana -_-.
Caps are good for covering bad hair.

Fatty fatty :D my dog so busybody -_-
Can spot her? :D

OMG! 19days left and i will be going
to a jail house *thats what my grandpa calls NS*
For 3 effing mths. What a waste of time.
When i can further my studies i have to be doing
craps for 3mths. Especially craps i had done before
in school so its nothing new for me.
Like i said, WASTE OF MY EFFING TIME DAMMIT!

Today i dropped my phone 5 times and my hand free
cover cracked. Awesome? very.
And this NEW handfree hasn't even last for a mth.
But my phone, no matter how many times i drop
it, its still fine.
I dropped it when i was on the phone with my boyf
and surprisingly the call was still connected and
no covers fell off. i dropped twice in a row somemore.

LG ice-cream phone, RM800 when i bought it.
Not bad, worth it.
People complain said it sucks and they have
so many probs with it but mine didnt.
And no matter how many times i drop it,
its still in good conditions.
Plus its PINK ! :D
This is why i dont bother changing to new phone.

Bad mood. the internet is pissing me off
with it oh-so-slow-speed.
I cant even watch bleach online dammit !!

I rather stay quiet on the phone with you
than hanging up the calls. Because
i wont be able hear you for a long time.
God knows if i am able to use the phone
without getting notice.

kiss me if you dare.

Its FRIDAY!!
And yaaaaaaayyyyyy i got to see bii~
But he was 2hrs late.
Already told him to be there at 12pm+
but when i called him at 12pm+ he was just
on his way out.

My lesson?
Its either i dont be so early anymore
*which is quite impossible cause its my mum who
is sending me there*
or dont be so nice to him anymore. xD

Cause i remembered, when we 1st met
and our 1st few outings, it was him
who waited for me.
Now its the other way round.

I went to see what movie there is.
Ikki accompanied me. =)
Long lines omg -_-.
I decided Prince of Persia at 2.45pm cause i
had no idea what time i have to go home.
Lining up, almost my turn to reach the counter.

A guy took a speaker up and said
what what movie sold out,
prince of persia 2.05pm sold out. I said
to Ikki lucky not 2.45pm then that
guys said 2.45 and 4.00 sold out i was =___-=
I spoke too soon =__=.

No choice i had to buy Bounty Hunter.
But bii wanted to watch it so its fine =)

I dont know whats with my boyf today because
he seems so happy for some reason.
And last night our conversation really did
kept me laughing out loud because he was
complaining non stop about me *jokingly*
and before i could say a word he already said 10 sentences.

Rate : ★★★★★

Nice movie =)
Hilarious.

Bought Starbucks Strawberry cream frappe ❤❤
Hide it in my bag and brought in the cinema =p

After the movie, mummy-in-law and bii's brother
along with his gf was waiting for us to
have dinner. =)

Caesar Salad !! ❤ ahahaha.
I love it soooo muchies~

I really and always have enjoyed my future
mummy-in-law accompany. =)
She is friendly, easy and enjoyable to talk to =)

And i just found out the camp i am going to
for NS isnt far :D
its at negeri sembilan.
Lets just hope, when i get there, blink my eyes
and 3mths passes.
I am leaving on the 19th June. Sooo
no blogs update for 3mths unless my
boyf is willing to do it for me like he did while i was in Taiwan :p

Which ofcourse i doubt he would =(
Nights :D

Whatever i dare you to do you wouldnt
dare. So who have the more advantages
for anything now? :p

whining doesnt get me anywhere. but it ease my pains.

Another rough day for me.
Sighs, full of shit life.
Seriously, one thing after another.
Is there no end to this misery?
Atleast maybe a little break in betweeeeeen :(((

Once again bad brunch. Woohoo.
And my mum went to Kelana Jaya for a meeting.
Me and my brother went to the lakeside.
Sitting and fooling around.
In the super hot sun !
Atleast there is wind.

*I can barely open my eyes, stupid sun :(*
And since when have i gotten so fair?

*What happens if i step on his ball sacks?*

*Brotherly and sisterly love. Not.*

*The wind totally raped my hair.*

Totally bored. bored. bored. bored.
What to do? I have no idea.
Die? cannot i still got many things i wan to do.
Fun? No fun in my life.
Excitement? Nothing exciting in KL at all.
Study? Owh god dont even talk about study to me anymore.

Got diploma in hairdressing so what?
Got credits in hairdressing so what?
Some more the cert is from UK City&Guilds.
Can it get me into college? no. FML.
*Actually i dont even bring it on when i go and ask
for information as i feel it has totally nothing to do with college*

Anyone know the lyrics to negaraku song?
I heard you must sing it every 5am or 6am morning in NS.
Owh god FML again.
Google can find it arh? *Trying.*
Eh, can de wor. Not bad. ahahaha.
*I am such a disgrace to my country, once again
i am not the only one :D*

Sick and not recovering.
But nothing serious.
Why cant it be so so serious to the point where
i have to go hospital, check up and have a letter sent
to NS department saying i cant go due to some
oh-so-serious-sickness and have my name cancel
off the list?
*Mabel, stop dreaming please >:(*

There is so much emotion in me that wants to explode
out all at one time. All those bottled up feelings.
But i dont know of what. Always having
a feeling so uncomfortable in me. Its effing annoying.
Mood swing? Cannot be.
More like emo feeling.

When i am back from NS there are
few things i MUST do.
❤ Get an i-phone.
❤ Get my tattoo.
❤ Get my hair done nicely.
❤ Change my style. *again ahaha*
❤ Convince my mum to let me work and study.
❤ Never leaving bii anymore.

Hopefully when i am back after 3mths i lose
thousand and millions of weight.
And please dont get so tan T_T
Took me few years to get so fair naturally.

I love Charice.
Totally amazing singer for a young girl.
No one, and i mean no one has touched my heart
with their voice for a long time till i just heard her songs.
She is my inspiration :]
Another legendary singer in making.

i dont want to lose sight of those precious to me.

Woke up at 9am this morning with my
legs feeling weak along with my body.
I seriously didnt wanna get out of my bed.
But knowing that i have clothes waiting
for me to wash i have no choice but to drag
myself out of bed.
And i when i said drag i really meant it literally.

In the afternoon, went to Pavilion
with my mother and brother.
Went to TGI Friday for brunch.
I wanted Caesar Salad, brother said to order set
lunch. Fine, order some weird Shanghai chicken salad
and buffalo wings.

The buffalo wings had those celery sticks with it.
My mum knows that my brother and i
HATE celery sticks.
Super super hate celery sticks. and its RAW!

She said 'Make a bet with both of you,
each of you eat one i'll give u RM50'.
We hesitated ofcourse but my brother ate it 1st.
AHAHAHA his face expression.
My mum took out the 50s and put it on the table.
'Mabel your turn!'
*took a celery stick*
*dip it into sour cream sauce*
*bites*

!@#$% !!
managed to swallowed. 2nd bite
eh not that bad. ahahaha! got RM50 just like that.
My mum said next time bet with us on bitter gourd.
we hate bitter gourd too =_=v

The salad came, 1st bite.
!@#$!@#$% !! omg!
What in the hell taste is that?
Its so weird-ish. I dont know how to explain
that particular taste but i just know its
not enjoyable. I didnt want to waste. So i had to
force it down the throat with any sauce on the table.

Bad brunch. But received an mms.
A baby pic from my wifey.
OMG congrats lou po dai yan !!
gx gx gx gx gx gx !!
She gave birth at 5am+ this morning.
You really have a blissful life lou po~
Wish you happiness all the way~
Take good good care of urself and the baby.
Really so happy for you that you found your happiness
after all that you've been thru. =)

My brother went to J.CO donuts to buy this ice
chocolate drink for me but ofcourse he didnt
belanjar me, he took money from my purse.
Nice brother? i know =_=.

Drank half cup, i felt like puking.

Went home, 6pm made dinner with mummy.

After dinner, ofcourse i did the dishes afterall
i am THE maid at home.
Ran to my room, vomited.
Not once but twice.
I felt a fever coming but took a fever pill and continue
with the house chores.

Webcam-ed with my bii bii~
I cant stop smiling =)

Days keep passing so fast. 19th June is reaching
soon. I am not afraid of going to NS.
I am not afraid of fights or whatever.
The only thing i am afraid is losing sights
of those close to me for 3months.
What if i cant find them back after losing sight of them?

I never wan to miss even a sec of their life.
But now i am going to miss 3mths.
I wondered, what would happen without him?
without me around anymore?
My grandma, how would she be?

And vinod is coming back on July omg !!
NOOOOOOOO >_<
I waited ages for him to get his black ass home!
And so many more friends are coming back
from oversea for holidays omg!!
I cant meet them.

But then again life is UNFAIR!
This is my everyday line when nothing goes right.
Except when i know i still have bii in my life
then i'll tell myself maybe its quite fair afterall =)

1.02am.
I think the pill is taking its effect.
my eyes are closing.

I dont want to lose sight of you.
But then again, you never makes promises that
you never intend to keep.
But you promised me that you'll still be around
when i am back and still loyal and faithful to me.
Dont let me know you do anything behind my back >:(

2days in a row with bii.

Yesterday friday.
My usual outing day with my bii.
But the only thing that made it different was
he is sick. And i didnt know it was that serious.
And yet he forced himself to go out
just to see me.

He said usually with his other ex-gfs
he wouldnt give a damn about going out
and just stay home and sleep whenever he is sick.

I feel so special haha :D

Around the late afternoon his mother came to
pick us up. Sent him home 1st and she
invited me along to a stock seminar thingy.
Worth going as i learn something.
And time just flew like as if i only sat 20mins
in there.

It ended at 9pm and we went for dinner
after that.
Talked for a long timeeeee and reached home
at almost 11pm.

I had a great time with her.
I can say we both learn alot from each other :]

Today Saturday.
I did my usual house chores in the early morning.
But it was raining. So i couldnt hang those
clothes out. But the currents of those wind
and the temperature in it.
Cooling and super nice.
Felt like Taiwan. Goshhh i miss Taiwan !!

Went to have my brunch with my grandparents
and family.
Bii called while i was in the car.
I dont know why after we hung up, i kept
smiling non stop for 5mins.

Ate bak ku teh at Pandan Indah.
My face turned red from drinking those
chicken wine thingy.

Went home, continue my house chores and
i had a cut on my hand which i knew if my
bii knows he is gonna be upset.
He doesnt like seeing me hurt in any way.
Such a sweetheart :]

Went to KLCC.
And went home again. I called bii
and he asked if i could go out have dinner with him
along with his dad and brother to celebrate
his brother's bday.

At 1st i said no because usually my mum
only allows me to go out once a week
*Yes i know, every teenage would have gone
mad if they were me*

But i had to choice but to ask since he was pestering me :p
And surprisingly she said yes.

So, bii and his dad came to pick me up.
Obviously my Mr.Snake couldnt stop
looking back and smiling so happily at me in
the front seat.
He is always like this whenever he sees me.

Picked his brother and his brother's gf up
and we went all the way to Telok Gong for dinner.
Seafood dinner :D

I figured out something.
Beer with ice tastes like Shandy.
But once the ice melts it starts tasting bitter like
ordinary beer.
But yea, bii let me tried this drink something mixed
with Guinness beer.
Tastes like Shandy and surprisingly
i didnt turned red !! :D
I know how to control ahahaha~
*I suck in drinking so laugh if u must*

But what was even more surprising was
that i went to the ladies and when i came out
he was outside waiting for me.
Is he so afraid that he'll lose sight of me?

In the car he shoulder around me and i lean
my head on his arm i felt this feeling
of security and warmth.

Its already 23rd.
I am leaving for NS so soon.
FML.

stupid bii! We just had dinner and
now you are on the phone with me at 1.34am
telling me you are hungry! PIG!
Heart you.

104 reason why i love u.

Why oh why do i love him so deeply you guys ask?
and how oh how i keep answering everything about him.
And you oh you guys keep asking what?
Fine. Let me tell you all what, from my heart :]
Bii, i am sure this should answer ur question too :]

I love you for
1. Your eyes
2. Your smile
3. Your height, i feel like a short kid around you
4. Those wide open arms to keep me safe and warm
5. Your style
6. Your honesty towards me
7. Your forgiving
8. When its you who is suppose to be angry, instead i became angry but u cheer me up
9. Always there for me 24hrs
10. Doing everything you promised without breaking them
11. Your loyalty
12. Your compassion
13. Your intelligence
14. How you pinch my chin when i become mischievous
15. How you protect me over little things
16. How you are willing to sacrifice for me
17. How you are willing not to do anything but everything for me
18. Your understanding
19. How no matter how late you are, but when i see u its all worth waiting
20. Your intelligence
21. You always put me first
22. I may be clumsy infront of you, but yet it doesnt make u love me less
23. You bring out the best of me
24. We can talk about anything and everything with each other
25. Your humour
26. No matter how lame i can be at times u dont mind
27. You smell good
28. How you are not like other jerks i've met
28. How you cuddle with me
29. How we love the same songs
30. How we think of the same thing at the same time
31. How we say the same thing at the same time and laugh
32. The taste and feel of your kisses
33. How you cuddle with me
34. Your cute facial expressions
35. Others may be afraid of your serious expressions, but i find it sexy xD
36. I love it when you are serious when you have to
37. You're a hardworking person, yet also stubborn and lazy. But I love it anyways
38. How you dont talk much to others but you just wan to talk with me for hours
39. How we act so stupid around each other
40. How you think i am stupid but yet smart at the same time
41. How ppl look at us with awe or jealousy
42. You help me face my fears
43. The way you look at me and smile
44. The way i can melt ur heart with my voice
45. Random messages in the middle of the night
46. How i get butterflies each time i see you
47. How we argue over funny things
48. Wrestling with you even if i lose at all times
49. The way you obey me
50. Knowing whats good for me and whats not
51. You make me feel i am worth something
52. Your thoughtful
53. How i can conquer the world when you are around
54. I can trust you completely
55. How you make me feel like no one else never has
56. Even if i do something so wrong to ur hair you still laugh :( sry ~
57. How we call each other stupid names
58. Your small gestures that speak volumes about how much you care
59. Comfortable to be with you
60. Your sweet
61. How jealous you may be but you just will not admit
62. Spending your only off day with me
63. Swearing you'll always treat me right
64. Planning our future together
65. How i hang up on in the middle of our phone conversation but you'll keep calling back
66. How crazy we are over each other
67. Pictures we take together
68. Your big palm wrapping mine when we held hands
69. How the spaces between our fingers are fitted perfectly
70. You give all your free time to me to make sure i feel cared and loved
71. How cute it is when you argue with your mummy over silly things when i am around :]
72. How your mummy said you'll only smile when i m around or whenever she talks about me
73. How you accepted me for who i am
74. The way you deal with my mood swings once a month
75. Apologizing when you know you dont have to
76. Giving me unexpected surprises
77. When you say u love me
78. How unpredictable u can be sometimes
79. You may be childish at times
80. The way you smell my hair
81. Never saying negative things about me unless when i deserve it
82. Teaching me new things
83. Never fail to learn anything from you
84. Even if i dont understand one thing you'll find another way to explain to me
85. You may be forceful at times, fine i forgive u
86. The compliments you give me
87. How much you've changed for me
88. How you said you'll protect me from now on
89. Giving me everything thats the best
90. Wanting to give me what i never have
91. Treating me like an official wife
92. Always asking when we are going to get married
93. How we never ague for no reasons
94. I can hug you like a teddy bear
95. How you deal with things with such perfection
96. Calling me when i am sleeping and laughing at me for being blur
97. How i would rush to answer the call when i know its you
98. You are one of a kind
99. The time we've spent together
100. The 1st time we met
101. You never give up on me no matter how much i trouble you.
102. How you would share every single thing with me
103. How glad u make me feel to have you
104. And ofcourse i love u for everything.


104 reasons. enough for you guys? :D
Therefore, no one and i mean no one can ever take me away from him.
But if you boys still wanna try, be my guest :]
Smart one stays away ~

grandma i'm praying for ur wellness.

Reached home.
Threw myself on the bed.
Switched on my laptop.
Msn signed in. *Msn message sound*

Friend : 'Hey hoey! One of your ex is in the ultimate
power group competition'
Me : 'Oh yea, i knew it quite awhile :]'
Friend : He's performing in timesquare this friday
Me : so?
Friend : You are going to ts on friday as well too right?
Me : Umm yea.
Friend : Arent you gonna watch him? I mean
he ditched you and you used 2yrs to forget him.
Dont you feel like seeing him at all? Like
you know, sudden memories comeback.

My dear friends :]
Yes indeed i used 2years to forget a guy but
hey i was like 14 or 15 at that time?
Its just puppy love sorta thing but i think
i was the one being stupid to have taken things
so seriously :]

We did contact again after quite a long time
as he happened to be in the same
college as my brother back then.
But lost contact again.
And i feel no special feelings towards him anymore,
meaning i have completely let go.

And after i let go i realized something.
Its not that i couldnt let go but i just didnt want
to forget him. A 2months relationship causing me
to use 2years to forget. Pretty stupid aint it?
Why? Because he made he felt special in a sort of way.

Singing to me before i go to bed.
Waking up at 5am to call me and talk till 7am
when the school bells rang.
After 2mths he completely ignored me.
But on 2nd March when the clock strike 12am
making it 3rd March, my bday.
We broke up. And i hated my bday ever since.
His reason? Because he had to leave for NS.

Until this year my bf and his family celebrated
with me, everything felt so right.

But then again those are just memories,
memories i have chose to let go.
Thats why whenever i see him i dont feel anything
at all. Just friends and nothing more.
Afterall i am sure each and everyone
of you know that i have a boyfriend and i am
deeply in love with him.

Well forget love history 1st.

From 4pm+ i stayed at a hospital till quite late.
My grandma admitted in.
And right now i am worried sick about her.
I cant sleep, my eyes are so tired from crying.

Why does it seems like one thing is happening
right after another and they are
never anything good?
Plus the timing is really so.. i dont know how to explain.

To see an old person in pain, plus
its a person i love most in my family,
is like having thousand of all kind
of sharp objects piercing through not only my heart
but my whole body.

I rather it be me suffering instead of her.

Luckily i still got my bii to cheer
me up through the phone. And letting me know
no matter what i do he's there for me.
Thank you bii :]
I truly appreciate it.

Its almost 3am.
Maybe i should try to get some rest.
Goodnights.

Praying for my grandma's wellness.

i am the crowd that will never fit in.

When i reached home, the 1st thing i did
was ofcourse locked myself my room.
Mr.rabbit, thank god you were there.
I hug him, wishing it was my bf.
On my bed there i lay, my tears fell without
my permission.

I am really tired of this.
Its been 18yrs and i thought
that i finally 'fit in' the family, but i guess i was wrong.

I know i am nothing but troubles to you guys.
Maybe me leaving for 3mths is something
good.
It may be a jail house to me but
i guess i can escape from loneliness there.

A mother , a brother and me.
Maybe one saying was right.
'Two is a company, three is a crowd'.
And i am the crowd that will never fit in.

As long as my brother is with my mother,
I am nothing but an invisible living soul
following from behind while they share
everything with each other forgotten
that i even existed.

Or maybe sitting in the same table,
or maybe just next to each other,
they would whisper and laugh loudly,
and i just force a smile on my face when i am
crying on the inside.

I am the last to know anything about them
or anything they have planned.
So left out, but they will never know.

If i did show my true self expression,
they would only scold me and say
'Whats your problem?'
But have they wondered how i felt?
Forcing myself not to cry, its hard especially when
i am such a emotional person.

Shit, why am i crying while writing this?
Thats the 2nd time i cried today.

Every night both of you have your night
activities. And i am home alone with grandma.
The next morning both of you will share your
days and i am just sitting behind in the car,
silently and say to myself
'Get used to it and you'll be fine'

Friends are still saying this to me
'Your mum still prefers ur brother no matter
how much you've changed and all
you've done so far while all he does is argue with her?
Arent you gonna do anything? Dont you feel
its unfair?'

I would reply 'Its fine, as long as i am just
doing my part right thats enough for me.'

The only time i would hear them
talk to me or call my name is when they have
things for me to do.
But like i said, get used to it.

My brother just got himself a new i-phone.
And guess what?
When i-phone 1st launch, i said to him i wanted one.
He said it sucks and whoever buys it just
wasting their money.
Oh? Look who just got a new i-phone and is showing
it off every now and then?

And me?
I can just force myself to forget getting one
due to a situation we are in.

Afterall life is never fair.
Like lunch today, all mum said to me was
'Scare kor cant find parking, he is pissed because he
is hungry, the food wont be nice when
its cold, should i stand outside to find
a parking for him?' with a worried face.

Spoiled much? very.

Only he can make you smile.
Only i give u burden.
But then again, i am a replacement when he's busy.

Every time i see children so close with their
parents the only thing i could do was smile
and think to myself
'it must be nice to have such a warm family'
Example, my bf and his mother =]
How she would hug him, joke with him and give
him everything he needs to make sure
he walks the right path in his life.

Thats love :]

Whenever mom talks about us to friends,
starting off with vincent with the
oh-so-proud tone and the
'top 10 student' so proud tone and ending
off with me with the oh-so-troublesome tone.

There is a time when you just got to
stand up and say enough is enough.
But because you guys are my family i am just
gonna sit and shut up.

Tolerate it for awhile more.
When i am gone, maybe you'll only learn how to
appreciate me and know
something is actually missing.

So when i am gone, dont miss me.
Because eventually i'll keep finding ways back
to you both.
Because i know how LONELINESS feels.

Not getting anything i wan is fine.
But you having a thing or two that i wan,
stop showing off. Its not worth anything.

I wont cry neither would i get angry because
at this moment all i want is you both
to understand why i am not smiling anymore
and a LG ice-cream handfree for my phone :]

mother's day.

First of all let me wish all mothers
Happy Mother's Day! :D
(Was supposed to be yesterday but i was too
tired to update blog)

Woke up at 8am just to go swimming with
my cousins while my mum and
brother went for golf.
I am not much of a golf person so yea.

Who knew even at 9am there's quite a few
ppl there already at the club. -_-
Except the kiddy pool was empty so i decided
to just sit there for awhile before jumping
in to the deeper pool.

*They are having fun :]*

*ANTS!!*

But i spent half of the time reading book.
Perverted passerby kept looking at me
as i was wearing a bikini but with shorts.
Get a life, its just bikini fucktards.

Went home and took a shower around 11+
And at 2pm+ went to Klang for seafood :]
It was raining but luckily it stopped when
we reached.

*If only life was as calm as this feeling*

*I really love this colour effect.*
Can you feel the loneliness within?

*Go green, Save the earth dammit*

*Poor fishes swimming in polluted water*

The soft shell crab was super marvelous!
Oh gosh, i fell in love with it at 1st bite.

After the meal we went to the beach site.
Usually after it rained it was suppose to be cooling
but it wasnt, instead it was humid.

*I love the rocks, i walked down just to
walk on them. Reminding myself life
is the same as these path i walk.
Rocky, unsteady, will fall at anytime of the secs.
Its not simple but you just have to keep walking.

View one.

View 2.

View 3.

And went home after that.
I fell asleep with my contact lenses on.
Please please please a warning to you guys
DO NOT sleep with ur contact lenses on!

When i opened my eyes it was fucking painful
and dry!
When i took it out i felt as though i was pulling
my eyeballs out! And my eyes turned
red instantly.
So please dont be stupid like me.

Hope you all had a great time with ur
mother :]

Maybe will update blog later again tonight
so i'll end this here. :]

Ip man baybehhhhhh!❤

Its 1am right now and i am super sleepy
but i will try to update as much
as i can with one hand holding my phone
and one finger typing.

My bf's mother came to pick me up from
home at 10am+. Was a little late
because my bii woke up late.

Went to Midvalley and ate chili's.
My bii's wish came true -_-.
Just few days ago we were talking about
it and he finally go to eat it.

Then in the afternoon, his mother
fetch us to TimeSquare.
Thank you to Ikki for helping me buy
movie tickets. :D
Such a nice brother/friend :D

Ip Man 2 at 3.15pm.
Niceeeeeeeeeeeee!❤
Plus main character donnie yen is so
yeng and handsomeeeeee. ❤

Rate : ★★★★★

After the movie went to buy present
for my mum and mummy in law as
mother's day is this Sunday :]

Bii left as his mother came to pick him up.
Although they offered to send me home
but i really feel i shouldnt be a trouble
to them for the day.

I really hate troubling people. :(

Went to find Ikki. He accompanied
me to Pavilion.
*Thank you again ikki :D*

Met up with my brother.
Got up the car and got home.
In the car endless screaming at each other
for fun.
I believe anyone will laugh at the way
my brother and i talk to each other
when my mum aint around.

Swearing + retarded word of speech.
Pure meaningless stupid argument.
He got his ways with words and i got mine.
But he laughs at mine more, and i somehow
find myself laughing for no reason when
the car is silent and we laugh for 5mins for no reasons.

That's our oh-so-awesome-conversation-or-
time-spent.
That is what makes our bond special.

Goodnight guys.
I am realllly tired.

Atleast i know the path i chosen was
never wrong to begin it.
But at the end of the day its just all about doing
what you love. Thats all that matters in life.

Bii when i think about you now,
all i remember is that eyesight of yours.
My bii's true colour is showing and he is finally
admitting it. But yet you are so adorable
with those eyes.
I love you.❤

A simple village life.

Was at my hometown the whole day yesterday.
Omggg it was effing hot!
You can just crack an egg and fry
it outside -_-.
Even i was just wearing sleeveless shirt,
shorts and slippers i was sweating!

And super bored.
Lucky my aunt's home got aircon.
Life saver. :D

My uncle-in-law took us to this new
area in hometown.
My hometown is looking more and more modern -_-.
*My hometown is very kampung-ish*

The view is awesome.
The mountains, the winds, the sunset :]

Plus its a quiet area. Cant believe my
hometown is changing on the other
side of the grandpa's home.

I like my hometown for one reason.
Super simple life.
No complication at all.
How i wish life in KL was the same :(

Tired! Been watching 'Hi my sweetheart'
海派甜心 (Hai Pai Tian Xin)
till 3-4am >_<

Luo zhi xiang is that show at the beginning is
so adorable with his mushroom head ahaha.
And in the middle he turned into a super
hot playboy ;D

This drama made me laugh 1 min and cry
the next. x]
I cant stop continue watching it!! x]
But sadly i think i am finishing soon. :(

I wan angel wings! x(
But mummy says no, and i says wtf.
Then whats the point of me getting a tat?
Full of crap. >:(

Going to watch hai pai tian xin!
But talking with my bii on the phone. x]

1.09am.
Signing off bloggy nights :]

Can you stop being a perfect bii?
And can my days stop being so imperfect?
But then again, my imperfect days eventually
turn perfect due to my perfect bii.