Awesome July.

1st of all its JULY!
And that means all my sweethearts
are coming back here!
Mad excited :D

Because we are planning on a BEACH TRIP!
To langkawi or something but
ofcourse working on the budget 1st.
And also time and date.

And ofcourse with Vinod around,
we will repeat all our mad fun moments :)
Visiting school,
karaoke moments,
vain cam whoring, etc.
So yea, its gonna be a bomb month!

Anyways yesterday i fooled Vinod and my bii xD
Both on msn. but my bii was on the phone and cam.
Lets start with Vinod 1st.
I told him on msn that i broke up with me bf.
He asked why and i said i like someone else.
He asked who and i said him.
He was like serious? are you sure?
did you think it out?

I kept saying yes yes yes.
And kept making sure i have him on the track.
I mean we always do this to each other,
but there has got to be a time when
you act so real then tend to believe it.

And suddenly he said
'okay, i know what i have to do now'
I was like omgosh omgosh omgosh and
i have to say i was jk. ish =(
I was so so scared that he'll break up with his gf or something.
I dont know but when someone says those
words, its never anything good.
*Especially in this situation*

Then right after vinod, bii and i
were webcam-ing on MSN and i was watching
some random video on youtube.
So ofcourse i couldnt see him on cam.
He walked away and when i switched back to
MSN i said on the phone
'eh bii when did you walked away'

Then he started saying things like
i dont care or notice him much blah blah
jokingly but with that scolding kinda tone x]
I had flu at that moment. So i used
the advantage to act like as if i was crying.
With those deep breathings, and those crying voices.

When i saw him back on webcam,
i turned around like a kid and he couldnt stop laughing.
Before i turned, he kept apologizing and saying
words to 'tam' me. It was hard
not to laugh but i succeeded :D

Oh goshhhh. That was fun :D
But you can only do it once in a blue moon.
Sucks =(

Anyways, pictures i've taken today.

It was in the car x]

3 photographers has asked me if i was interested
to do a photo shooting with them x]
If i wasnt busy i would.
And theme is limited because of me having a bf.

But i never thought i would be the type
of face they wanted x]
One photographer said i got the 'wild' look.
I do? I always thought of myself with the innocent look :p

4.15am and i am not in bed.
which i should be because i might have to wake
up early tmr.
Nights.

P.S : My bii looks so sexy with his mustache
and beard. And ofcourse he looks like and old man.
Still, i love him x]

Dog show at midvalley.

Friday 25th June 2010.
There was a pet exhibition in Midvalley and
my toy poodle was in the show :D
The pet saloon that my mum usually sends my
dogs to insisted to let them cut my dog
fur in the exhibition.

So i was at Midvalley from 9am till 4pm.
There isnt much to say so'll just let the
pictures do the talking :D

My toy poodle Miki, at Mcd haha.

Contestants.

The 2 judges that flew all the way to Japan
just to judge this show.
*The ones in white shirt*

Creative grooming.
The colour was dyed on the dog :D

People using the advantage to bring
dogs to mall :D

See the rainbow colour dog xD

The Panda dog !
Thats what i call it. It was sleeping
the whole time.
*as seen in this pic*

Cuteeeeee.

Another creative cut.

Miki ! :D

So fluffyyyy!

They were selling chickens there too -_-.
Look so muscular xD

so yeng :D

Police dog !

The groomer whom cut Miki.

Sorry for such late update!
But i didnt have the time or i was too tired
to update blog.
Tonight will have another post so i'll
end this here. :D

Photograph credits : Vincent chow.

i m crazy over lamborghini.

Today boorreedd!
Nothing special but in the late afternoon,
my brother, my mum and one of her friend
went to Solaris.
My 1st time going there. There really isnt anything
much, except bars and luxurious restaurant.
A place meant for rich ppl who enjoy night life.

Went to a cafe called Dr.Cafe.
Was sitting outside at 1st cause inside didnt
have seats. Suddenlyyyyy,
a WHITE LAMBORGHINI drove by!!
Waseh my saliva keep dropping.
But turns out its middle age foreigners.

The driver came out of the car,
and kept looking and smiling at me.
Inside have seats yay!
Outside was warm tho but i prefer inside :p

My brother and i sat at one table.
My mum and her friend at another table.
I felt the lighting was quite nice.
So camera timeee! :D

*My brother's Cookie Frappe and
my Mocha Frappe.
Mine sucks =(*

My oh-so-dear brother.

Meeee! :D
Gosh fat =(

The lighting here isnt that nice :(

Inside of the cafe.

My brother has turned into a camwhore!
After following me xD
Usually he HATES taking picture or have his
picture taken.
But now he POSES for me.
You vain brother!

Yeeeee. I hate my hair.
So so so so so FLAT!
YUCKS!
I want to perm the roots to make it have volume.
But mummy no time.

Walked out of the cafe, the lamborghini driver
looked at me and i smiled at him.
He smiled back.
But definitely, the driver and his passenger
is no doubt gay :p
Its soooo obvious lahhh.

Seriously, why are some guys soooo desperate
to meeeeet girls?
Especially pretty girls like me? :p jkjk.
But yea, moments ago one guy asked for
my number and i said no.
Then he gave me his number i was like LOL?
Come onnn, i didnt ignored him for nothing.

Plus my relationship status is MARRIED.
Isnt it obvious that a girl with a husband wont give
any guys her number?
Unless its someone close or some reasonable reason to give.

When a girls says NO she means it.
So dont bother pestering, begging or whatever.
Its USELESS!
Give it up mannnnnn.

Oh, by the way.
I am sure you guys knew about the construction
going on to the pudu jail right?
They knocked the building down last night.
Stupid ppl. They should just leave it. Its one of
Malaysia historical building and idiots just have to knock
it down and make malls.

Dude, its no doubt that whole area is super haunted.
And now you wanna build mall.
Realllllyyy?
Watch your project go down the drain.
Its gonna be super duper haunted. Even
someone said that on newspaper.

Damn i am so disappointed they destroyed it.
I for one, appreciate and love history.
And now all ppl think about is how much a new
mall will add to their income!

Its 4am.
Just finished webcamming with my boyf.
I can never stop laughing at his hair :p
But it doesnt mean i dont like it biii.
I just find it cute x]

Gosh, i cant be sleeping this late anymore.
Or else when i wake up in the early morning,
i dont have the energy to wash the clothes
and in the afternoon or night time i get headaches.

Off to bed!
Goodnight sweethearts x]

No matter how imperfect i may be,
you keep telling me that i am perfect.
When i told you how my ex treated me you
swear at him and said
no one else is as perfect as me and he's
just another bastard who doesnt know
how to appreciate me.

You bii, definitely deserve to have everything
of me. But it still doesnt change the fact that
I love you MORE than you love me.
Blek :p love youuuuuuuuu.

the different side of me.

20th June 2010.
Happy father's day to all fathers out there.
And i hope those who still have a dad,
celebrated with them, and appreciate for all
they've done for you.

My father's day?
None.
Ever since 6years ago i've stopped celebrating.
That was when my step dad left.
And i didnt know until few years later.

To be honest i dont even know who and
how my real dad looks like.
But yet i still share the same surname as him.
His DNA in me.
Left without a trace and sound but i know
the only memory i have of him is
the feeling of hatred for him.
Dead or alive i dont know.

After 6years i've met my step dad back,
But he's no longer part of the family.
He have his own family.
But still i call him 'dad'.

But i came to realized, with or without
a dad it doesn't matter.
It really doesn't.
And when it comes to divorce of parents, i dont
understand why kids make a big deal
out of it. I believe even tho parents are separated,
you can spend time with any of them whenever
they are free. Its not like they are dying.

Be happy that when they divorced you know about it.
I knew nothing, and just like that
he was gone.

I never live a simple life,
there's always complication but i am used
to it so thats why i find matters that kids
my age made it big but its really super simple matter.

But being too mature at my age is a good and
bad thing.
The good point is, i know how to deal with problems,
i know how to THINK, and i have
a BRAIN that kids wouldnt have, i respect
successful and happy ppl alot.

The bad point is, i do not know how to enjoy
myself anymore. I find kids my age immature
and annoying and i feel like bitch slapping
them once they start whining to me
over baby drama crap.
I only think about making money.

Maybe for what i've been thru recently,
only got me thinking of
SUCCESSFUL future or myself.
A rich me, a successful me, a psychologist me,
and me with one happy family to call my own.

The best advantage of being myself,
is that i have millions of different personalities.
Rude, bitchy, nice, sweet, high class, etc.
Just name it and i have it.
Which means i know how to act according to situations,
the ppl i am talking with, my eyes contact,
confident body structure.

It depends on what impression i want to give a person.
If i wan them to think i am nice i smile.
If i wan them to think i am rude i glare.

I have a good ways with words.
Whether its attacking them, defending myself,
or making them eat their own words,
making them feel they are guilty when they are not.
Whatever, i can do it.

Maybe some after reading this post might say
i am LAN C. I admit at times i am.
*Give me credits for being honest :p*

So to my oh-so-dear-brother.
I know that you will forever look down on me,
but watch me.
I will park a Lamborghini next to urs.
We'll be the siblings driving a 2million car.

Because i know you and i have the same dream,
after all that we have been thru.
But i know you'll probably get it 1st cause i have
to spend years studying -_-.
And we have one thing in common.
We are both LAN C ;3

My super dear boyf having been super clingy to me.
Calls every hour. In the morning when i am
sleeping the phone rings =___=.

As you all probably know i love to gek my bii.
His actions of being so clingy to me, i took
the advantage to say he did something wrong.

My bii said
'If i dont call you , you say i am out dont know
where and doing what with who and wondering
if i am doing something wrong. Now i keep calling
you , you wanna say i did something wrong
and is feeling guilty so i am clingy to you'
(Ofcourse, before he said this paragraph he said aiyor 1st.)

Ahahahahaha! xD
Stupid bii, hearts you :3

My boyf got rid of his mushroom hair.

Last night, at about almost 2am,
my boyf and i got into an argument.
Yes it did hurt and made me didnt sleep the whole
night with some tears falling off my eyes
but it is quite happy for me that we did argued.

No, i am not nuts and i dont enjoy argument
but in a relationship its normal to argue and
abnormal not to argue.

Arguing strengthens the bonds, and you
can get to understand how each other feels because
once when a person is angry and is arguing,
they start saying the truth without thinking.
Their emotion, words, everything is just thrown out.

But then again i got emo, pissed and annoyed
but within 10mins i was fine because
of him. goshhhhhh.
But still i didnt sleep the whole night.

Today my boyf reached ts at 12pm.
Shocking. Very shocking.
What was worst is i was almost 3hrs late.
Thank god he didnt buy movie at 1 or 2pm.

Couldnt blame me as i had things to do.

When i reached TS and the moment i saw my bii.
My eyes was like this O_O opened wide and
i couldnt stop laughing.
MY BOYF HAD A HAIRCUT! :DD
He got rid of his mushroom hair.
I cant call him Mario anymore =(

You guys might be thinking so what?
Its just a haircut. But you know how its like
when a friend or someone u know had long long hair
and off all a sudden they snipped everything off and
when you see it you just burst out laughing
for no reason at all?

Well yea, that happened to me.
But it did look good on him tho :]

We watched Karate kid.
Cinema full O_O
Its really not bad.
Funny =)
But i am not used to seeing Jackie Chan so serious.
Some ppl say its not nice because they compared
with the old version one.
But to me, both have its difference .

Dinner dinner with mummy-in-law.
LOL! the moment she saw my bii's hair
she couldnt stop laughing and making comment
at it, even i started laughing all over again. xD

We went to this french cuisine restaurant
nearby my house.

Its a really nice place.
For those who enjoys romantic candlelight
dinner can bring ur other half there =)
The lights were not bright and candle were lit.
Quite, food is good, etc.

If you would like to know where it is
just leave me a message at my chat box =)

The restaurant name.

Soups. Super hot -_-.

My grilled salmon with spinach.
The spinach is yum!
And there is mushroom underneath!
Double yum!

The top view.

Bii's chicken, i dont know what its called.

I dont know what is with my boyf, but he is getting
more and more childish infront of me! >_<
He always always always always puts his cheeks
near my lips so i can kiss it!
Always want me to kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss his cheeks!

And today he seems specially clingy.
Like hugging me most of the time.
Usually he doesnt.
From cinema walking out, he was hugging from side,
hugging from behind, hug hug hug.

See this is what arguments gives you xD
A clingy-er partner. :D
Love you bii =p

clouds are loves.

Those were the clouds on the 15th of June.
They are totally breathtaking isnt it?
Everyday in the car, i will always stare at the clouds.
And remember when i was a kid i really really
wanted to touch them and thinking
they were like beds that i could sleep on.

Anyways, yesterday my dad's flight was in the evening
and i didnt know. I thought he left in the morning.
So after my breakfast, few hours later i
went to have lunch at McDonalds with my brother
and cousin. And right
after McDs, mummy called and say to meet up at KLCC.

When we reached there i was like
eyes opened wide O_O and thought to myself
why is dad still here?
And my mum told us to order something to drink.
So drank a big glass of berry smoothie.

My brother, cousin and i were saying 'help'
cause our stomach is so stuffed!
And daddy just have to say
'LETS GO DINNER NOW!'
OMGOSH!

At dinner, the 3 of us kept looking at each other
and smiling stupidly.
And my oh-so-kind dad ordered crab for me.

You know, i came to realized i have been very
immature towards him. My dad.
He helped me and kept his promise but yet i
still felt that annoying hatred towards him.
Until yesterday, at dinner, he kept serving me
and even share his shares with me.

And i realized, that even though after so many years,
although he has changed in many ways but
his love is still there. And i feel
that i should stop being mean to him.

Before he left to be on his way to the airport
i gave him a hug, and gosh i felt like i couldnt
breathe from his tight tight hug to me.

So you see, no matter what happens we must all learn
how to appreciate and understand family
love. If you do see the value in it you can feel
that special warmth that no one else can give you.
And you'll to anything to protect it and keep it together.

Do cherish and be thankful that there's still
a mum and dad for you, or other family members.
Some were born and raised without a family.
Some were raised by strangers whom they have
to call family.
Some were not even given a chance to see the world.
Do you see how lucky you are now?

Today brunch mcds again.
McDs and Crab two days in a row. ftw.

Yay! My hair is back to my stomach length.
Prays that my mum wont kidnap me to cut
my hair again =(
She hates me with long long hair but she herself is almost
the same length as mine. Jealousy!! :p

My hand feels numb so i guess i'll end it here.
Nights. =)

Mummy celebrated birthday with 2k dinner.

Blogspot was being a bitch, So right
now i have 20mins to update my blog.
I suppose to have 30mins but it was giving me trouble.
Sorry for not updating blog on time
but i was lazy. :p

Anyways no time to crap much.
15th June was my mum's bday.
And my dad was here in KL.
So we arranged to have dinner at night with
family and him.

In the afternoon we went walking around and
one of my cousin had this super sexy voice
*The cracking type the sore throat gives*
And he cant stop talking and singing with it
and it hit everyone's funny bone and we all
couldnt stop laughing.
He fell in love with his voice and yesterday when it healed
he didnt talk as much as he did.

My brother dropped my mum home and 3
other cousins but one followed.
We went to buy cake for mummy.
And we bought Chocolate Banana cake for ourself ;3

I was wearing my mum's sunglasses as the sun
was super uhhh crap i forgot that word
but it makes my eyes wanna close.
Until i found her other pair of glasses.

I am such a fail with glasses xD
Thank god i dont need one.
Vinod always says i look like a teacher or a librarian with one.
The 'erotic' ones if u know what i mean. -_-

Night dinner. I had my hair done nicely
and wore heels. It was so hard to
run in it as mine was the sharp ends type.

Dinner was DELICIOUS!
Prawn, crab, fish, you name it!
Oh and the price? 1k per table.
And there was 2 table so it was around 2k :D
RM2000 dinner. Crazy.

Went home , online awhile and sleep.
Before i went to bed my boyf called and said
i dont have to stay up and wait for his call as
he would be busy.

Sleeping nicely and mosquito starts feasting on me.
Issh!

6am, i had a bad dream.
The same type of dream i had before.
My boyf was too busy to find me but free to find other
woman at the same time.
I jumped up with that stinging pain in my heart.
I was like 'how i wish he is right here'

But suddenly i received a sms.
It was biii~
Telling me words i needed to hear and i called him.
He was shocked but :p
I told him about my dream and he kept aiyorrrrrr.
Even time i say things like other girls or what
he will reply me aiyorrr.

Its about time i end this here as my time is up.
I will talk about yesterday on tonight's post.

New pictures will be uploaded on fb sooner or later :p

Have a nice day loves!
12.32pm and i am off!

its about stand still if you wanna be strong.

First of all i would like to congratulate
to one of my ex who is in the
Super Bang group for the ultimate
power group competition :]

Which one is my ex?
The one named Wei Hoong. Long long
ago we dated. Ended on a short note,
i used 2yrs to let go. End of story.

Anyways grats! :D

Yesterday one of my friend
whom i treat as a real life brother as well.
(His surname happened to be Chow haha.)
He is someone who i met in kimarie
and also the one who i least expected to be so close with.

But it was because we were the only 2 who
took english in our C&G exams for hairdressing
and ofcourse one of the only 3 to pass. yay! :D

I remembered after our examination
he sent me home and other friends as well,
but i was the last to be sent home -_-
He was like 'i need to pee i need to pee!!'
i said 'NO!'
But after my many No he drove to a gas station ahaha.

Anyways, yesterday he msn-ed me.
I told him about my life recently and
he said he is so so proud of me and
I am only a 18yr old, plus i am a girl
and yet i still stood where i am now even after
all those heavy downpour.
I was touched to here it :p

And it was nice of him to ask how i was
doing once in awhile.
He really respects me alot and ask me for advices.
Kor! When you come back KL find meeee =(

Today i went to KLCC, with brother and mummy
plus 3 of my cousins.
My brother wasnt feeling well and he said it might
be food poisoning.
You know how food poisoning makes ur body pain as well?

Well yea, yesterday my brother said his ball sacks were hurting,
and while we were having brunch one
of my cousin asked me ' is it because of food
poisoning that makes vincent's balls hurt? '
i LOL-ed real hard.
This is the 1st time have i heard something so ridiculous
but yet might be possible xD

And when i was walking infront of my brother
and 2 cousins they were laughing behind.
I knew its my butt they will be laughing at.
Why? Because its bootylicious and yes they are jealous.

My brother asked if i would like to sell my ass
for about 350 per customer and i asked him back
if he would like to sell his boobs for 350 per customer
or maybe if the customer doesnt have enough
they can choose to fondle with his left or
right one at the price of 150 each.

What kind of brother asks his sister if she would like
to sell her ass? And what kind of sister
tells her brother to sell his ass or boobs or maybe
find some sugar mamas!
It happens everyday .___.

After our conversation, the younger cousin asked
'What is 'ass'?' .__.

Went over to pavilion, just to go pavilion swarovski
to buy present for mummy.
300bucks whole life saving gone just like that.
My oh-so-stingy brother said he doesnt
have enough so i had to pay all.
Well kor, cut down on ur night outing and you'll
have enough to pay me.

Sighs, hates it when purse is empty -_-
Start saving all over again.
goddammit.

Happy birthday to my mummy! :D
And happy bday to Justin. -_-
*dont say i didnt wish you -_-*

Nights guys :]

the rainbow finally appeared.

Its almost 12am here and my boyf
called me at 11+ and he said to sleeeppp.
Hard to believe -_- he is being such a good boy.
And he didnt smoke at all for a day.

Yesterday my oh-so-wonderful bii
hit my butt and omgosh it hurrrrrrrts!
And when i hit him he doesnt gets hurt. >:(

And my bii got so worried just cause he couldnt
called thru my phone last night.
I was talking with someone and suddenly
3 messages came in and it was my bii.
And when i asked him to call me
he was soooo worried i dont know why.

He said its the fear of losing me.

I am at home so there isnt anything much to
worry about >_<
And he said if he cant contact me for a day
*meaning if he calls and i dont pick up or whatsoever*
he would make police report immediately.
My expression turned >_____<"
So if anything happens the 1st person i will tell is him.
I dont want troubles -_-.

Friends says i am living a blissful love life compared
to before. Followers of my blog said
they dont see any post of mine saying
that me and my boyf argue.
Thats because even after 9mths we havent.
And all they ever read is the silly events about us.

Oh i almost forget.
HAPPY 9th MONTHSARY TO US HUBBY!~
Its on the 11th but today is the 13th -_-
Oh well, i wasnt free, but better late than never ;]

3mths more and its gonna be our 1st anniversary!

From a complete strangers, to a complete
retard. From shy to open.
From quiet to talkative.
From talkative to dissing each other off without getting mad.

And this morning my bii called, he said after
changing his phone wallpaper to the
new one he likes of me, he cant stop kissing
his phone. I cant help but laugh.
why is he soooooo silly? >_< gosh.

This morning vinod was online on msn.
And i broke out a gooood news to him.
He said to me 'seriously, thanks for not going ns'
'you made me so happy' and 'i wanted to see you'

OHYEAAAAAHHH~
I do not need to attend NS anymore!
Woohooooo.
Dont ask why ;] i am toooo lazy to explain.
What if i say i am going to college soon. enough info? ;]

So yea, might meet him up at the airport if i have
transport. Next month, its gonna be a crazy
month. Alot of oversea friends are making
their way back x]
We already made plans in advance.
Thats how much we cant wait to meet up.

My life, has finally turned the opposite.
From doomed to awesome.
So all my tears, pain, blood and sorrows.
Were worth it.

After sitting, standing, walking, running and dancing
in the heaviest storm and angriest thunder,
the skies have finally decided to put up the rainbow
and sunlight for me.

Thank you to the one above looking down on me.
I know my prayers to you will be heard one day.
I know i have finally passed your test of survival
in life. And i know that i now have ur blessing
to move forward.

But my greatest gift from the one above isnt
what i am having now, but instead its my family still
staying strong, never apart, better relationship.
and ofcourse my boyf. He gave us the fate to meet.
He let me know who my real friends are.

I am super grateful for all i have now.

As everyday passes, i am loving my boyf
more and more. And we are both just falling
way head over heels for each other.
And even when i am at my worst, he stills sees me
as his perfect girlfriend.

Use your brain, its there for a reason.

I super duper love the outcome of this picture.
Friends said i look like some taiwan girls.
Well yea i am often asked if i am mixed -_-
But nooooo i am not.
I am just purely gifted to look like one ahaha. jk.

See that dot on my upper cheeks? thats a pimple.
But i think it looks super sexy xD
If only it was lower abit to the upper corner of my lips
it would look like Marilyn Monroe mole xD
Super sexy ;D

But my boyf happens to super duper love this picture.
Why? I'll tell you why. Because i look like a kid.
And he calls me little girl all the time because
of my voice when i 'teh' him.

And let me tell you how oh-so-caring my boyf is.
Yesterday i happened to accidentally cut myself
with a knife while cutting guava.
And i texted my boyf to tell him about it.
Usually a NORMAL boyf would say
'omgosh are you alright? is it bad?' or any caring words.
But my super caring boyf replied saying
'Noob dou sei =p say you tou fu geh lor'

For those who dont know what he meant when
he said tou fu , it means SOFT and FRAGILE meaning
you CANT do anything hard.

You see you see, this kind of 'caring' boyf
where to find?
But its fine, because i said when we get married and live
together he will be the one slaving in the kitchen
while i wait for my food.
After all i am a toufu that cant do anything ma right bii? ;p

And everytime he calls,
he never fails to make me laugh
or smile. I can only use 3 words
to describe our conversation.
Gek Sei Yan.
To the point where i would suddenly say
'bii i hate you' instead of 'love you' anymore.
And he laughs.

Well i am about to show something that would be very hurtful
to someone but this is something i would like
to voice it out to everyone.
Please read the conversation below.

Done reading? Okay. The thing i would like
to voice out is COMMON SENSE and
BASIC MANNERS.

When he asked 'need permission' and 'who should i ask'
I was literally LOL.
Hellooooooo, its MY house and MY grandmother
you want to visit so obviously
no duh that you NEED to ask for permission.
You think my house is a place you can simply crash in and
out whenever you like is it? Treating it like a cafe or a hotel?

And since you are visiting my house and you ONLY know me
so OBVIOUSLY you ask ME.
All this is so freaking obvious and you wanna ask me
questions like this?
Dude really? Are those questions for real?
Common sense lah aduiiii. Use your brain, they are
there for a reason.

And to that particular person, since you dont know
mandarin and i am guessing you dont know
the meaning of 'le' which i am guessing its written like
this in chinese ( 了. )
Please dont simply use it. Its EFFING annoying.

I really wanted to reply that fella
'If you dont know the meaning of le which i am very
sure you dont, please dont use it at the end of
each sentence. It really pisses ppl off. Go educate
yourself in a language properly before you want to use
their words.'
But i know arguments will break out as soon as i write that.

So please please please do use your common
senses before asking or replying anything.
I believe what most ppl hate is no-common sense,
immature and 38 ppl.
Am i right? so yea, if you dont wan ppl to feel
annoyed by you, think twice.

Oh and if you are that fella reading this post,
do be very happy and appreciate the thought
that i actually inked off your picture and name =]
After all its rather painful to be embarrassed on my blog
cause hundreds of ppl read it ;]

2.22am. And my Mr.Snake is sleeping soundly like
a big fat anaconda.
But in another hour or two he will call me
and purposely ask me questions and see
if i remember it the next morning or not.
Because there was this one time he called and i answered
and he asked 'Will you marry me?'
I replied 'ennnnnnnnnnnnnn' then slept back
and the next morning i dont remember anything at all.

I love how your my best friend and
a boyfriend at the same time that we
can simply just tease each other without
getting mad but instead laugh if off idiotically.

F size stands for FREE size. But my brother said F size stands for FAT size. -_-

I am FAT!

Its currently 12.27am and my eyes
are hurting idk why and i am feeling a
sore throat coming.
BUT, i have NO CHOICE but to update my
blog because of SOMEONE asking me
to do it. I dont think i need to say WHO it is at all.

Yesterday i got MAD at that SOMEONE
but he refuses to let me keep my anger
for more than an hour.
That SOMEONE just have to make me laugh
when it was so damn hard to keep myself
from laughing or smiling at all time.
And yes that SOMEONE happens to be my boyf!

And my boyf happens to be the one that whispered in
my ear 'Fuck you' at dinner with
mummy-in-law last night.
And i happened to be that girlf that whispered back
to him 'go screw urself'.
We are superrrrrrr romantic i know. =]

Goshhhhhh. i am so so tired.
I was forced to wake up at 7.45am this morning.
My dad was transiting flight and he have
to stop at kl for 4hrs before the next plane leave.

9am we went to eat bak ku teh.
Ish, eating in the early morning =(
I had to force everything down my throat.
And my dad calls me FAT.
Goddammit how many times do i have to repeat myself?
I am NOT fat, i am just BIG-BONED
*Favorite quote from cartman in south park*

Sent my dad back to the airport and said
my byes. Seeing him soon next week. ish.

My eyes was so so so so blur.
My mum asked me what was wrong with me -_-.
Sleeeeeepyyy thats what wrong with me.

I told my mum i wanted to get a BlackBerry Curve.
Cause DiGi had a plan for it.
Then she drove to Pavilion immediately. :D
We searched for parking for around 10mins?
And went to DiGi center and asked about the plan.
Talking for i-forgot-how-long.
Deciding between i-phone or blackberry.
Then that fellow said i-phone out of stock need to wait
till July. I said nvm i get BB then.
BB out of stock need wait next week.
!@#$% !! Why didnt he said earlier?

But thank god i didnt get it.
Because my brother said BB isnt that good
and my mum said BB is like for man's.
So she decided to get i-phone for me.

I-phone i am going to bring you home in July !
Oh wait. i got NS.
Goooooodbyeeee i-phoneeeeee.
Or maybe mummy can get it and keep it until i come back xD

Gosh! Vinod is coming back soooon but i wont be here
and he said my bday present is with him
and wants to pass it to me face to face!
I am thinking its probably an undergarment -_-.
But he didnt say what it was.

Mummy and my brother going to China tomorrow.
I am staying here, to take care of my grandma.
So it doesnt mean i can go anywhere i want.
Be a good girl :DD

Wishing them a safe flight tmr and i have
no idea what to do at home for 3days.
stare at the 4walls or maybe the ceiling.

Well atleast i got one of my cousins here with me.
To do my house chores and be my servant ;D
I am JK x]
I am not that bad.
Unless its my bii bii then i'll make him be my servant ;]
That is only when i am dreaming =_=.
My bii is even lazy to move an inch so how can i
make him be a servant? =_=

1.11am! BII!
I UPDATED MY BLOG?
happy nowwwwwwww?
I feel like i spoil you too much sometimes =(
This cant continue!

My bii bite me yesterday T_T
Pity me T~T

Nights blog readers :]

i am a loner. theres nothing wrong with being one =]

Went to Midvalley with my mum and brother
today :D My mum asked what we wanted
to eat i said CHILIS !

My brother looked at me with one kind of
face and i was thinking why ?
Until he said 'fine, i skip diet today'
Then i just remembered that he started with his
no-eating-diet plan. ahahaha.
and he blames it on me.

I just said chilis because he said he wanted
to eat it :(
Soooo yea chilis. heart chilis!

My chicken spaghetti.
Garlic bread <3.

Caesar salad with grilled chicken ! double love !

My mum met with one of her friend,
my brother and i walked around by ourself.
I met one of my kimarie friend~
she's working there now haha.
god she is getting more and more beautiful :]
But she is the small, short , petite type.
Super adorable. x]

Yesterday i met another kimarie friend
at KLCC. cute guy ;3
The one who loveeeesss disturbing me back then.
Ahaha, all kimarie -_-

I looked stone ahaha. taken with normal camera.

Was testing with my brother's Nikon camera.
See the effect is so different.
But its hard carrying with one hand. heavy =_=v

I feel something different about me.
Until i came to realized, i became a loner.
Friends, yes i have millions.
But REAL friends i have only a few.
And i dont hang out with anyone anymore.

I remembered how i used to go out everyday.
With different friends. But now
those i used to hang out with is
either few hours away or miles apart.

But now, i feel frustrated just by immature teenagers.
And i choose to ignore them. Why
waste time with kids who only think about games?

Maybe its because i've been thru more
than a normal life of a 18yr old.
I've seen more than what ppl never expected.
I've learnt more than what adult never expected.

That big change in me, just shocks everyone.
My phone, its either family, my bf or my
mummy-in-law call or sms.
Friends? Once in a blue moon.

Shopping? I can do it alone now.
I somehow adapted to that lifestyle.
Basically because i dont and wont care how ppl
stares at me. I am used to it.
Its not easy being beautiful you know? having ppl
to stare at u like a celebrity as u walk. I am JK xD

And walking alone or anything is like
doing anything you wan without having
to worry whether ur friends will be bored
having to wait too long and you'll give urself just
maximum of 5mins in a shop.
Annoying isnt it?

Well maybe some ppl may let their friends wait
for a long long time but for me its a no no.
I wont let my friends or whoever get bored
just because of me.

And i find myself preferring to be with family.
Because you'll never know how long more
they'll be around, going separate ways as we
grow older.

Crap! its 1am.
I better go to bed.
Have to wake up at 8am.
Tomorrow find Ikki to get my ice-cream! ON !! ahaha.