the greatest gift in life.

Moments ago i was down.
Because of some very gay reasons but i became
fine after i bought starbucks after dinner.
Yes, starbucks can make me happy.
So even if you piss me off just buy me starbucks
and i'll be happy :D

The 2nd love of my life.
I had Vanilla steam milk today.
Which ofcourse, made me burnt my tongue.
I kind of have this annoying fact that i WILL burn
my tongue whenever i have hot drinks. >:(

Anyways, this morning when i woke up,
freshen up and gotten ready to go out,
i logged on facebook and i saw status written by
a friend of mine whom i consider as sister very
heartbreaking.

Her mother passed away from cancer.
When i saw it i was shocked.
I know it had nothing to do with me but its
simply heartbreaking because
over these few weeks her statuses has always been
praying for her mother, hoping she could see her soon
(Her mother was in a different country),
and so many lovely words for her.
How she has applied for a visa but yet it was too late.
It seems the cancer has over-powered her mother.

Reading all those status that once seems sweet
became heartbreaking that instant.
My tears fell.
Because whats worst was that they couldnt get to
see her one last time.
I understood that feeling because it happened to me.
That feeling unbearable, leaving you feeling useless
that you couldnt do anything.

Some kids, just dont realized how lucky they are to
still have parents to look after them
and takes good care of them, and
give them the very best of things.
Instead, they become rebellious and disobey their
parents and start going to the wrong direction.

A direction that may seem so wrong which
might cost them their life any sec.
Example : Drugs, car racing, etc etc.

Have they not thought if it wasnt for their parents
they wouldnt even be out here enjoying life.
Have they not thought they were lucky to be KEPT
by their parents because there is so many abortions
and adoptions going on.
All the hard work to raise them from a baby to an adult.
The endless cries they made that gave their parent sleepless
nights when they were babies.
Proper school education so you'll grow up and be
someone successful to find good career and you
dont have to end up with any financial problems.

Nowadays, when adult find money and become some
rich ass out there. How do they repay their
parents? By throwing them in an old folks home.
When i say throw i really mean literally.
Whenever my mum goes to an old folks home to pay anyone
a visit, she asked if their children have visited them.
They said NO, not once, not ever.
The workers called their handphone numbers it was
either changed or no one answers.

Its really damn heartbreaking to see old people
being treated like this.
How can you guys even have the heart to do
this to your own parents?!
Thats beyond inhumane
(Well, atleast in my dictionary).

Start treating your family, friends or anyone
that matters to you right.
After you lose them its too late to regret.
As soon as you feel they are going out of your sight,
try to reach out for them.
Family and friends are the greatest thing that could
happen in life.

Think of those who doesnt have a home they could
go back to. Those who doesnt have a warm family
to celebrate special occasions with.
Then you'll know how lucky you are.

To me dear jie vivian lee.
Even if i have given you support on facebook and
twitter, once again RIP to your mother and
my deepest condolences to her.
Stay strong sweetheart. :)

start loving yourself.

I am getting very very very very

sick of facebook for one thing.

Its been 3hrs i have been on

facebook and whenever

i click refresh i see some very disgusting link.

Girls naked showing off their body.

Not one girl but few.

Dude whats up with that?

Helllllloooo get a life you whores !

Facebook isnt a place for you if you wanna try

get into playboy magazines.

You might as well try other website but definitely not

on facebook. I thought facebook was suppose to be

a clean website when i 1st joined.

And as days kept going by, more and more

disgusting videos are posted.

Example : porns or murdering people by

cutting off their body parts, animal abuse

or whatsoever.

I dont think anyone even think before they start sharing

links. Have they ever thought of kids below 18?

I believe majority of you knows there

are kids like age 14-16.

And i believe some of them are on your friendlist

whether you are aware or not.

And you just go sharing links like that?

If you really wanna show those links

to your friends, which i think is really not necessary

at all unless you are a perverted kind of

person sharing it with another hamsap person

so both of you can desperately masturbate to it.

(Which ofcourse just shows how disgusting and desperate you are.)

Why not just send it as a message to their inbox?

Save the mind of those innocent kids by alot.

And seriously, whats up with girls showing off your

body? Not only did you lost respect for yourself,

but everyone else, your family, friends, loved one

will definitely lose respect for you.

Ofcourse except perverted people will have respect for you

and so-called support you to post more of

your so-called hot body so they can masturbate to it.

And whats worst?

You made a disgrace to us girls.

One day because of you brainless girls we will be

stereotyped as 'sluts' innocently.

But have you girls ever thought of how your

parents would feel if they ever found out?

Ever thought about how heart broken and angry

they would feel?

Worst yet, they might just lose all their emotions,

not knowing whether to scold you

or comfort you.

Better yet, you are now famous for your naked body

showed around the web.

How are you gonna face the world and the

rest of your days?

So you thought you could be 'sexy' and 'hot'

for awhile then only thought of humiliation?

Then once people start sharing your link and

when you realized its too late to do anything about

it as its getting wayyyyyyy out of hand then only

you'll start to fear?

If you wanna show off your curves or

whatever , i personally think its fine

if you do it with lingerie or bikini.

As long as you have clothings covering areas

that are not meant to simply show anyone then its fine.

Whether you are a guy or girl reading this post,

please do appreciate and love yourself.

If you dont respect yourself, love yourself,

how do you expect people to love and respect you? :)

If you are thinking you are just the

girl/guy-next-door or ordinary, same as everyone else,

YOU ARE VERY WROOONG!

We are all unique and special in our ways.

Maybe some people dont notice it,

then fine, ignore those who doesnt know how to treasure

you and you'll eventually fine someone

worth your time, trust and love.

It really doesnt matter whether you are famous or not,

what matters is just having real friends and family

to care for you thats really the greatest gift in life.

Attention seeking is never something good.

You'll end up having more people hating you

rather than loving you.

Whether or not you have done foolish things that

caused you to isolate yourself from reality,

always remember whats done is done.

The past is unchangeable, so just move on and fix

your mistakes along the way.

Rumours just last for awhile and after they die down

people will eventually forget it sooner or later.

Dont let small matter pull you down.

When you fall , no matter how hard you fall,

get back up even if you have to struggle.

Life is never perfect.

If life is always perfect, there isnt any challenge to

make things exciting for you right? :)

Positivity might sound gay, but seriously

it helps to keep you happy.

And it gets you growing stronger each second.

Love yourself, Respect yourself,

Care yourself, Trust yourself,

Have confidence in yourself.

Dont do any foolish things that may give you

temporary setbacks. We never know how

long we get to live.

So cherish every second whether its good or bad.

Start loving yourself today,

as much as i love you guys :) ❤

Yours truly, Mabel ❤.

epic times.

Yesterday, another hang out at pavilion.
I finally got to see high school friends in like after
2 or 3years! EPIC!
At first it was just Irving and I but somehow,
Clarissa managed to pull everyone to Pavilion. ;D

When i reached, Irving and i met up 1st cause
i dont have the other friends contact.
Met up at Starbucks.
He was maddddddd happy because
he got a scholarship to NY with quite a large
sum of money. And he said nothing could spoil
his day. I was like 'oh reaaallllyyy?'

And omg irving the bitch said i didnt know how
to unlock his BlackBerry, i was like
'oh yea, try me.'
After 10mins, i still dont know how.
I tried changing topic and he just realized
i keep going off topic after quite awhile.
What a douche xD

And surprisingly, we saw Clarissa and Laura outside
Starbucks. Went to the food court
and met up with Johan & Vinod.
Vinod is no duh late. very late.
And he bought his shoelaces from E-Bay. =_=
Who buys shoelaces from E-bay vinod !!

After our lunch we made our way to Sg.Wang
cause Clarissa wanted to go Karaoke.
Johan wanted a picture of them looking
very tourist. Here it is.

Peace sign. How classic.

Although we kept walking and stopping for
no reason, we finally reached.
We had fun the 1st few songs but everyone
became tired and the fun died down xD

Very johan and hanif-y.

Hanif wasnt in pain, it was his form of expressing
his sorrows.

Clarissa and Laura.

Vinod and i singing to Angels Cry.
Failed ahaha.

Lady Gaga song got them high.
Johan i super love your expression.

Around 6pm+ we walked back to Pavilion in the rain.
And decided to head over to red cottage.
Johan told me a joke and seriously it cracked me up.
Same old johan, never changes.

Sat in Hanif's car, when Jai Ho was on the radio,
they started dancing.
My expression was just this -> =_=.
I was getting sleepy.

When we reached not long, Hanif
had to send Johan to somewhere not near or far.
But at a super bad traffic time. Not a smooth ride.

After some time, my brother joined us.
Very rare.

Vinod and his KFC smile, my brother and his shisha.

Then Kristian joined us. Its like everyone knew
where we were.
Been awhile Kristian! you havent changed one bit!

Vinod kept pestering me to try Shisha but i said no,
Until the brother came and i had no choice.
Yeessh, my shisha virginity T~T.

And the boys argued with the girls over
the book 'Why man want sex and woman need love'.
It was in my bag so i took it out and things
became epic. Fun times.

Left around 10.30pm ish.
You epic ppl, havent had so much fun in awhile.
we should have another hang out soon.
With more people.

I miss you guys already.

(I know there isnt very much details,
I was just lazy :p)

finally meet up with the hoe.

After waiting and waiting i finally got
to meet my sister-with-a-dick
Vinod Chandran.
Ahh yes, he came back on UK but too 'busy'
to meet me. But i was busy as well :p

Once again. He was late.
But only few mins though.
We went TS Neway, been awhile since we had
an epic time.
He insisted that i drink so fine i ordered a bottle.

Heineken yeeeee.
I am not a fan of beer so yea -_-.

'Throw the HTC and I-phone on the floor and see
which ppl pick up 1st' said me.
He doesnt believe ppl would want the i-phone more.
Ur HTC can kiss my i-phone's butt ! :D

But Vinod bought me a gift from UK!
My bday gift actually.

La Senza so yea, it obvious what it is -_-.

Brown leopard lingerie set! Thanks hoe!
Another leopard collection for meeeee! <3
and yes he got my size right :)
but push up bra vinod? =_=
Thanks alot.

This session we didnt go really epic because
we chose emo songs 1st instead of hitz songs.
argh :( Next session vinod !!
But when whine up came out i went nuts.
Whine up is the song i dance to everydayyyy.

See only a quarter of the beer and my face
turned pink.
I said to vinod 'I know i am turning red soon'
He touched my cheeks and he was like
'hahahahahahahaha'. =_=

Thats the hoe who tried to force me to finish
the bottle but ofcourse he failed.

So instead, i decided to give him my bottle
and i drink a non-alcohol drink :D
I am not an alcoholic and i dun like getting red.

After out Karaoke ended, we went to delifrance
at sg.wang.
We have a sister talk sessions.
It funny, because right now i am so supportive
for his love life but i remebered when
my bf and i wasnt going so well,
he was one of those ppl who said to break up and
find a new guy.

And after i told him how well i am doing with my boyf,
he felt guilty about asking me to
break off without thinking of me.
But hey, he was just worried about me getting hurt.
But at the end of the day its all about doing
what you want.
It doesnt matter what ppl say.

After he heard how happy i was,
And how great my boyf is treating me,
Vinod was like
'Have i told you how much i hated your ex-bf?'
I knewwwwww vinod !!
Trust me, he wasnt tell only one whom hated my ex.
EVERY SINGLE ONE of my friends did.

Trust me, you do not want to be on my friends hate list.
They curse and curse till the day i end
friendship with a person they hate.
And they are super protective for me so yea :p

But hoe said i've got a guy who truly loves me
so i shouldnt let him go.
I should appreciate him. He have never seen
someone treated me that well.
He kept saying 'dont let him go, never ever'.
I get it !! >_<

Plus it obvious i am so so so in love with him
so why should i let him go?

At home.

The boyf called.
He asked what i was doing, i said nothing.
But i was camwhoring :p

My stupid short fringe when will you grow omg!
I wan my old fringe back !
Yes all sideways!
Looks more elegant and mature.

With a hair bun.

A friend said i have neat hair all the time.
I said i dont have choice.
I get bad mood when i have bad hair days :p

1.13am.
Toodles~

You are my Mr.Perfect.
Nixon i love you.

super unbearable torture!

My outfit today.
Too short to be a dress dammit! :(
But its adorable. :3

Today i had a fun fun time.
Yea, friday.
So obviously its my date day~ :D
Vinod called me last night only to find out
that the gang were having a hangout today
as well but i have to push them away.

Its rude to cancel a plan you have made
with someone few days ago for
a last min plan.
He asked what excuse should he make up for me.
I said none, just say i am on a date.
If they wanna bitch about me, i dont
give a F. Its not the 1st time.

But vinod, i'll be seeing you on Monday x)
We'll have a crazy karaoke sessions.
No good voice require, just a fun
sense of humor :D

Today was a little different.
My boyf and i went fish spa ! :D
He wanted to go and he finally had a chance.

It was our 1st time for this anyways.
No harm trying new stuffs. :)

The fun part was putting our feet in the
tank. It was so ticklish !
Put in 3secs then take out.
Super unbearable.
But ofcourse cannot waste time and money :D

But for me, tickling is the world
worst torture.
Damn hard to bear with it.

I waited for my boyf to put in 1st then only i put in.
So all the fish goes to him and only a few
goes to me muahahah :D

Bear with it biiiiiiii~

I tried so hard not to move my feet -_-
ARGHHHHH <--- was the word in my mind.

But after few mins it was fine.
Got used to it ahaha.
Thats when it became more relaxing.
My bii changed tank.
So i can have all the fish to myself :D

I went to one tank but surprisingly
they didnt want me feet. Too clean for them? ahahaha.
No la, even when my bii went they
didnt want his feet either.
They must be sick -_-

See they even sucks hands.
I kept touching them with my fingers ahaha.
My bii texted me saying
'Try to step on da sucker'
I was laughing -_-
But actually i did stepped on one lightly.
Accidentally ofcourse.
It wriggled its way out of my feet ahahah.

My boyf.

Meeee :D
Was listening to songs :p

After the spa, my feet did feel kinda
light. Like new, refreshed feet ahaha.
And i was thinking, what happen if you soak
ur whole body into a tank of these fish?
I asked my boyf to try next time xD

Back home, i tried on a shirt my boyf bought me ! :D
I think he's finally satisfied cause
he kept nagging to me let him buy something
for me.

Bii asked me to check for size, i said
its free size. He was like 'are you sure you
can wear it?'
I know i am fat but i am not THAT fat.
Plus most of my clothes are free size -_-

Super gorgeous.
Yup one piece again :D
They are easy to wear, comfortable but annoying
when you need to pee. =_=
And see it fits perfectly, actually a little loose.

My new HK i-phone cover.
Almost the same as original one x)

I feel my face has gotten a little more mature.
Do you? :(

Today stupid boyf kept playing with my
i-phone games and he calls me noob! >:(
And he kept showing me his high scores that
kicked my high score off its place ! ISHHH!
Goddamit!

And he played with this archer kinda game,
hit the apple off a dude's head.
HEAD SHOT! ahahaha.
The dude died.
Noob dou sei.

Yes, i had a super fun day today and
i am happy with you and i wont
leave you.
I answered your questions without you
having to ask me again.
I love you and thank you for today stupid ! :p

i actually feel like an official wife already.

Yesterday I felt excited for some reason.
I dont know why.
Or maybe because after so long of dating
i finally met his relatives and his mother's friends.
I jumped up at 10am, usually i would take
20mins to get up.

So i met up with his mother at her working
place and went back to her home so
she could get ready and pick up
her mother and sister.

I super duper loveeeeeeeee the house. :D
Spacious, comfy, simple.
The kind of house i like for simple designs.
And his dog likes me ahahaha.

My stupid boyf kept calling me non stop
because he was waiting at submit for us
to pick him up.
Human nature, people can wait for us but we
cant wait for them.
Admit it, you all are the same ;p
While we are on our way bii called again and
his mother said to him
if he calls some more she's gonna eat me.
How nice, and he stopped calling ahahaha.

So we reached Cilantro.
His younger brother was having a
4-course meal event.
That was where my heart stopped racing.
I realized i was being silly, i was nervous because
i was afraid what if i do or say something
wrong and they would not like it.

But i forgot, when i am nervous i do and say
stupid things. So i got myself back to how i was.
Normal , calm and confident.
I have to be on the right track and just be myself.

After the meal, mummy-in-law called me over and
she slowly introduced everyone to me.
Friends, colleague, family.
Everyone is friendly.
1st they say 'she's pretty'
and the next thing i hear is
'your future daughter-in-law?'
or
'When is the wedding?'

Luckily i did not blush.
But i smiled a smile of 'thank you'.
If my boyf was next to me i might but
thank god he wasnt.
I met his cousin sister and omgosh~
Her youngest kid was so adorable.
Smart for a 13mths. i couldnt stop looking at her
and wanting to pinch her cheeks so much.

And all his relatives children are so obedient.
They wont be like those super
spoiled kids that cries for no reason or whine and stuffs.
They just sit there, have their meal, and
never destroy any stuffs.

On our way home boyf's mummy
said her friend told me to
'taste a few more' before decided who to marry.
Ahahaha.

When i got home, i sat on my bed i said
to myself
'I totally have no chance of running anymore'
and i smiled.
Its not a bad thing because i have confidently
accepted him as my last man.
Even after i just stopped seeing him for 1min last night,
i started missing him all over again.

Even after 10mths, i've never been so in love.
Usually i fall out of love fast,
but trust me, this time, i am falling deeper.

And i slept so well last night that i woke up
at 11am this morning -_-.

Nothing much happened except
Vinod texted me to go out on Sunday.

My brother's and my i-phone.
Mine is the red one.

I am saving money for this cover.
RM168. I really love it but at the same
time i feel its not so worth it.
Sighs, i'll just save 1st and decide later.
But cute right? :p

My brother was crazy over his gummy bears !

Yup these.
When i opened the packet to have some
He said 'gummy bears ! nom nom nom !'
I was like 'LOLOLOL whhhhatt?'
and when he took one out he said
'rawrrr gummy bear!'
I could only give a =___= expression and nothing more.

Oh and my new clothes just came in ! :D

Yup like at 11pm+.
I got it just to match my bii's jacket
so we can turn it into a couple shirt.
I thought it could be a dress but turns out
it a little shorter than i expected. :(
Oh well. Better than nothing x)

Nights.

I want to hug you so badly.
Cant wait for Friday to come.

repeated yesterday with a little changes.

I dont know why but i felt like i've slept for

quite a long time this morning.
But when i woke up its the same time
that i usually wake up at.
Once again i went to KLCC =_=
And ate asam laksa again.
And went to supermarket and get
the same ice-cream again.
And went home.I feel like i repeated yesterday -_-

But except i went toRalph Lauren ❤
Sigh i love their polo t-shirt so much ❤
I'll get them one day.
But instead i got Ralph Lauren socks xD
ahahaha.
Yea i ran out of socks.
And the socks there are adorable that i had to
get them.
And since there's 50% off and mummy had
vouchers so i just had to get them.

Ralph Lauren ❤

The pink is so cute ❤ :p

Mummy went to Hermes to have
a look at perfume.
Hermes is super class brand.
Why? Because one small bag can cost you RM32k.
Or maybe a medium size for RM200k. :D

My cousin and i =_=
Got sprayed with perfume by my mummy.
Yuckkk i hate strong perfume.

Playing with i-phone camera.
My cousin damn skinny -_-
But under his clothes are not bones but
abs and muscles.
And yes i've seen them -_-.
Its nothing wrong, we are super close.
We talk about anything and everything.

Went home and did the laundry.
My brother and cousin helped.
My brother took a stick and keep poking me with it.

We have this stairs outside our home.
My brother walked down and i sat up there
waited for him.

Snapped with i-phone.

He called me down to look at something,
when i walk back up he keep poking my
ass ish -_-
I called my cousin to walk behind me to prevent
my bro to poke me, but no use.
He keep poke poke poke poke.

And my brother helped me jail break my i-phone.
Bwahahahaha.

See new theme :p
So much more downloading to do~
and i want to buy a new cover for my phone.
Something nice and protective x]

Toodles ❤

Those bad days turned to beautiful memories.

Went to KLCC with my mummy and

aunty this afternooonnnn.
Ate asam laksa yummmmm ~

But after awhile we went home.
Cause mummy had another appointment.

Took awesome pictures of me yesterday xD
No laaaa just my hair awesome.
Whyyy? Because the sunlight made it the colour
that i've always wanted but mummy said no
because its too light and 'lala'.

It was so difficult to open my eyes under the
sunlight omg @_@
I almost went blind. The moment i stepped
back into the room from the balcony all i
could see was black. -_-.

Anyways here are the pics.

You can see my eyes, they are barely
opening.

I love this x) Looks elegant ma~ :p

Everyone thinks i always take perfect pics.
Actually i dont. 3/5 pictures are usually
deleted and 2/5 are okay only. :(

See spoiled picture xD
I blinked.
The rest are on fb :)
Once again, Nikon D5000 camera.
When i went home i went to the kitchen balcony,
the 1st thing i did was laugh.
Why? because i saw this !

Hahaha ! Grandpa you are so smart !!
Inside was chicken. He made chicken
for dinner.

Wow, tonight dinner was a feast.
The whole table was filled with food.
My mum bought those japanese green pea
from isetan tonight and she made it for me. :D
I finished the 90% of it. Nice xD
Mummy thanks :)

After dinner i went out for a walk with
my i-phone handfree in my ears.
Suddenly memories came back.
Last year, the last 3mths the only thing i had
was pain, tears, hatred and stress.
Everyday i would jog down the same path to get
rid of those feelings but i end up either
getting hurt or hurt too deep to even jog as i cry.
(You may read it from my previous entries)

I replayed those songs that i played when i jogged.
I smiled and thought to myself
How did i pass those days?
Love life sucked, daily life sucked,
friendship sucked, everything turn upside down.

But mostly i jogged to forget that my boyf
and a whore had something going on.
Actually my boyf was a manwhore too.
Which i had no choice but to pretend that i dont
know anything to prevent drama happening.

Sighs, bad old days. I just smiled as i walked the
same path that i used to jog.
And i was pretty proud of myself for being so god
damn strong.

I bought this booooooooook that made
me laugh alot while reading it in the
book store.
Actually i read this book in a bookstore
few mths ago but decided to get it.
I feel like i've covered alot on self-psychology
so decided to turn to relationships.

Trust me, i didnt get it cause of the
word sex -_-.
Seriously, this is a must-read book.

Moments ago my boyf banned me from using
the sentence
'men will always be men'.
Because what i said is facts and he doesnt wants to
admit it so he banned me from using it !

So lucky i didnt delete this picture of him.
See stupid face ngek ngek~
I know he's gonna biiiiiiiiiiiii me when he sees this
but i dont care. Thats what you get for banning
me from using that sentence.

stupid dou sei~

I might die on friday but its fine.
Worth it xD

Got a new number and a new toy.

Went to KLCC earlier in the morning.
Well not that early but around 12pm+.
Went to Sakae Sushi again *ftw*.

From yesterday till today there was an unknown
number calling me and i never picked up
because i dont know who it is and
i am afraid it may be stalkers so instead
i gave my brother to answer it.

Turns out. its Vinod.
Ahahaha what a whore.
He was in Pavilion waiting for a friend.
And who knew i went to Pavilion as well.

I called him.
He said that his friend was late but who knew
she reached when i reached =_=.
And he wouldnt let me know where
they were. What an ass x)

Went to DiGi and got my old number terminated.
Right on the spot my number
was gone and the next thing i knew
was my phone says
'Unregistered Sim' Nice one.

I got a new number so for those who
dont have it yet do do do do do msg me in fb
or msn !
I dont wan you to be calling old number
when you have important things to notify me aights? :D

When i texted Vinod telling him
my new number he called me anddddddd i went
to look for them ;D

Sorrry no details or whatsoever but
it was great seeing him after a year :)
And i love his friend :D
I wont say who. Find out yourself ;D

Anyways, thank you thank you mummy
for making me able to scratch out
one item off my wishlist. :D
I loveeeeee youuuuuuuu.

And bii, nothing is more important to me
than you.

My brother helped me stick this protector on.
He had a spare.
A W E S O M E protector.
Look it became a mirror now. :D

But when i click the button~
Ta dahhh~
Thanks ah kor x)

Goodbye my LG ice cream :(
Sighs, i really loved that phone.
Its PINK and DROP-ABLE !
i-Phone one drop = gone.

But what hurts the most wasnt changing
my number or phone.
But the messages my bii sent to me that made
me cried, smiled, touched, everything
a girl wants to feel from reading a text msg from her
loved one. They were alll goneeeeeeee. T~T
My heart felt so pain mannnnn.

And because my bii only write those to me
Once In A Blue Moon. T~T
When we had our 1st misunderstanding that almost
led to a 1st argument he wrote me this
long message that made me cried and at that moment
i really wanted to hug him and say i am sorry T~T.

But i guess i cant do anything about it
but wait for that
Once In A Blue Moon chance to come one day.
Which is in god-knows-how-long because
MEN WILL ALWAYS BE MEN ! >:(

i love meeting up like this.

Today i met up with my sweetheart x)
It wasnt plan at all,
it was just a spur of a moment thingy.
Mum was meeting someone in Bangsar
and i thought Jia Lin might just finish
her class or something.

What great timing,
i called and she was on the bus on her
way home. And BSC was just few mins
away from her area.
So yea, we decided to meet up :D

I kind of like it like this.
Spur of a moment, no plan no nothing,
just call and out we go~

I waited for her at Coffee Bean.
While waiting, i called my clingy boyf whom i thought
was suddenly not-so-clingy-anymore
after last night he said he doesnt
want to be so clingy to me.
So i called him and asked why didnt he call,
is he really going to be so-called man?

But only to find out,
he just woke up that why he didnt call me.
So much for not-so-clingy-anymore.
and he havent even brush his teeth !
YUCK BIIIII~ SMEEELLY.

Jia Lin reached and i told my boyf
that she is here and he said 'ohhh
i know you wanna say i'll call you back later right?'
Smart.

Ordered our drinks and 2 slices of cake.
Chicago Cheese cake and
Apple Crumble x)

I havent had the cheesecake for so long.
Usually i have it all the time.
But i only can eat half of it, i get full after that.

We talked and talked and talked and
she showed me a sms her ex bf sent to her.
SUPER IMMATURE.
I LOL-ed so hard after i saw it.
'i knew you are a bitch all along but i was just denying it' <-xD
'When you meet a guy and treats u bad then you'll
know what a great guy i've been' <- O_O
'I will take revenge on you' <- xDD

BWAHAHAHAHA!!
Gosh what the hell mannnn.
Great guy? reaaalllyyy?
He is the one who wanted to break up and the
one who find argument and now he blames it
all on her.
And wanna blurt all these immature crap out.

A REAL great guy would say
'I am so glad to have met you and be able to
call you mine even though it didnt work out well,
i wish you happiness, blah blah'
Those are what you call REAL MANNN !
And seriously even if a girl didnt regret break up with a guy
she will after she sees these words.

and whats with guys and taking
so-called-revenge on ex gf ?
Even after taking revenge and she still finds happiness
after that isnt it a waste of time? x)

But i taught my sweetheart 3 ways to take
revenge on him without even having
to bother him and yet it benefits her.

1. The revenge girls enjoy doing most,
beautifying herself and making herself more
beautiful than she was when she was with him.
Men will always be men wanting gf to be
gorgeous so ppl will be jealous.
So how would they feel after you turned super
gorgeous after they dumped you? ;D

2. Show him just how you enjoy being single
without him. And how wonderful life is without him.

3. Ex bfs always love to think there is no other guys
better than them so if you happen to get a new
guy, show them just how much more
wonderful ur current bf is better than him.

And besides, just these 3 ways is benefiting girls in
every way. Doesnt matter if he wanna go around
telling ppl how bad or what a whore you are , just
say 'ex bf' and ppl will understand :)

Try if you havent try because i did and
my ex doesnt even dare to come an inch near me.
Plus better for me because i've became
a so-called pretty girl and i've found
a so so so so so much better guy ~
*smeeellyy biii~~~~*

But i always tell friends the same thing,
men will always be men,
*My favourite line in my whole life !*
even if my man cheats on me one day i wont
be surprise. not even one bit.
*Bii i am just saying, but i dont mean you will :p*

Jia Lin probably got a little surprised to how
i've changed that she asked what books
i've been reading and if i could lend it to her.
x) if its gonna help her why not.
Plus i am gonna throw in a extra book to lend her.
a book that made me laughed real hard.

I forgot the title, tell you when i find it :p

Oh and when jia lin and i were talking about
the trip planning, irving called and he was
doing his MASK! I was like
!@#$% wth irving ?! A guy
doing a mask at 5 in the afternoonnn? Realllly?
Gosh its not gonna make me look at u any special irving.

And he said
'ish, girls with boyf.'
Nooo its not just girls with boyf.
It called FAITHFUL girls with boyf x)
Get that right you doucheeeeee !

1.26am.
Night~

4days of sushi in a row.

I have been eating Sushi for 4days !
!@#$% OMG!
Friday with the boyf.
Saturday with the douche and sweetheart.
Sunday with the brother and cousin.
These 3 days were Sushi king.
Monday with the mummy.
At KLCC Sakae Sushi.

Help me T~T

Yummy ~ T~T
But still 4days of sushi non stop.
Thats crazy. I might get sick of sushi
which is not good.
But thank god i am not a big fan of sashimi.
I dont wan maggots in my body yet.
Actually strike out the word 'yet',
i will never want those disgusting pest in my bodyyy x(

I should have just chosen Asam Laksa today.
Asam Laksa is my LOVEEEE ! ❤
But mummy ate it yesterday so i thought might
as well let her chose.
Whatever makes her happy x)

At while walking, a random black dude
looked at me and winked at me -_-
and smiled at me.
I wanted to laugh but instead i have to try so
hard to smile. And i did x)
There's no harm in smiling back to someone
who just think you are gorgeous in just a glimpse.

Anyways not much happened today.
Pictures of the day.

Natural sunlight.

This is love :)

Ohhhhh gawwdd.
Last night bad bad bad dream.
Have you guys heard of the movie 'saw'?
The really disgusting one.
With the dude that says 'Hello, i want to play a game.'
And then you get caught in his games and
you have to cut off ur body parts to survive,
but in the end u dies.
*Because you are either chained up or whatsoever*

Yup, i dreamt that i was IN it.
Dude, not a pleasant dream.
I saw bloods.
Body parts.
And shadows of him killing them.
The only thing i could do was run, run and run.

Then my grandma bust into my room
and i jumped up of my bed.
But thank youuuuu grandma for waking me up.

And just moments ago i saw a picture
and there was a long black hair lady behind
the window.

FUCK! how am i to sleep tonight?
And yes i am very afraid of these stuffs.
And i am mentioning this at 1.35am.
What the fuck.

No sleep tonight FTW.
And i have stuffs to do tomorrow which
means i need energyyy.
And no sleep where to find energy? :(
Yer. Sucks to be me.

11th July 2010.
Happy 10th monthsary to us baby.
Love you.

The pathetic douche and my sweetheart.

Well.
Yesterday met up with my 'long lost friends'.
Not really lost but nvm just a saying.

I reached a little earlier.
And jia lin reached 5mins later.
She asked where Irving is and i said in gym.
Its 12pm and he's in gym.
In pavilion.
Nice.

He called and i gave him 10mins to make his
way to TS.
He didnt even shower yet.
I said if you are late, starbucks in on you!

He was lost. sweaty. and bald? xD
But anyways he met up with us at Sushi King.
I think we sat there for an hour.
He did not changed at all.

We talked about almost everything.
And ofcourse he loves annoying me.
I dont know why.

We made our way to Pavilion because
TS starbucks was too crowded.
We needed a place with wifi so we could
online with phones to find out
info about our trip and ofcourse a place quiet and comfy.

Starbucks was full in pavilion as well.
But we found a really nice place.
The C.Club at 6th floor.
I was fine with it as long as it have other drinks
and not just alcohol and ofcourse Irving is paying xD

Its a very bright place.
I just liked the picture to look lomo.

Beautiful Chandelier.

We ordered our drinks not by seeing
whats in it but the names.
I ordered VIRGIN JET LEE because
i saw watermelon and the word vrigin.
Jia lin ordered SCREWDRIVER she just wanted
alcohol.
Irving ordered CASANOVA because he liked
the dude and the name.

Irving keeps condom in his wallet.
He said its so wrong to have sex without
condom because of all the stds or aids or whatsoever.
But ofcourse, its better safe than sorry =)
He said Durex sucks.

I took out my camera and randomly took picture
of this douchebag.

Pathetic douche.

My pretty sweetheart and i x)

More pictures is at FB too lazy to upload here.

Mr.Irving Chong keeps getting me annoyed!
When i get frustrated i always say GOD!
and irving said 'you can call me irving' with the :D smile.
And everytime i said something he says
'whaaaaat' sarcastically.

He said i come in this package of variety.
The only person who can show what
the other person expects.
And he loves my expression when i get annoyed.

Well yea because i have so many variety
in me thats why ppl love hanging out with me.
I make them laugh endlessly.
He said he could be a good comedian i didnt laugh,
I said without me nah uh. He laughs.
Gosh i am so AWESOME xD

Oh and one very annoying thing irving is
when i pronounce a word in a
not-so-english-accent he always
says 'say that again' and correct me.
Example the word 'THIS'.
He said i pronounce it like 'dis' and 'tat'
without the H sound.

Good grief ! I am Malaysian !
And honestly i think i speak quite well
for a malaysian ! You were once this way too Irving!
He said i am too classy to be speaking malaysian
english.
I am not classy ! i am normal !

The end of this post.
I am tired xD